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Wednesday, April 30, 2003

//dominaton//achievement//righteousness//dignity//defiant//serious//pride//win//

~ { 4/30/2003 11:49:00 AM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

woke up earlier than usual - suffering from cramps! urgh! should have rolled and tossed
around in bed instead of waking up. darn - but i won't be able to get back to sleep anyway,
so might as well use the tme eh?! gonna go down to pabulum to collect my cheque. small
amount using a huge amount of effort! still gotta walk all the way to chinatown point to bank
in!!! so tiring and the sun will be soaring high and hot at the time!! shessh! better bring along
an umbrella incase ehz! *grinz* weather these days damn bright! and just a week ago or so,
it kept raining! can't they just make up their minds!

talking about making up of minds, i still can't make mine up. there's like so must before me!!
so much pride in me that it gets in my way and i don't know what to do with it! how do i
overcome this big piece of obstacle! i can't admit to failure, can't accept it. winning, being right,
is what i must achieve! and it's always when i'm with her! i'm not usually like that!
i make myself sound like that witch lilly pilly!! oh manz! i can't give in and she won't give in...
urgh! but what makes her not give in this time!? i'm still trying to get it out of her!!
i must know it! and i know i can get it out of her! i will..

~ { 4/30/2003 11:47:00 AM }
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Tuesday, April 29, 2003

and again, it's 4pm - iron chef has started. and the challenger has chosen
the iron chef sakai - iron chef french - the theme ingredient 'pacific saury'.
some sorta fish. let's see if the iron chef will win or lose today, cos he lost
the oher time i saw the show!

[p]HeXz` on saturday tv on channel 5:

saturday tv on channel 5 is really boring!!! it's like they're telling us not
to stay at home to watch tv but go out instead! since the SCV is only
in my living room and my bro always hogs the living room tv, i'm left
with the tv in my room! //must try to manipulate my dad to get
another scv box to put in my room// so i can go watch cartoons all
night and day long!! haha! then he'll start killing me when the electricity
bill goes sky high!! hahaha! never stay home on saturdays!

haven't been going blading for a long time!!
hwee: aren't we supposed to make full use of it, so we won't regret
buying it!! must blade more hours then those people in east coast remember!!

//and the verdict for the iron chef - the iron chef french has won!//

~ { 4/29/2003 04:57:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

feel so bored - can't wait for school to start - rotting at home like 24/7!
everybody seems to be working or having exams. yawnzzz. working
for function this saturday - don't have a choice - anyway if i don't work,
i'll be home rotting cos everone else is working night shift - planned
out schedule - loaned this book "who's little girl are you" was reading
it half way, then had to rest my eyes. it's about this girl who only
realises that both she and her brother has been adopted. and etc.
quite interesting. also loaned the "david marshall trials" by alex josey.
it's real interesting to read up on trials. simply interesting=)

//wonder what's gonna happen this time.is it gonna be serious?//

~ { 4/29/2003 02:19:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

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~ { 4/29/2003 01:53:00 PM }
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- yawnz - hadn't been able to talk to her since last night.
she must be feeling awkward after the conversation with
me and hwee in the toilet. wonder what she thinking??

maybe twice about our relationship? or maybe about what
hwee said to her? but i think it's about time. i can't take
anymore about her 'can't say no'. i mean, it can just mean
that she's easy going and everything, but everybody needs
to have limits right? she can't continue going on saying 'no'
at my expense right!!! i really get more and more irritated
when i see how meak she is.

~ { 4/29/2003 01:34:00 PM }
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Monday, April 28, 2003

yawn - yawn - feel so tired. went down to centro last night and only got to
sleep around 4+. it was fun, but some guy just had to spoil my mood! ivan
tan!! sometimes i find that she just can't say no to people that
she seems to be such an easy person!! he just knew that she can't have
anymore to drink but he had to purposely go and get somemore! i can't help but
feel that he thinks all girls are naive and he can just keep buying drinks and
make them knock out!i'm not sorry i feel this way cos the way he does things
make me think that way!! He thought he could knock out carmen by giving her
more and more to drink, but he's the one that couldn't hang on. age's catching
up pal! wake up! urgh - just because of yesterday, my view of everything has
started to change.

~ { 4/28/2003 01:53:00 PM }
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Sunday, April 27, 2003

went down to monks on derelyn's birthday .... and of all the places
we suggested and thought of, we still ended up at monks!! *bang wall*
sat outside monks till about 12+ to chat and gossip then went in to
cool ourselves down and enjoy the music! guess what, we actually ended
up talking to natasha!! sheesh! and she even offered derel a ciggy!! derel!!
of all pple! ahahah! nvm - the worst part, nicole-not kidman - popped up
dancing beside me and hwee!! shessh! she danced like a retarded worm!!!
and forever in her white tube! like saw her in it in so many photos!! yuck yuck!
wonder if she knew we were beside here critisicing and staring at her!! hahah!
oh yes!! and the worst thing!! this group of malay girls came dancing beside me
& hwee and started elbowing and banging into me!! *ouch* like hello!!! i'm a
human & have feelings!!!! let's co-operate can!! if not i'll start getting
nasty and you wouldn't like it! how sickening! it's ok to bang into a sticky
person while dancing - doesn't matter. but when it comes to a WET
person, who wouldn;t be irritated!!!!! that PARTICULAR girl was sooOoOoOoo
wet!!! and i was wearing sleeveless somemore!!! YUCKS!!! it was soOOoO
unbearable!!! it felt SOOOOooOOo GrosS!!!! like a whole lot of water, but it's
not!! it's perspiration!! URGH! -learnt my lesson - try to wear something with
sleeves!

~ { 4/27/2003 06:46:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

can't imagine how long i took to access this page!! what's up man!
now watching the repeat telecast of the NKF - Singapore Version.
couldn't catch the one live so watching repeat. can't recognise
zoe with all the thick make-up man! until i heard her voice! can't here
that anywhere else! and that stunt put up by fann, christopher and
allan was amazing!! such bravery!! i'd never do that cos firstly i'm
afraid of heights!! and that beats everything else!!!

i'm dead bored! yesteray stayed at landed home at 730pm. so early!
rotted at home till about 1100pm then went to eat prata again!! damn!
this is bad! i've been eating prata for supper for 3 consecutive days!!
and all this happened after my dieting days!!! it's true!! after dieting for
afew days, it's said that if you start eating again, you'll get 'addicted'!!
and i think i am. i used to be able to do w/o breakfast, lunch and i
only start dinner at 7+ - now i can't!!!!!! HELP!!! major crisis!!

~ { 4/27/2003 06:31:00 PM }
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