i think i'm the worse girlfriend ever.
urrmm... or whatever.
i just can't stand the way i wanna say sorry deep inside,
but i can never say it out.
and by not saying it out, it always makes things worse.
cos i'm not saying how i really feel,
but i'm being so hard and going against everything he says!

seriously i piy him - and i pity myself too.
for not being able to say how i feel.
darn.
why!?
it's like a verbal constipation whenever i wanna say...
"i know it's my fault"
but it always ends up him saying the next sentence first...
and him saying that he's an extinguisher all by himself.
urgh. i hate it. i hate it when i make him feel that way,
but ........ i still do it.

and everytime... he has to give in to me - or i'll
say i'm sorry after an hour or 2 long conversation.
does it really take me that long to say sorry!!!!???
shessh!!! i can't stand myself....
*sigh*
i'm tumbling over my pride and yet i'm not doing anything
about it.
oh man.... oh mun................

YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm a happy happy happy girl!!!!!!
i've got my two new toys!!!!
the CANON IXUS 60 and
the HP IPAQ 6828!!!!!
Wooohoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!
i LOVE MY MUMMY!!!!!
wahahaha!!!

other than the HP IPAQ 6828 i want -
i want another toy!!!!!!!!
the... CANON IXUS 60!!!!
hee...
mummy.... can i get it pleaseeee!!!!!!????
ahhh!!! i so want a new digital camera!!!

he's the man! hee.
he bought me apple strudel & chocolate
truffle for me on his way home from his
mum's place!
so sweeeeeeet!!!! hee.
and the strudel's yummmy yum yum!!!
i can eat the truffle later when i'm feeling sleepy!
hee...
i feel so .... bleesed! haa.
yet....... *sigh*
oh well,
i'll enjoy what God has bestowed upon me for now.
whether it's good or bad.
i'm sure there's a reason for things that happen.
=)

november's chopin.

it meant something to me and till
now it still rings a bell in my heart.
i was doing some thinking yesterday
when i found out something.
whether it was my fault or his - it
doesn't matter anymore.
milk has already been spilt.
time to wipe up the floor.
how clean shall i wipe it?
weirdly - i've been dreaming about him
for the past 2 days.
really weird.
even though everything's gone, even the
friendship that was supposed to be true,
it'll always be remembered.

our smiles lasted one november.
and it will be always be carried in my heart.

after studying in the day...
he came over to fetch me after his work.
went to collect my lenses then headed
down to tiong bahru to eat -
fish head steamboat! wahah!
no fish head though... just normal pomfret.
LOL. but niceeeeeeeeee.....
hee. had a plate with tonnes of vege la!
and i tell u....... he ate EVERYTHING! haa!
cos miss mun only ate..... 2 or 3 pieces! hee.
OOOOPPPSSS!!!!!
hee.

later on he brought me to this place at the old
natinal library - behind the substation - called
TIMBRE. has a live band and quite a good crowd.
saw fido's customer there and i thought he was
quite a hottie la!! wahaha!!! oppsiee... hee.
the band was quite ok - maybe better on other
days. hee.

okaysssss.... it's time to head to the books again!!!!
urkkkk.....!!!!!
5 more daysssss!!!!!!
"i have to learn to loveeeeeee it!!!"
haha! and before i ciao... a sneak peak @ him! lolzzz.

you taking me taking you! BOO YAA!!!

complain complain complain!!!!
the two PDA phone i wanna get can't synchronise
with MAC!!!!!!!
DARN MAC!!!!!!!!!
bish bish bish!!!!!!
see.. listen some more mun... listen!!!!!!!!

faint....

now... if i get the phone which is gonna costs
me.... $1199, i gotta sync it with my other laptop...
sooooooo MAFAN!!!!!!
*#&$%#^&@*@(@)@(#&&#@*#
(#&#^%$%!(*#))#*#^#%@^@&
#U&#&&#^#^^#&@*@*(@

BI BI BA BI BU BU BUUUUUUUU!!!!!

i wanna get a new TOY!!!!!!!
the HP IPAQ 6828















ORRRRRRR.......

The Atom!!!











i just need to know if the HP can sychronise with
apple man! shessh! blooooody apple!

it's wednesday!!! ahh!! and next tues is moi
exams already!!! OOOOOOHHHHH!!!!
after handing up 2 projects - i feel so freeee
and slack!!! when i SHOULDN'T!!!!
hahaha! i should be studying hard for my
paper!!!! UHHHH!!!!!
anyway, went out with him yesterday.
headed down to defu lane to buy his stuff
then went to PS where we caught THE NUN.
haha. i thought it was quite predictable....
but ended up - not as predictable la.
BUT - it has an ending MANY movies had before.
haa!! would rate it.... 2.8/5 stars!! wahahaha! 2.8 man...
shessh!! how ngiao can i be about the 0.2 haha!
it really better than 2.5 but not as good as 3!! so...
2.8 it will be. haha!!

after the movie, we headed down to Geylang -
where i initially wanted to eat dim sum...
cos i was craving for har kow....
but thought... i wouldn't eat much - so we ate at
the you tiao da wang!! my yummy you tiao + mian xian!!
hee... had XLB's as well, was ok la... wasn't that great
though... but i was still happy happy.
then........... we had.... DURIAN!!!! wahahah!!
yummmmyyy!!















the coconut was also very nice in fact! sweeeeeeet! hee.
yum yummm... i lovedddd the dessert... hee.
ok... i couldn't squeeze in any har kow after that
so we headed home... hee.
i know my words are going to RUN.... and i hate it...
always running around cos this alignment is BIG.
haa!

think i've been having too much good food.
the day before... i had rice table!!
yummmmmmmilicious!!!! hahaha!!














it was greattttt i tell you. hahaha!!
esp the tahu telor thingy + the beancurd + the
fish and.... many more! wahaha!!!
yum yum yum... hee....
rice table should actually be eaten among 3
or more people la. if not with two people with
one of them being a big eater! wahaha!!!
if not can't finish! haa.

okok... i gotta GO STUDY!!!!!!
and before i finish - check out the new me!!!!
i've dyed my hair black!!!
errmmm.. actually dark brown....
LOL... and the monkey i think is cute! hee...
ciao!!!