28th jan 2006
it's CNY eve!!! woooo!!!


i was up kinda early today..
haa! dunno why.... hee.
and todayyy - while 3/4 of my chinese friends
go have their reunion dinner, i'm gonn ahave my
reunion dinner too! wahahah!!
NO... not with my boyfriend.... but with a
friend!! haha!! he doesn't need to go for reunion
dinner this year... cos basically his family's not
here? haa! that's why i said... 3/4's of my friends...
haa! or maybe 9/10th. haa! cos he's the only i
kinow who doesn't need to go for reunion
dinner!!! hahaha!!!
ok la.... i wouldn't be so lonely on CNY eve already.
LOL.
was thinking of gg chinatown... but NOPE!!!!
i don't wanna relive the last time i was stuck
in chinatown on CNY eve. haa!!
no no no!!
it was really "ren shan ren hai".... hahaha!!
(hopefully it's spelled correctly)

i feel that...... not only girls like rich guys -
but guys too like rich girls.
i mean... ya, they don't say it or whatever,
but it's obvious la..... after some time it
gets obvious. heh.
and you can see that sometimes.....
these guys get quite "ngiao"
hmmmm.... stingy i mean. haa!
shesssh!!

okayy... i'm gonna go grab some lunchhhh now!!
ciao!

if women ruled the world.......
LOL

ok, this song rocks man!!!!
you just gotta hear it.

jiajia bought me a piglet pen!!!
sooo nice!! it's furry and has a piglet figurine
on top of the pen!
AND.....
the piglet lights up when you write!!!
hahahaha!!!
she's the best! haa!
cos i almost wanted to donate $10 for that pen!!
hahaha!!
and in the end... she got it for me!
dunno where at la... but yeap! she did!! hee....
my friends are the best... =)

she's just gotta be my cutie pie.........
hee. justin's mao mao got jealous later cos
i kept playing with mika... wahahaha!!!
mika's just too adorable.....
sometimes i'll just look at her and laugh cos
i think she's damn stupid sometimes.
LOL!!!

26th Jan 2006

ok.. i'm back from my long day!!! hahahah!
went to the salon and sat there for a near 4 hours....
from 2 to like.... after 530??? shessh!
think my hair's... okay okay only la. my
friend said looks about the same!!
just... straighter.. wahahah!!
DUH!
anyway... ok la... paid less than $200 so ok
la huh.....
hai. but still, i'm quite broke la... wahahah!!!
darnnn!!!






















sigh... broke broke broke! hahahah!!
anyway, think i've been eating alot nowadays
and i've been told i grew a little???
wahaha!! DAMN!!!
i just hope i'm growing for the right reason...
*sigh*
hahaha!

CNY is coming!!! yeayyyy!!!
3 things to look forward to....

1. felix is coming back for good!!!
2. i get to play mahjong!!!
3. i get to go visiting and go eat eat eat!!!

YEAY!!! hahaha!!
i wanna play mahjong man!! hahaha!!!
maybe can play with sijia using SWEEETS at her
new place!! hahaha!!
blehhh!! she and her sweets!! but interesting leh!!
use marshmellows to play?? wahaha!!

ok la.. i think i'm gonna go look for FOOD
again... *sigh*
think i'm craving for so many things right now.

1. xiao long bao
2. wanton mee
3. xian yu chao fan
4. butter / cereal prawns
5. sashimi

ohhh whatever!!! hahaha!!
everything goes man! hahaha!!
i'm such a sucker for food these days...
every night i go for SUPPER!!
i'm really a sucker!!!
MUN!!! and supper's making me fat...
haa! just gotta be at the right places man!
haa!!

ok la.. i'm really gonna go look see look see
for food.. ahhaha!!
supper again tonight???
heee... *grinz*

well well, i'm supposed to be on my way for
my hair appointment actually..... which is at 2!!!
and now's like 110!!!
but... i wanna charge my ipod!!!! or i'll have no
songs! wahahah!!! NOOOO!!!!
hee... forgot to charge it last night.. damn.
better charge it tonight....

anywayz.... went to meet huihui and jason
for dinner yesterday and it was SOOOO good
meeting huihui again la!!!!
it was back to the old MDIS days where we used
to me good................GOSSIPING PARTNERS!!!!!
hahaha!! and poor jason just had to sit there
and tahan our nonsense. haa!!
who ask him don't wanna join in!! hahaha!
anyway, later on i went to have dessert + erdinger!
haa! i was concentrated more on my fondue rather
than the erdinger though.
beer just doesn't go for me la... seriously.......
hahaha!!!!
on OCCASSIONS where i feel like drinking beer...
then i will la... but that seldom happens. haa!!

okok.. i should really stop crapping and head down
man!!! 2pm seems really near when you take
like 1 hr to head down to the CBD area la!!!

i just pray my hair will be good man!!!
never been to that place and i'm gonna spend a few
hundreds there.. wahahha!!!
REBOND REBOND!!!! YEAY!!!
let's hope i come out... yeayying... wahah!!
ciao!

"..... O Lord my God, I cried out to you.
and You healed me. O Lord, You brought
my soul up from the grave, You have kept me
alive, that I should not go down the pit."
Psalm 30:2-3

".... Weeping may endure for the night, but joy
comes in the morning."
Psalm 30:5

"For You are my rock and my fortress;
Therefore, for Your name's sake, lead me and
guide me. pull me out of the net which they
have secretly laid for me.
For You are my strength....."
Psalm 31:3-4


i was reading my bible for the few nights
and i find that the few above have really
stretched out to me..
it's given me more strength to move on
and has brought my stormy heart to calm.
Joy will come in the morning and i'll face
the rest of my rest like a Christian soldier
(Ephesians 6:10-20)

24th jan.

yeayy....
i'm back. finally decided to blog.
just got back from geylang to have some
dim sum and i'm not in the mood to really
sleep yet - so here i am.

been doing my accounts these few days.
accounts project, yesterday was accounting
class, today accounts project.... BAH!!
I CAN GO BE AN ACCOUNTANT ALREADY!!
wahahah!!! stress man.....
i'm stressed out by accounts!!! always the case.
*sigh*
been feeling stressed lately and fell sick. had slight
fever and all, and now i'm still sneezing away...
hai. but oh well, i won't die la huh - a little rest is
all i need.
cos due to stress - i've been having many late nights!
yes! don't know where i get the energy from,
but i feel good going out at night after a long day.
wahaha!!!
i dunno - it's really just the company you're with.
well, even if you're with one person.. haha!!
it helps you de-stress!!
i can laugh and do all sortsa shit and start singing
in the car... blasting my zhou jie lun song...
trying to sing... haha! but jay chou isn't a gd song
to de-stress, cos november chopin means something
to me....
=(
but anyway, good company's hard to come by.
haa! when you talk, the person must react - so it'll
be an on-going conversation! haa!
no matter serious talk - or crap talk man! haa!
but de-stressing doesn't need too much of the
serious aspect. haa! enoughhh!! haa!

some people....... just..... bore you.
like knock knock! react leh!!!!
so sometimes, it's just a waste of time trying to
act all entertained with them - pointless you know.
haa! dunno if they're shy, can't be bothered, lost for
words or dunno how to hold a conversation.
so sometimes, i just don't give a damn.
don't waste my time ah!!! next...........
i need someone who can talk (DUH). hold a conversation
i mean.... but knows when he's being irritating
la!! haa! i know of people who just don't know
when to stop.. haa!! ok.. that's worse.... haa!
or probably the same la!

tomorrow's wednesday....
wooooo!!
hahaha! am i gonna have another night rendevous?
wahaha!! munnnn!!!
nah..... don't start thinking yea.. heh.

well, it's 3am now and i think i'm gonna hit the sack
and wake up early tomorrow and do my IM.
nitey nite! ciao!

sometimes i wonder till what extent would
you actually go for someone and till how long
will you actually wait for someone.
when you know he's just not the one that
will bring you happiness, do you let go or do
you still hang on and wait for some miracle
that he'll probably learn or change?
but despite the learning and the changing,
it's still just that much and he still goes back
to his usual ways.
should i just conclude, one just cannot change.

i have a friend. he changed for his girlfriend.
but when they broke off, he went back to his
old ways. why can't people see that change needs
to be done for oneself and not for anyone else.
changing for the better doesn't benefit anyone
else more than it benefits you! so keep to whatever
you've changed to despite the break up!

anyway, about what i said earlier on, yea.... sometimes
you really don't know when you'll ever just reach
that point when you say "enough is enough"
well for me......
i'm probably just about to reach that point.
cos i've just had about really seriously enough
of playing "run around the bush".
am i just soft or do i really have a high tolerance
level for the people i love.....?