should i go to bangkok....
or guangzhou!!??
i just wanna get out of here
and go somewhere else to shop
man!!! maybe drop by shanghai
and visit felix??
woooo....!!

my test today was sucky.
urgh.
i think i was too distracted.
sigh. oh God help me.......

and i think today will be a sucky sucky
day. urgh. cos someone just super spoiled
my day. again.
so it's spoiler number 2 for the day.
seriously - you can't depend on anyone.
you shouldn't expect anything from anyone.
and u should plan for something to happen,
cos it'll all fall on you!
do i sound like some saddistic ass or something?
looking all pessimistic and all???
heh.
urgh! i just freaking feel like shouting.
"I HAVE AN ISSUE!!!!!!!"
i have an issue about trust and i really feel
like there's no one in this world that you can
trust in other than the Lord.
trust in the Lord..........
and yet now, when i need my faith to be strong,
i feel all weak, manipulated, used and whatever
freak shit man.
hmm.. actually, i trust my dear sonia. lol.
just her.
maybe i should just marry her cos i trust her
so much. haa!
how do u even be with someone when you
don't trust them right?
urgh... shit.
my thoughts just got cut short cos i was
doing something after i wrote that line.
urgh damn!!!!

ok whatever.

anyway, went wakeboarding yesterday with angel
and also.. DANIEL ONG!! wooohoooo!! hahah!!
he's just a hottie. haa!
he has washboard abs, tall, has a goatie and is
good looking!
wahaha!!!
going ga gaaaa.....
LOL! no la.... he's quite ok la.. and he's a nice guy.













hee..
and he wakeboards quite good for someone
who's done it for not even 1 year!
maybe...... 3 mths b4 me and ange started. haa!
i think im beginning to wakeboarding.
i remain stagnant @ my one wake jump and i always
fall at my toe side! sigh
think must go out more often with mahmut now
to ride. haa.

ok... i'm really having a headache.
i havent eaten and i'm getting a terribly big
headache after crying too much!
urgh!!! seriously, new year's resolution....
i MUST not cry so easily!!!!!
stop being such an emo!!!!
STUPID MUN!!!! control your softness!!!!
stand firm!!!

BAAHH!!!!!
ciao!

accounts is actually quite easy to study....
hmmm....
do i sound confident or what man!!
shessh! i'm actually the total opposite man!
not confident at all!!!
urghh!!
at least i still have one more day......................
to study!!!!!!
sigh.......
alrightie... it's time to zzzz man!
or ill be a zombie tmr man!
shessh!
nitez!

i hate it man! when i redo my layout for
my blog using my ibook, it comes out differently
on a normal windows computer.
when i do it on my windows laptop, it comes
out differently on my ibook.... BASKET!!!!
urghh!!
sickening!!!!
think lesser pple own an ibook...
so ill stick to changing my layout on a windows
laptop so all can see.. wahahha!!!
stupidd!!!!

urghh... rain rain rain.....
it's been raining for about 5 days!
"dear cloud..... do you really have so much
to pour out??? are you really that sad??
please just give me one day without
your tears.....
pleasee........
hopefully it'll be tomorrow - friday....
=)
just one day??"

just got back from macs with sonia and
friend david. haha! entertained her before
she meets her guy. hee. fun fun. macs will
be our favourite hotspot!!! wahahha!!

alrightie....
back to my accounts!! tata!!

LOOOOOOVE MY SKIN! hee.

darn... what happened to my previous layout....!!!

and those are the top 3 favourites of
mine from november's chopin.
i'm seriously inlove with it.
seriously......
i keep listening to his songs -
yet i'm still not killed by boredom by
repeating his songs.
someone just KILL ME! haa!

i LUUUURVEEEE my skin.

it's sad when you realise that among the many
you love, the the ones you can trust are just
a couple; not even a handful.
i really thank God for Sonia.
no matter how different we are,
she's always the one who'll be there for me.

and she said, "it's because we're different,
that's why we're the best of friends."

so it was the day for the flea market!
yeappp!!
sat. 7th jan!
johnson helped me and sonia bring down
the stuff to cine and also sent us down to
holiday inn... haa!

anyway, it was a wet day.
it rained - and stopped....
and rained and stopped....
AND RAINED AGAIN!!!
so after the last rain..... we gave up and packed
our stuff.
and that was about 5pm +
hahaha.
well, the flea market was an experience.












it would have been alot better if the weather
was better, but oh well.........
mun sings........
" LET HIS PRESENCE RAIN UPON US"
(that was what i learnt in church on sunday)
anywayzz.... yea...
hwee and alfred came at abt 5...
was supposed to help us out with the flea market!
sell stuff!!!
but in the end... we were packing when they came!!
hahaha! cos of the heavy rain!!!
so they helped us pack and carry stuff to cine and the
car instead....
SUCH NICE DARLINGS! haa!
if it weren't for them.... me and sonia wouldn't
have cleared our stuff in a short time!!

headed to carls jr for dinner @ marina with
nick while sonia stayed on for work.












i tell you..... i was DEAD TIRED.
after dinner i was yawning and yawning can!!!!
hahaha!
and i really felt like sleeping.. haha!
so didn't stay up too late. he asked me to go.....
pasir ris with his friendssss!!! i was like....
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz........
no man! hahaha!

actually had a complimentary day on sunday
to set up the flea market by LIME, but........
it rained 24hrs on sunday!!!!!
soooo......
ended up in church!!! heee.
well, i dozed off afew times in church...
seriously!!!!
sigh....
i think it was the rain. haa!

later after the HEAVY dinner.....
we headed down to liquid kitchen @ thomson
with sonia. nick and friend came down to join
us too - then later the "outlet manager" came to
join us. ok.... i dunno his name - but i saw him twice
already. wahah!!
"guy in red jacket" hahaha!!!
yea la - he's quite cute la. haa!
headed home after that with all the flea market
barang barang. luckily jason helped me with the
stuff la.. haha!! if not... DIE! haa!

anyway, i think i better go do my school stuff now.
the rain is really making me feel zzzz...... *yawn*
so shitty.
ciao!

oh wow....
i havent been blogging for a long time
now eh.....
and everyday....... has been a busy busy
day for me. haa!!!
1 got my hair all done!!! dyed my hair and
also cut it. well, i think it looks alot better
now. haa!
at least the streaks weren't as obvious as
last time, and it blends in well with my
colour now!! hahaha!
damn! i'm super dark now! hahaha!
anyway, lets start with ......

FRIDAY. 6th jan.
went wakeboarding with angel after quite
some time..... haa!
havent rode with her for some time that is.
and saw marcus ride for the first time!
he's good la - but he didn't ride for long.
haha! and while he was driving joseph,
he almost killed him la! wahaha!!!
marcus marcus... haa!
oh well -
after that, it RAINED heavily and we had
to go back to the shop for shelter.












but shortly after, went down to ride again -
lucky for us - it didn't rain for long.
i think my ride that day sucks la. seriously.
i wasn't in the mood - i didn't feel well,
i didn't sleep well.... everything!!!!
so i only did one set. haa!
but at least i got the chance to drive the boat!!!
hee. joseph taught me how to drive that boat....
wahahah!!

anyway, that night,
went back down to punggol to drink with justin
and the guys. jeremy was there too. haa!
so when we came, i predicted we were gonna drink
alot!!!! ahhaha!!1
when mimi's around......there's always alot of
drinking plus games!!!
shessh!
yarr... and again i was helping justin drink. haha!
i tell you - the games they played that day were....
TERRIBLE!!!!! i dunno what i lost... and i had to drink
TWO glasses of chivas la! basket!!!!!!!
not only once can!
ya.... so ........
in the end...... justin had to take care of me...
WAHAHAH!!!!
cos i was vomitted. haa!
he was also feeling dizzy already.. still need to
takecare of me.. haha! oh well!
i took care of him last time when he got drunk
also can!!!
i really never felt soooooo bad since my bday.
i felt like SHIT ok!
serious!
actually on my bday - i didn't vomit much -
it was the day after that i felt SHIT.
for that day... i vomitted alot....
but the next day - it felt better than my bday la!
hahaha!
so the moral of the story.......
VOMIT IT OUT!!!! you'll feel alot better!
wahaha!
worse part was that i had to wake up @ 8 plus
for the flea market thing la!
i didn't even shower - i just went into the
car with sonia down to holiday inn and
showered @ the hotel. hahaha!!!
felt DAMN GOOD la the shower...
hahaha!
but i still felt like i was dying the whole day..,.
haha!

ok... i'll continue in another post...
this one seems VERY long alrdy..
hahaha