i've made my muffins!!! wooohooooooo!!!
banana nut muffins!
well that's my lunch then! geez..

gonna give em' to hweehwee, sijia & kim! *smiles*
ooooh man!! my bro ate up 10 of em' already!
that PIG!!!!
there goes 10 of em.....=/

how could i be so foolish,
to ever think that time has brought us back together.
time did bring us together,
back it was only to make me realise it was never meant to be.

when will i ever learn,
that things don't come easily.
i suppose it never will,
especially when it's already gone.

(140204)

happy valentines day peepz!!! may the many many kisses and love
be blessed upon you!!! *LOL*

hwee....
since when did i not update my blog u dooooop!!
i come in almost everyday... or should i say everyday! geez!
just that sometimes they aren't that interesting.... hehe

i'm in a confused state, an angry state, in depression...
sigh - i think hwee, with ur state, you're no better right.
but as i said - don't pressure yourself with whatever is said,
do what you want to and am comfortable with alright!

anyway, i'm off to bake muffins now....
bye all!!

(0235pm)

Have you ever felt like you knew someone a long,
long time ago?
Another place, another time, a friendship of the
souls?
Two people who share a bond for reasons neither
know,
A feeling that they were friends, a long, long
time ago?

Did they stumble onto each other by pure
circumstance,
Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain
hand?
Two souls intertwined, they are worlds apart,
But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters
of the heart.

Somehow they are drawn together, fate has
brought them back,
Each living worlds apart, they journey separate
paths.
When this life is over, and a new life begins,
Their souls will find each other, two souls that
we call friends..

went down to Nick's working place last time.
//The Oak Tree @ East Coast Rd//
hmmm...well, the g/f, was there and so was ash and the rest..
well, joan's quite nice la huh.. she used to show herself as this
arrogant, rich, loud bitch...but..oh well... some people need
time to show how good they can be..*LOL*

i'm freeee, free from all the papers and books!!! woohooo!!
but i'm still hunting for a job...i need a job..*LOL*
i don't wanna stay at home and lazeeeeee.....*PIG*
but i'm starting my advanced dip in April..which is
not toooo long away. can't wait for it to start!
sooo...contradicting..wahahah! happy to end..can't
wait to start..geez..
HUMANS!

oh well, i wanna go eat my lunch..
so..toodles! *yum yum*
(215pm)

ok.....
today was my presentation and i screwed it!!!
well, i believe i screwed it la huh...

(1) i mistook my presentation for 12pm, but.. it was
10am!!!! DAMN MUN!! how could you be so...ignorant towards
information! hahahah!

(2) i was nervous.... and i went blank on my
first slide!!! like hell!! and i was rambling ok...TOTALLY!!!
damn it..but it's all over...no A no B i suppose...*sigh*

oh hwee......i screwed it up! =(

if loving you is right,
then i don't wanna go wrong,
so i drown myself with tears,
sitting here singing another sad love song.

lately
baby, been thinking about you baby,
just sitting away watching the days go by.
baby, been thinking about you baby,
just sitting away watching the days go by

baby i've been torn apart
i wish u hadn't broke my heart,
im missing you babe,
missing you everyday.

when can i see you again,
when can my heart beat again,
when can i see you again,
and when can i breathe once again,
and when can i see you again.

*yawn yawn*
i'm sleepy.....

(01.10am)

i've finished my presentation, my filmstrip and my ...
"performance"... this time i'm doing it script-less...
i hope i don't screw the whole darn thing up...
*sigh* kinda afraid i'll get nervous up there again...
and there it goes...no script, no nothing... just me and
the my lappie... if i really breakdown..think i'll
just read from what i wrote...*LOL*
good luck MUN!! geez...

//hwee//
think nothing of the advice -
it's my part as a friend you know..
i'll always be there for you girl! *muacks*

steamboat off! ehhhh...not my fault ah! my cartel wasn't
going so i ain't going as well la huh.. don't expect me
to sit there with.....*****!!! i'm keeping quiet..hahaha!
not hard to guess la...i don't wanna out shine the "star's"
attention....*LOL* as if...

oh well, now i can finish up my video already...
wooohoooo!!!!!

i'm enjoying making my video for my project and all
of a sudden i feel addicted to it. now i don't feel like
going for the class steamboat....DARN...
and if i don't go...3 other peopl won't go...then...
IT"LL BE MY FAULT!!=/

good morning peepz!
well, i'm now rushing for a presentation thats due tmr...
*sigh* here i am...rushing again... wanted to print out a
hard copy..but oh well... i don't have ink...as usual!!!
shit right! if i buy ink now...i don't think i'll have much
use for it... just got a HP printer full of ink...but it's not
a USB one so i can't use it...DAMN HP! big and bulky
some more! *bleh*

hmmm...going down to tanglin shopping centre to eat
ma la steamboat. well, i'm not a sucker for steamboat..PERSONALLY...
but since it's for the majority, oh heck right! *ewww* hahah!
i don't really like the sound of...STEAMED food...*sigh*
but i'm a giving person...*LOL*
went to COCA's at taka 5th floor before... and again..i was
forced to go in... *sigh* another steamboat place...geez.
eventhough many said it was nice..i came in and out with the
same inpression....NO! NO! NOT FOR ME! *LOL*
but you know that kind of trouble where there's sooo many
people and everybody wants to be happy...sometimes i
just find that it's impossible la huh... so, to make things
easier...I SACRIFICIED MYSELF!!! *awww* how sacrificial...
ooopks! you see here, i'm singing bloody praises for myself!
(Just Shoot Me)

alright, i'm going back to my work now. rush rush rush
my powerpoint...


//i knew how the outcome will be, but i wanted to
prove myself wrong. but in the end, it all came back
to where i knew things would end. you came to me
when you needed me and you left me dry when she
came. deep in me, hatred reigns for you, cos you
took my heart and tore it apart. but who was i to
blame you, for i was wrong myself. once in my whole
damned life, i sinned a sin never before, did something
i never knew i could. i hate you for exploiting my
vulnerability but i hate you more for your ignorance.
even now it seems that things are ok between you
and i, things will never be the same as it was. i'm
not letting you take for granted of me, who has always
been there for you. people change and things change.
my feelings for you have turned another degree, it's lost
and gone and i don't want it to return. and for one thing
i learnt, guys will always be the bastards that they are.
don't fall for it when they say they have feelings for you,
cos two minds may not be at the same wavelength.//

//hwee//

i'm sure you'll come up with a decision and make a right one.
i'm confident in you.
like i said..be what you are. u tried changing, but oh well..
u know what's best for you right. u know, trying's always
better than not and opportunity always knocks once..

i found the course of my dreams....
something that i would really love doing...
and after all this while.. i still love the advertising line..*muacks*
//Bachelor of Visual Communication, Bach of International Studies//
i get to do advertising, media, publications, exhibitions, broadcasting,
and also multimedia!!
ohhh MUN!!!

//be what you are and shuff what you're not//

i'm still thinking of if i should go over to sydney...
but i'm confirmed that i should only go over after
my advanced dip in april. maybe i'm not ready to
really take care of myself and brave the world all
by myself eh..*LOL* need more exposure and
maturity first before i off.. well, i gotta thank my
cousin for all the advice he's feeding me..and my
friends too..

morning!!! MSN is down...AGAIN! shessh! like wassup man!?
now i'm just waiting for the right time to leave the hse to meet
joreen...*yawn* irst time im up early in quite a while...*LOL*

//to hwee:://

hey, if you wanna go down to aus tgt let me know ya. like
we can go there for a sight seeing trip or something yah!
but it's sydney yah! sydney sydney! hahaha! cos you know
la, i have a motive for going there...*LOL*
tell me when's ur hols ya.. or maybe i'll go down with sijia..
not sure of the plans first...must check with my "bank teller."
*LOL* (so exciting) hahah! quoting "DOLLY" from Under One Roof..
geezzzz

ok, gonna pack my laptop now and go off!
toodles!

//thoughts within me before i say goodnight//

do u believe in astrology?? like if they say a Libran and a Pieces
may not go well together? or maybe an Aries and a ...Virgo may not
be lasting, do you actually believe in it? it really makes you think hard
on if it is true or not... and it's really very mind grasping especially
when you see it really happening on what you read..
argh...who made this astrology thingy and who invented reading the
stars??? it just makes me not know if i should or should not believe in it!

hey...check out this test paper..*LOL*
you'll believe there's such a student that will ruin his grades! geez

http://www.enzine.net/index.php?id=8c9d72da50

//mun's thinking of going to UTS for a Bachelor of Arts in Communication(Journalism) & International Studies programme.//

//mp3 spinning :: Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes//

this song's nice. check it out.
_________________________________________

it's 4.11pm and i still haven't eaten lunch..
geez - but i ain't that hungry..
oh well...

//news flash//
talked to frans just now..*grinzgrinz*
it's been so long since i've seen him online..
that guy's rarely online...
was good talking and seeing him..*smiles*

ok, i better shut my gap or i'll never stop gloating
over my happiness...wahahah!
ok, gotta end here...continue with my presentation..
cherios!

(1614hrs)

sijia taught me cantonese! not much...but it's a
good start!! thanks teacher!!

sijia---> next time we go sek ka lei qai ok...hahah!
you should know what la..=)

//once a chance is gone, you'll never get it back//

http://www.tz008.com/love.htm
check out this webbie.

you're far beyond my reach,
and it hurts not being able to feel you.

you're far from where my eyes can take me,
and it hurts not being able to see you.

you're far from where my lips seal our love,
and it hurts not being able to kiss you.

but no matter how far apart we are,
our hearts will always beat as one.

(080204)

//080204's joke//

Banta Singh rushed back angrily to the grocery shop from where he
had purchased a packet of butter a few minutes ago.

Where is my free gift?" he shouted at the shopkeeper.

"But Sir, there is no free gift on the purchase of butter." The
shopkeeper answered politely.

"Don't fool me," replied Banta, "it is clearly written on the packet
of the butter 'Cholesterol free".

_________________________________________________________

One day Santa Singh was home and he went to the kitchen, opened the
Sugar bottle, peeped inside and closed it.

His wife was seeing this. After some time Santa again went to the
kitchen, opened the Sugar Bottle, peeped inside and closed it.

His wife again saw this. Santa Singh again and again did the same
thing. His wife was puzzled at why did he do something like this..

So, she asked Santa, 'Why did you open the Sugar bottle, see inside
and close it often?'

Santa Singh replied, 'I am a Sugar Patient you know.... Our doctor
advised me to check up the Sugar often'.

________________________________________________________

Sardarji: Nurse, I am very eager to know my blood group.

Nurse: B positive

Sardarji: please tell me soon ...

Nurse: B positive

Sardarji: Madam, I am positive, but eager to know the blood my
group.

________________________________________________________

Jugnu Singh: I was born in Punjab.

Harpal Singh: Oh really, which part?

Singh: All of me, silly.

________________________________________________________

//my day at Hendrix//

went down to Hendrix yesterday - was SOOOO much fun!!!
first time there some more! haha!
//hwee// next time we can go there yea - R&B. the crowds wild
and so much fun and they have free flow till 12!
hey hwee - u know jaime right, shereen's sister.. ya, she was there
with this other PL girl called Jean. AND LET ME TELL YOU... jaime left
after awhile later and jean was left there alone - but she has hoping
friends like a butterfly cos she was a regular with jaime la huh...
and Jean was like....drunk - goner ok!! cos i was sitting infront of
the pool table, then i was like the only person that "really" knows
her...ok la...acquaintance i should say..she cam up and ask me drink, drink
drink.. i ask her drink drink drink...then my friends also ask her drink eventhough
they dunno her cos she was talking to EVERYBODY!!

she was even talking to the table beside us....who she really doesn't know!! she
sat with them, ask them to drink..then danced with this girls boyfriend ah!
hahah!!! and there's this girl (called suki, cos i ended up being friends with her)
- she was so cute lor..she was looking at me..asking
if jean's my friend..then i say..dunno dunno...!!!! hahaha! seriously...she's gone
bonkers man! she even interupted a pool game man! she took the white ball
and didn't wanna return it! then she took the striped balls and changed it's placing..
MAN were the guys angry!! hahahah! you should have seen their face!!
i think if jean was a guy, they would have pushed him away! hahah!

then i had to go hug her and stop her cos the other girls couldn't stop her.
(here comes mun the hero!!!) hahahaha!!! then she cooled down and she sat
at suki's table..hahah! then suki came over. let me quote to you what she said..this was
our conversation..

suki: hi, i'm suki! what's your name?

mun: hey, i'm mun.

suki: do you know that girl?

mun: i dunno...she's just an acquaintance.

suki: she's alone or what? she's so drunk already.

mun: her friend went back quite sometime ago, but she has friends around.

suki: she's gone already. i ask her who she's with, she say she's with me la!then i ask
her where she stay, she say she dunno! my God, who's going to send her home!?

mun: *laughs* ya, i'm wondering who's going to send her too, cos i also dunno
where she stay you know.

suki: she come and sit with us, ask us to drink, come and touch and dance with my bf,
alamak, i inside also hot ah! but never mind la, she's drunk do forget it.

mun: *laughs* i also dunno her la. let her entertain herself in anyway she can la.

(conversation ends with rubbish talk)

That girl was one very cute girl man! haha! you should have seen the way she talks!
LIKE DUH!!!!!!!!!!! that jean's so funny you know!!! esp that part when suki asked her who
she's with...and she said she's with her..hahah! poor girl la, her other acquaintances in
Hendrix all didn't wwanna handle her, so she just went hoping around. when i was
about to leave - she was about to fight with a guy some more!!! damn drama
leh!!!! first time there and i experienced such a drama - but oh well, it was all so fun!
hahah!