think soccer has taken over me man!!!
shessh!!! yesterday i was watching the
england match then went down again
to go watch argentina's match and holland's
match! shesssh!!!
and tomorrow....... portugal VS iran!! wahaha!!
darrnnn!!!! i think i'm really mad!!!
hee.
won abit today... ya... but not enough man!

anyway - for me now, i'm sure there will be sunshine
after the rain. i'm sure there will be cos the Lord's
by my side. MY SIDE!!!!!!
=) just today after my prayer - He showed me two signs.
i'm just very very glad.
seriously.. i mean i'm obviously sad... but am still glad.
and guess what - justin msged me after everything.
happiest thing that happened to me - was for him
to msg and assure me. i have to say - he enlightened me.
alot.
i happy i gained back a friend. nothing else matters.
=) i'm able to smile again!!!

ok ok - anyway, i'm going to bed now! tmr... pia my
studiesss and then... SOCCER!! haha!
eh.. seriously i never liked soccer so much till now.
BETTING IS A SIN MUN!!!
HWEE!!! cannot like that!!!!
cannot be periodic!! must be more 'thou'
hahaha!!
oops.

and before that -
my besties. my beloveds. @ wine flair.
*hugs*













































how unglammmmm can my 2 friends be!!!???
OMG!!!!
HIDE!!!!

i'm gonna wipe my tears that has blurred my vision.
i'm gonna fix my broken heart.
i'm not gonna be the girl i used to.
though many has given up hope in me,
the Lord hasn't.

i can do anything thru Christ who strengthens me.
i'm not going to fall like i used to.
i'm gonna walk with my head up.
i'm gonna learn from my mistakes.
the Lord will guide me through, like He always has.

i know it's gonna be hard Lord,
prepare my heart Oh Lord.

www.alliancewake.com

i was watching the girls wakeboarding session - quite cool!
acckkk! i even downloaded the video to my ipod!!
wahaha!!
coooool ehhh! hee. i wanna go d/l more learning videos.
wahaha!!! transfer all of edwards PDA files into my comp!
haha1 should go steal his files cos he was teaching me
the other time. wahaha!!!
chapter by chapter. haha!

goodnight monday. hello tuesday. hellow business policy.

oh man... i'm just hours away from my business policy
paper... boooooo....
not sure how confident i am about it still.
sigh sigh.
not really looking forward to tuesday, wednesday and thursday
cos of media planning on thurs.
ohh.....
but actually I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THURS!!!
after tha paper that is......
COS I GET TO MEET HIM!!!!!
haha. =) =) =)
despite not meeting - we never fail to quarrell.
haha! not everyday... but..... ya...
and i did it again today.
dunno who's fault also. la la la.
no really - but ya....
BUT... we're okay already... hee hee.

sigh sigh. i have to be disciplinedddd!!!!
stay home and do my work!!! yes yes...
i have been cooping up @ home studying cos i started studying
late.... sigh... yes yes.. the consequences.
late nights + headaches + coffee + chocolates has been
accompanying me for the past.... 3 days?
ohh.. i did go out on sat... haa!

anywayz... yes... i'm really looking forward to thursday and friday.
i wanna go out!!!!!!!!
hahaha!! i feel so... TRAPPED in my little room facing....
the laptop, TV, papers of notes and my book!
BLEEEEHHHHHH!!!!!!!
i'm HUNGRYYYY!!!!!!
but i'm NOT going to eat @ 225AM!!!
no no no! can't!!!!
don't wanna start getting fat. heeee....

and before i go off to bed...
i wanna show you guys something interesting.
i bought this top from topshop and there's a tag that says...
"KEEP AWAY FROM FIRE"
so know what.... i think i'll be the first be burnt alive if i'm in a
fire wearing that top la!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!! haa!
nitez!

rest time.

it's 3.15AM....
and i'm still up mugging... *yawn*
having my 'break' again and i just ate PADDLE POP!!!!
i loveeeee paddlepop!!! my friend says it's
a cheapo ice cream - BUT WHO CARES!!!!!
i've loved it since i was young... and i STILL love it!!!
LOL!!
it makes me happy!!! and.... sleepy... haha!
i need more coffee to sustain the night!!!!
ok sabbie - i'm gonna study according to what you
gave me already... haha1 i'm fed up of studying BP.
especially.. corp and functional strategy man!
shessh!!!
anyway sabb - what do you wear @ night?? or actually
what do you wear there? is it very cold in early july?
can my toes sustain wearing birks during winter??
haha! or is it just strictly shoes??
wldn't tt be uncomfortable? *sigh* haha.
advise advise pleasee!! hee.

what portfolio and parenting strategy!!!!???
urghhh!!! stupid matrixs!!!!
so many for what!? from the BCG, they improvised
to GE? hurr....
heh. you guys must be lost listening to me and my BP
shit. hee.

alrightie... i'm heading for more work + more coffee + more choc....
i can do it!!!!!!!
till 5AM again it will be !!!!!!

i was reading the book of Psalms during my
study break at 1.15am.

Psalms 4

Hear me when I call, O God of my righteousness: thou hast enlarged me when I was in distress; have mercy upon me, and hear my prayer. 2 O ye sons of men, how long will ye turn my glory into shame? how long will ye love vanity, and seek after leasing? Selah. 3 But know that the LORD hath set apart him that is godly for himself: the LORD will hear when I call unto him. 4 Stand in awe, and sin not: commune with your own heart upon your bed, and be still. Selah. 5 Offer the sacrifices of righteousness, and put your trust in the LORD. 6 There be many that say, Who will shew us any good? LORD, lift thou up the light of thy countenance upon us. 7 Thou hast put gladness in my heart, more than in the time that their corn and their wine increased. 8 I will both lay me down in peace, and sleep: for thou, LORD, only makest me dwell in safety.

i didn't realise the world cup has started till
i heard my brother and neighbours screaming goal
yesterday. shessh!!!
allloooooo!!!! what time alrdy still GOAL so loud!
hahaha!

today's itinerary.
anyway, i had dinner @ sakae sushi today.
yeay yeay. i think i really love salmon.
wahaha!
and he loves soft shell crab, tempura prawns and mushroom!
LOL!! and we love chawanmushi! heeee......
didn't really bother taking photos with my
OH SO NEW HP IPAQ 6828 -
cos despite the 2.o MGP, i don't really like the indoor
photo quality. arrr bish!
ehh... let me take that back - it seemed quite ok
when we were @ Gelare...
maybe it's the diff lighting. aiks!
anywaysss.....
went to shop around... see if i could find any scarfs
for aussie... then headed to walk ard @ cold storage.
our favourite pastime. LOL!!
and i ended up buying so many things........aiyo....
wahahaha!!!
buy buy buy!!!!

ate Gelare after all the walking... hee.
and it seems that causeway point has a lesser variety of
ice cream flavours!!!! maybe no stock.... hmm..
and they serve ice water!!!
i remember almost all the gelare's i've been to doesn't
serve ice water...
causeway's is.... exceptional!
hee.

headed home to continue studying my media planning.
my calculations... are about done! i'm quite happy and
satisfied with my cals!
now..... i'm left with my theory! tomorrow....
PIA theory!!! then at night.. PIA BP!!!
BP BP BP!!!!!!!!!!!!
after MP.... got 4 days to PIA advertising!!!!
wooooooO!!!!!!

thoughts before i zzz.
before i head to my bed to..... try to sleep...
*sigh*
i really dunno if i should joing wake fest.
i've heard a few sides to it from a few diff people.
hmmm... and yes yes, i think i really shouldn't join it.
i dunno - i'm the kind of character that would wanna
join to win. just like in secondary school - i always
wanted to get first when running the relay. our team
did get 1st for awhile - till LEE came inwith maebella
...... then we started getting SECOND!!!!!!
*faint*
getting second wasn't a good feeling @ all for me... and
of course my other competitive partner.. winnie.
oh man! the sec school days..... HAHAHA!
yea! and i always wanted to get 1st in long jump!
which i did for awhile... haha! till i think sec 3 or 4..
haha!
so yes yes, i am quite competitive.. in a way.
for my own self expectations that is. not competitive
amongst friends be all bitchy about her being better
than me or whatsoever....
so - joining wakefest, which is a bigger event than IVP
cos this time - there isn't a limit to who contests in the
comp, is not a simple decision for me.
i don't see the purpose of going there for FUN and i don't
see myself being able to improve alot by july 23rd as i
have alot of other commitments from june to july!!!
how to train properly like that right?
sigh sigh sigh.
second thoughts linger ahead of me.......
i want to have my time to improve with quality -
and take part in a competition when i am confident
enough to. not to go there and think -
"ok, i think this is how far i can go .... the rest cannot le.
confirm fall."
then how to go competition! haha! how to go competition
when u know you're among the bottom few??
aiyoooo.....
i know it has been what..... more than 6 mths since i've started,
and it's damn long already la!
quite disappointed with the fact of not being able to ride
very well now... and i think it's worse now.
cos i haven't rode for quite some time now....
too busy busy!
think when i start work next time.. worse! aiks!!!

k la... gotta sleep on it. then decide tmr.
alrightie... im heading to bed now....
ciao!