i wanna go for a makeover next month.
hee.
wanna treat myself to a makeover!!
the last makeover i had was in 2000
when i was in SFMS for my prom night.
then... i was fatter! now...
i'm gonna have another makeover - and this
time.... blacker and thinner!! wahahha!!!
last time... fatter and fairer!! wahha!!
maybe it's true....
"bai bai pang pang"
so to be fair - must be pang pang... wahaha!!
nonsense.....

i realise.. some guysa just like to say that
this guy is a bad guy - a "huai ren", but in the
end - the huai ren ends up to be themselves.
it's disgusting how you see someone evolve from
someone so nice - to someone so..... detestful.
that's when you say - when love and hate collide.
now - i just wanna drown him.
if only it could be done instantly...


the ain't good. when love turns into hate.
i wish this first will be the last.

lychee martini,
baileys on the rock,
B52,
sex on the beach,
tequila pop,
graveyard,
long island tea,
whisky dry,
vodka vanilla coke,
whisky green tea,
vodka peach,
watermelon martini,
hoegaarden,
corona,
vodka fruit punch,
cookies & cream martini,
malibu pineapple,
tequila shots,
kahlua,
lamborghini,
waterfall.


give em' all to me.
i don't wanna be sober no more.
ain't doing me any good either.

18th march.

*sigh*
i tried uploading my photos on my blog yesterday,
but i seemed to be having problems with blogger
yesterday!!!
URGH!!!!
my only off day...........................
stupid blogger.....

anyway, slept late again last night.
all no thanks to some people. urgh!
sickening.
but i think i'm getting used to it.
seriously....
but still, i'd prefer to get my sleep.
even on my off day, i woke up @ 9 can!!!
and i forced myself to fall back to sleep.
hahaha!!!!
and then woke up @ 12.....
felt sick waking up so late man! shessh!!!
FOR THE FIRST TIME MUN!!!!
i used to ALWAYS sleep in till like 11 plus 12
and everyone always said i was the luckiest
laziest bitch. sleep sleep sleep @ home.
hahha!!!!

but now different leh..............
WORK, SLEEP, WORK, SLEEP.....
but i'm getting sick again la... sore throat.. cough...
BAH!!!! it's just the late nights la huh...
wahaha!!!
and of course... the alcohol. wahaha!!

WALA!!!!
the pic we took @ MOS by mumtazz.com!!!
















wow.... now no more nightlife ah...
haha!! actually there is - just that there's a
COMPETITOR now!!! woohooO!! wahhaha.
i'm freaking dark ah!! wahah!!
i SERIOUSLY OUTSTAND MAN!!!!
i wanna outstand la.. but not in his way ma!!
wahahah!!!
who the hell cares la huh...
don't wanna bother so much...
cos i doubt there's much i can do about it also
what right. complain complain complain.
hahaha!!!
anyway serena, raymond, sonia... whoever...
if you want this pic...i got it from
www.mumtazz.com.
dunno how i remembered it... but usually -
even if i get drunk - i still remember.. wahah!
actually i remembered it as www.mummtazz....
but... WRONGGG.. ahha! so trial and error.
hehehe.

yesterday... my only off day.
also had to go school @ 7pm... BAH!!
before that.... i went to sonia's shop to get
some manicure done!! wooohoooo!!!
french nails! hahaha!!
yesterday when i got to somerset MRT,
it was like about... 4...
i felt... WEIRD when i got up to the landing -
seeing LIGHT in orchard.
THERE WAS SUN!!!
basket!!! i haven't stepped in orchard in the
morn, noon, eve for a LONNNNNG time!!!!!
URGH!! i felt so different.. so swa ku!!!
the feeling was like.... WHERE HAVE I BEEN!!???
i've been stripped away from my freeeeedom!
the freedom i used to have!!!
I FELT SAD!!
yes... in a way i felt sad...
i felt like i was taken away from my youth....
DAMN!!! i feel like a drama queen now la!!!
LOL!!!
it's only orchard mun!!! hahaha!!

anyway, i'll try and upload the pics again...
sigh.. stupid blogger!

whats wrong with blogger.....
how come i can't upload my pics!!!
shessh!

16th march 06

freaking shiittttttt!!
came to work with a hangover again.
*stone*

this is the second time in a row that i'm
coming to work with a hangover. yesterday -
cos i was drinking @ punggol the day before....
and today - cos i headed to MOS last night.
WAAAA!!!!!
yea man... drinking and drinking again.
was there with sonia, vincent, raymond, desmond,
serena and one more guy.... colin i think.
LOL.
yesterday was quite fun actually! haa.
drank raymond's bottle of chivas that was left
behind from last time - and then we opened another
bottle of absolute vanilla.
DAMN!!! seriously - you'll die drinking absolute vanilla.
COSSSSSS.............
you don't taste a thing man!
all u taste is..... VANILLA COKE!!!!
hurrr.... yea man! u wanna get drunk and u hate the
taste of having a drink too thick - take absolute vanilla!
VANILLA COKE man! wahaha!!

and somemore...... when the vodka came - i was already
feeling high... already had lotsa whisky and shots of B52
with sonia.... so i was ..... up there. haa.
and plus the "vanilla coke"...... wow.... i went higher
man! haa!

now.... i think i'm still spinning.
still feeling high - still stone.
empty stomach.
hungry since yesterday evening.
aiyo.

i'm quite afraid of chivas now... been drinking it
for two days with green tea... OMG...
i need something new... wahaha!
luckily i didn't puke last night man!

urgh... i wanna sleep!!!
why couldn't i go on OFF today!!!!!!!
why tomorrow!!!!
and talking about sleep....
i overslept today..... basket!
last night seriously drunk man....
cos i was supposed to wake up @ 635 -
and i usually set my alarm @ 635..
but yesterday.............................
i set my alarm @ 735. KAOZ!!!
*#%#^@()!*#^%%#&@*@(*!*@^#^#^^^#!!!!!!!
stupid moon!
*yawn*....................

i need food...
i need water....
lots of water........




-----why is it that i still don't feel any better-----

at work!
i think i'm getting more and tired day by day.
LOL.
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i haven't had my off day...... *sigh*
been working since last tuesday.....
so it's been.... "8 days every week!" wahaha!!

wonder if i can get my off on thurs or not.
or should i just get marcus to let me come later...
then i'll come to work at... 11?
haa! hey! at least i'm not taking off ma!!
i'm still coming!!! tired can! haha!
these few days....
i've been having trouble waking up.
and i fall asleep very fast.
so it's a sign i'm not getting enough sleep!!!
usually - i'll wake up @ 630..
but these days - it's 635... 640...
and even 645. wahaha!!!
then i'll be... OH SHIT!!!
LOL.

came to work today feeling damn tired.
my eyes were damn heavy and painful.
all cos of one person.
i really don't get it.
the only song that i think suits me now is
"Kelly Chen's - Ji Shi Ben"
i wanna go drinking next door and hear
that song!!! .............
there's this new song - by Lee Sheng Jie
and another guy - "Ni Na Me Ai Ta"
WOW! nicest song ever man!
haa! aiya... or should i just say i'm inlove with
that song now... haa!

came to work and i started cleaning...
wahaha!! the desk. i took everything away and
started wiping away all the dust and arranged
everything nicely.
just thought thet desk has been so messy for
such a long long time!!!!
*grumbles*
so... well well, i just cleaned it up!
heh.
feel so good looking at it after cleaning the
place. tidier!!! hahaha!!
if only i'll go clean my own desk @ home.
wahhah!!!! basket!!!
it's CROWDED MAN!!!!
SUPER crowded. wahahah!!!


sigh. my eyes feel like closing....
zzzz....
i need a booster!!!
vitamin B complex!!! wahaha!!
my mum's been feeding me vitamin B
and vitamin C these days cos she just bought
some new product. wahhaha!!!
not feed la... more like always reminding me...
forcing me. wahaha!!
my mummy and her vitamins!! foreverrrrrr....

i think i wanna go watch TV...
ciao!