today's wednesday.
only half thru the week and i'm already dying.
*beep* **&^$*^*&$#)(#&^&$%*(%)(
LOL.
it's been 2 days of work - and the evenings are
really quite torturous. we rush dinner and we
head to class. left early on tuesday cos the econs
lecturer was just simply TOO boring. but we stayed
till the end today. at least allan phang's a lively
and entertaining lecturer. haa! he's REALLY
entertaining. with all his real life stories. heh.
and my indiv project - manz!
don't talk about it. luckily for sales mgmt,
the dateline has been extended. just pray it'll
get extended again. haha!

i get home everyday with a headache.
it's really a killer and i don't know what causes
this headahce. both yest and today!!
damn bad la.
it's really pressing u down and you just really
feel like crying out!! and that's how i feel now.
the pain is quite unbearable man.
lucky for me i have no class tmr. no project
meeting too.
just need to go collect my notes.
i'm so tired that i don't wanna bother about anything.
heck the *beep* anger....
heck whatever man.
just can't say "whatever" to one situation.
it's simply irritating. and i call it....

"the case of the hippos"

A says: she needs a taste of her own medicine.
B says: yes. if she can do it, others can do too.
and A thinks: Do unto others, what you want other do to you.

//what goes around comes around.//
i so believe in that.

anyway, i think i'm so tired that my memory's failing
me now man..... =(
i'm forgetting alot of stuff.....
i keep forgetting the stuff jack says and
i even forgot that i msged jason to ask him about
some work stuff.
shessh!! and today while walking home....
i almost got banged by a bike at the traffic light!
cos i was twitching my eyes and stuff cos my
lenses were SO dry... and again.. i almost collided
with a cyclist while crossing the zebra crossing.
wahaha!! i'm super J A D E D !!!! !!!!! !!!! !!!!! !!!!!
haiz. i need my rest man.
i really do!!!
and i guess that's now... haha!
sleep time man!
nitey nite!

work again tmr..........................

it's a start of a new week again, and
i think it's gonna be a LONG week.
tell me about it.
i have work everyday except today and i have
school everyday except thursday.
AND i have school this SATURDAY!!! and i've heard
news of a boring lecturer... DAMN!!
i'll probably leave early... haha!
AND the projects have tight deadlines! and
i'm SO tired!! shessh!!! i just don't think i can
cope work + school. shittified! i should do
internships during hols man.
*sigh*
now i don't even have the DAY to do my project
la!! shessh!! wrong move mun... wrong move.
lets see how august goes..... if i can't cope
with the workload... that's it man!
i can't afford to fail my modules man.
i don't want to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my baby!!!!

anyway...
i really think when people question you about what
you write on your blog out of their own self interest
is shitty. yes. especially when u're not close to that
particular person.
if u are sincerely asking for some reason - i
understand, but if u have an agenda and u're just
being some jealous bitch - get lost.
i don't need to report everything i do to you and
how my life i going on to you.
i blog what i want and as and when i want.
even if my close frens can take what i blog and
not question me abt my doings - why should u?
my life's not perfect and ur's isn't any better.
FYI - me and my bf's doing fine. he knows my
insecurities and we talk about it. so there's nothing
to hide. other than my b/f, i'm friends with everyone
else.
i don't just "cannot tahan" then let go. it's not a matter
of that in a relationship. i think i can handle my relationships
pretty well or better than some others, other than my break downs
now and then. who doesn't get it?
anything else??
i wouldn't mind if you were a true friend or whatsoever,
but it seems otherwise. you just wanna know this and
that and well, i don't really find a need to report.

what u read = it's there.
what i don't = not meant to be written.

i needn't report my whole life to the whole world.
ok, and that's that.
need to get back to recruitment and selection of salesforce.
*yawn*
i need coffee badly..............BADLY!!!!!!