you are susie derkins.


which calvin and hobbes character are you?
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hmMm... should i go out to meet amelia and travis??! still haven't made up my mind!!
gosh! i'm tired..of both staying home and going out! wahaha! indecisive me! true true!

what derel said's quite true, if you're not happy in the r/s and it's making you miserable,
why stay in it. and it's so making me. we'll see if i did or didn't do the right thing.

yawn-zZzzZz - gonna watch my 530 show soon. encore of some chinese show huang
biren stared in. acting as ke-lian. hehe! ok, i'm gone! whoosh!

You Have the Power of Teleportation!


What's Your Magic Power?
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she hurts: nobody. at least she tries to.
she loves: a lot of ppl.
she hates: that thing
she cries: for reason
she fears: history repeating itself.
she hopes: for a bright future.
she saddens: at failure
she feels alone: even when she's w her friends sometimes.
she kills: insects that irritate her.
she talks: nonsense.
she listens: to people.
she sees: things and immediately jumps into conclusion.
she smells: of perfume
she tastes: food? haha.
she works: only when necessary.
she remembers: significant things.
she holds: on to people all the time. literally.
she hides: her true feelings most of the time.
she prays: to give thanks.
she walks: moderately fast
she drives: not.
she reads: afew
she burns: her fingers during chem prac. (in sec two lar)
she breathes: cos it's essential for living.
she plays: pool?
she misses: those days.
she touches: people's hearts whenever she can.
she learns: not to trust ppl easily.
she feels: overwhelmed.
she doesnt know: why it all happened
she said: many things before, meaning some and not.
she dreams: of weird things in her sleep.
she has: wonderful people in her life.
she wants: to be loved.
she falls: quite often. whether literally or not.
she waits: for the day.
she needs: lots of tlc.
she lives: in singapore?
she wishes: for better grades.
she wakes: up late whenever she can.
she sleeps: during lessons too. haha.
she looks: like an average looking girl?

Don't think sorry's easily said
Don't try turning tables instead
You've taken lots of Chances before
But I'm not gonna give anymore
Don't ask me
That's how it goes
Cause part of me knows what you're thinkin'Don't say words you're gonna regret
Don't let the fire rush to your head
I've heard the accusation before
And I ain't gonna take any more
Believe me
The sun in your Eyes
Made some of the lies worth believing

Don't leave false illusions behind
Don't Cry cause I ain't chnaging my mind
So find another fool like before
Cause I ain't gonna live anymore believing
Some of the lies while all of the Signs are deceiving

i'll never understand
i won't understand
and i don't think i'll have the patience to.
i'm not gonna allow you,
to take my words as plaything,
take my kindness forgranted,
and trotter all over it like emptiness

there's a limit to everything.
i've reached mine,
and maybe you've reached yours.
a volcano erupts when added pressure,
and water boils when heated.
boils down to the same thing for humans.

you've known all along, the hatered in my eyes
the anger in my heart.
but have you even considered them?
place it in your list?
or even make it a priority?
or do i simply not deserve it?
you don't deserve my thoughts,
my worries, my love and my sympathy anymore,
cos the ties between us have torn
the bond we had, is broken
no matter how we try to make it right,
there'll still be this valley between us.
maybe time will heal all things,
like how time shows a person's colours.

My Inner Age
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it's a natural thing
it's part and parcel of life
it's something we just have to go through
yea it's hard,
but there no avoiding it.
time tells all things
and it heals all wounds
it tells you how a person can really be
stupid, smart, creative and cunning
when the time's ripe,
it will drop from it's 'mother' and it goes independant
walks on it's own
making it's own decisions
everything's a matter of time
this is how powerful it can be

Mp3 Spinning:: Aaliyah - Missing You

Mp3 Spinning:: Tina Turner - When The Heartache Is Over

when the heartache is over
i know i won't be missing you
i know i can live without you
time to move on with my life now
leaving the past all behind
i can make my own decisions
it was only a matter of time
sometimes i look back in anger
thinking about all the pain
but i know i'm stronger with you
and that i'll never lead you again

got my laptop already!! it's beautifully pretty! hehehe. got the new
BENQ JoyBook!! the appearance is like the i-book, just that it's got
their own touch-a classy calligraphy. they said i couldn't do w/o it
when i asked if i could get one without the calligraphy.=( it's alright then!

well well, finally rubern studard won the american idol! well, not really
pinning on who will or should win. whoever wins, wins! personally, both
of them are pretty good, so it doesn't really make a difference!

staying home today to catch i think the 2nd last, or is it that last episode
of my 9pm show!! this season's show's kinda short!! not fun!! urgh! why do
good shows always end so fast!?!?

nothing's forever
everything will come to an end one day
even us.
there's no such thing as "i love you forever,"
and "i want to always be with you"
there's no "forever" , neither is there "always"
you'll learn from broken relationships,
that all the "promises" you've made,
are practically empty promises.

yawnzzz - got woken up by my dad. will be bringing me down to sim lim
square and challenger today to find my notebook! might as well get it cos
my computer memory's full! think the FOSA Elite needing my requiremets!
the acer's not bad too, bad it's kinda heavy. cousin guided me on what to
get. hwee: see, it doesn't matter where you get your comp, as long
as you've been guided!! but i'm going down to funan cos cous' told me there's
a sale there!

anyway, watching my 1pm show now. it's austin's and carrie's wedding night!!
great, but wonder if they'll stay married. guess they're marriage won't be as
happpy as it is now, cos that's what soap opera do!! looooooong looooong story!

it's 1am now - yawnzzz. but i need to wait up for the encore of my 1pm show
this afternoon!! couldn't catch the show this morning!! *sobs* now i have to
stay up!! how irritating!! shall have my supper later!! kinda hungry!! *teehee*

now looking for chinese songs to burn a cd for kim. yawnzzz... my chinese
songs very limited one lehzz!! i don't even know the title of certain songs!!!
everything also d/l!!

Mp3 Spinning:: Kelly Chen - Ji Shi Ben

it's time to end another beautiful day
say good night to all creatures of the mortal world
and say good morning to all immortals in the castle of dreams
it's another beginning in the endless forgetable moments

You're a bit chicken... you take some risks, but anything worse than a poodle scares you.
You're more likely to die of fear than a skydiving/bungee jumping/shark swimming accident :)

hahah!! so true for the bungee jumping part! of course - cos i've a phobia of heights! woooooo...
i'd even cry like a baby if you make me do it!! but worse than a poodle..maybe not la.. poodle's
abit mild ehz??!

Do you cluck or do you roar?

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it's 830pm! watching heartlanders now! cooked dinner today!!
hahaha!!! *pengz* like first time after.... let's say..never! haha!
just cooked tempura fish, dow miao and mee goreng!! and of
course, i had my mum's help=) if not, i'll never make it! *LOL*
the meegoreng tasted great!!! hwee: i've learnt the
skills neede to cook mee goreng from my mum!! hahaha!
and kim taught me how to cook the dow miao! great right!
my assistants were great!

downloading msnplus. michelle told me it's a new system or
something. it seems that i'm always lagging eh! first i didn't
update my msn, now this! just like a mountain tortoise! sheesh!
light years is beginning!! great!

intending to take a course in frontpage and dreamweaver to
go upgrade myself! maybe useful in time to come!! *smilez*

ooooohhhhh - i'ma a unqiue sheep!!
baaaaaa

Which flock do you follow?

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oooh - she's really scary!!! eek!

Scary in a very good way, you're Fairuza Balk.
Intense.


What sexy girl are you
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decided on MDIS cos i find that TMC ain't very good. study less and
study shorter! study what xia!?! i'd rather pay more and study longer!

anyway, decided i will either get and Acer or HP laptop. wanted to get
a fujitsu laptop cos of it's sophistication, but it costs $5k-$7k!! mum will
slaughter me!!=/

anyway, i should be going down to bishan later to register then rushing
home for my tv spree!!! 7pm-12am!! great! cos today's tuesday night
premiere's Blade! eventhough i watched it before, i think i'll be ok watching
it's encore! gonna find food to eat - i'm starving!!! only ate one prata for breakfast!

my 1pm show just ended. well, sammi's back to destroy the lives of austin
& carrie! that bitch never gives up!

anyway, was looking thru' the education ads in the newspaper and saw that
TMC also have dip. in mass comm. called them and i'm going down to go
take a look at the place, course in depth and fees. as i heard on the phone,
TMC's cheaper than MDIS and the school hours are longer! hmmMmmm...
hve to go down and take a look cos their website doesn't say much about t
their courses and all. then i guess i'll be going down to pabulum since it's
nearby!

still pondering on which laptop to get. there's so many sales going on now!
BEST and Courts have afew good bargains! Dell too, but i don't really trust
Dell. hearing from eugene then they'll con you into upgrading some stuff and
you have to get the microsoft thing youself?! shessh! Acer at BEST also has
good bargains. very reasonable price!

just landed home not long ago from my macdonald's breakfast! -yumzz-
had a BIG breakfast meal. hehe - but as usual i ate and didn't finish it!
it always happens at breakfast. (excluding prata) my stomach can't take
much in the ehz!

ooohhz - all the butch hunt photos are out!! and among all 12, there're only
3 good looking ones! how pathetic!!!! hwee: karen looks damn char-boh!!
but it all also lies on talents ehz! i'm counting on claryce -hee. cos i think she
can sing??! PL girls are usually gifted with that talent *LOL* and marie's, i
think she's a dancer right? if i remembered what ray told me correctly *senile*
drake's not bad looking too - but not sure if the audience will or will not faint once
she open's her golden mouth ehz!

kim went back to her hometown today to place her bike there, forever!
now, i'll have to take public transport!! well, not a very big deal, but i hate buses!
makes me bus sick after a looong winding journey, and it's sooo packed!=(
the MRT is the only thing that can bring me to civilisation in an easy, fast way=)

meeting hwee later for dinner at sakae bishan! great! i can indulge in my sushi again!
just hope there ain't any last minute disappointments=/ oooh yah, gotta sent some
documents and a cheque to MDIS today. better not forget! if not it'll be another delay!
yawn - it's really boring on a sunday noon! especially without your beloved! so boring
w/o her today afternoon. usually she's here entertaining me, or we'll just go to
sunplaza, sit, drink, smoke and talk. just waiting for the time i can go out.
downloading games online. obviously trying to entertain myself!

What are You in the Sky? I am The Star! I have many friend, and I like to wink ;) Quiz made by Tiara Powered by Quizilla

travis sent me this email which i simply enjoyed reading!
it tells the truth about who bitches really are! and it makes
me proud to be a bitch! *laugh till drops*

when i stand up for myself, and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.
when i stand up for those i love, they call me a bitch.
when i speak my mind, think my thoughts,
do things own way, they call me a bitch.
being a bitch means i won't compromise what's in my heart
it means i live my life, my way
it means i won't allow anyone to step on me.
when i refuse to tolerate injustice and and speak against it, i'm defined as a bitch.
the same thing happens when i take time for myself, instead of being everyone's maid.
or when i act a little selfish.
it means that i have the courage & strength to allow myself to be who i really am
and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think i "should" be.
i am outspoken, opinionated and determined.
i want what i want and there's nothing wrong with that.
so try to stomp me, try to douse my inner flame.
try to squash every ounce of beauty hold within me,
you won't succeed.
and if that makes me a bitch, so be it.
i embrace the title and am proud to bear it.

B = Beautiful B = Babe B = Beautiful B = Best
I = Individual I = In I = Intelligent I = Individual
T = That T = Total T = Talented T = The
C = Can C =Control Of C = Charming C = Company's
H = Handle everything H = Herself H = Hell Of A Woman H = Hired