.the end of 021004.

ahhhh - work was boring.... as usual.
*yawnyawn* gonna find a new job with zhen!
hahaha! hopefully we can then work tgt!!
yeayy!

anyway, i wanted to go buy dinner cos i was hungry
and holland v disappointed me man!! shessh!
it was 8 and there were sooo many people
buying dinner la! shessh! the hor fan plc
had such a looong queue, kopitiam so many pple,
food court food was boring and KFC....... was
CLOSED! renovation or smthng! shessh!
havent worked nights on sats for a long time
so i didnt noe the crowd la! haiz!
in the end... didn't eat. haha! oh..one bread.
haha! which is making me hungry now...
and my stomach's damn pain now....
sigh.......

working in the morning tmr....
*yawn* gotta drag myself up tmr....
sigh... smthng very hard to do ehhhh...
heh. i'm aching now...
aching all over! hahahahah!
*sigh*

.021004.

i totally forgot what day it was today and was
wondering y my mum and bro wasn't at work
and school. haha! was still wondering what's
the special occassion for 2nd oct man! haha!
it's actually....... saturday!!!! i totally forgot
la...hehehe....

.chinablack - wassssssuppppp man......

went down blacks after SIAM yesterday.
went down to SIAM awhile, but it's like small
and i didn't like the group of friends me and
sonia were with, so i decided we went down to
blacks and find joanne first.
vincent, michelle and her friends came down
after that. i dunno who michelle's friends
were but all i know was that when i was sitting
@ the counter like near the end of day....
he was behind me talking to me...
haha! dun even know his name....
oh whatever....
anyway, my intentions to go to chinablack
to have fun....... kinda dashed half way....
well, me and sonia ordered 3 jugs but 2 jugs
were from Xavier and and..................
the alcohol filled 1/2 the jug!!!! GROSS!!!
the bourbon was worse than the whisky man!
disgusting! but we had to drink it up la...
cos we paid right.... *sigh*
and cos of that ......... i got high even faster...
oh shit.... i bought one jug with jamie too!
vodka something..... aiyo..that was ex... $35!
darnnn.... LOL!
anyway............... i was enjoying dancing my night
away.... until someone started spouting stuffffffffff
la..... right...................
then i was .....i didnt know how i feel la...
but i know i cldnt dance anymore and got off the stage.

haiz..... but dun worry... i wun blame u girl.....
i know ur intentions were..... good.....
eventhough i was like pissed off with u and all la....
cos when u drink right.....u always to stuff like
this la!! 2nd time alrdy!!!!!!!!!
can u get the green light from me first?????
aiyoooo...... u know i dun like all these confrontations
right..... sigh.....
i wanted to say my piece to him la..... like whatever i felt
and stuff....but it just couldn't come out from my mouth.
i guess i'll never be able to say my piece la hor....
heh - oh well, whatever it is, isn't really important
now la! wahahahah!
tskk.........

oh well, i'm feeling a little not too gd now -
a little warm and all... haha!
maybe cos of the alcohol in me and stuff i suppose.
alright...gotta get ready for work.....

.011004.

whoa!!! it's the first of october!!!
children's day! LOL! i still rememeber
all the goodies we used to get in primary
school. from both teacher's and the school.
wahahaha!!!
but we're all GROWN UP now... LOL!

.clubbing.......again.

anywayyzzzz.......
oh my..might be clubbing again tonight.
sigh = it's so sinful to be going there
like 2-3 times a week man!
i havent been doing that in ages....
so why is it happening again man!
it's bad!! harmful and meaningless!!!!
but........ i still enjoy the satisfaction
of dancing. LOL!
and my friend's asking me to go devils!
YUCKS! very...fu za - la sap place leh....
like....eeeeeeeeeeeee......
wahaahha!! me and sonia don't relli like
the atmosphere of uncles and ah zeks
there! wahahah! hmmm....but entry is
free though. wahahah! but...no no...
think chinablack's still the best la huh. big dancefloor
and nice platform to stand at. wahaha!

hmm..i'm too hungry to blog now..
gotta find foooooood!

la di da di da.....

.300904.

alright.... i haven't blogged for quite a few days
now...haha! laggggging man! ooops!
hmm..so much has happened these days....
haha! certain that i've even forgotten!
geeeezzzz........ and some which can't.. LOL!!

let's blog abt today since i can't rem what happened
for the past few days. haha!
went shopping with my pay today!!!! YEAY!
it's been a LOOONG time man! wahahahah!!!
but gotta be careful on what i shop now...
unlike last time, cos now..... i'm working part time
only!!! not full!! aaaaahhh!!! think i should get a
full-time job. haha! but oh well..... i wanna start
school soon too. haha!
ok, lets check my shopping bag today....

1. Bikini Set - very nice!!!!! it has pink lining,
and it's yellow! wahahah!! not bright yellow...butt...
i dunno what yellow also la! and the prints has
a banana too! wahahah! geezz...... haha!
i can go wear it down to wildwildwet!!! i wanna go there
play with sonia next sun!!! who's up for it? haha!

2. Bra!! wahahaha!! - damn cute la!!! it's retro like
with purple pink circles on white. wahahah! cute eh!

3. 2 pairs of skirts - ok!! i finally got them!!!! wahahah!
one pale yellow...one white. wahahah!

4. a cardigan! - to replace the black one i lost....somewhere.
haha!

hmmmm....i was tempted to get my white bag!!
ahhh!! but i wanna scout for a really nice one first..
hehe! soniaaaa...i like the toscano one with the nice strap...
but it's 169 i think... *ponders*
then the elle bag's also not bad too...120++ or something.
but i dun like the material...hmmmmmm...but it's nice.
haha! oooops!

ohh well....
me and sonia went to coffee bean forum to chill today.
and we skipped GYM!!!!! wahahah!!!
we were just............to tired. wahahah!! i've been having
way too much late nights. LOL!

.chinablack.

went down last night for ladies night with mich, sonia, reemus
and vincent. vincent came later though. lucky this time,
mich didnt get drunk. whahahah!!
but sonia....got wayyyy high! i got high..but i was still good
la...think i was a lil quite near the end....cos i was trying to
maintain composure. wahahahah!!
sonia was way high and she........ did quite a few things
which really ran questions thru my mind!!!
what the heck was she thinking!!!!!!!??????????
the best part was she din rem most of the stuff
she did.... but she was telling me some of the stuff she did
i never knew about also la! and i was like..... ohhhhhh my!
oh well.............. no one could stop her ahh....
hahaha! but at least no big scene la... wahahah!

anyway, i think i'll ask my girlfriends down
to chinablack on the 16th oct! hehehe!
so we can celebrate!!! yeayyyy!!!!
stupid champorkshoeeeeeee don't wanna club.
I HATE HER! my closest buddy can't even
make me happy for ONE day...hymph!!

oohhh!! my dad has brought back food for
me!!!! yeay! eat!

mp3 spinning :: Armin Van Buuren - Burned With Desire

.270904.

hmm...sales was bad @ work.
no customer till i wanted to close. haha!
ohhhh well....*yawn*
@ least sonia was there to accompany half
the time and we were there eating!!!
food feast! wahahah!

.seatbelts please!!!.

went for coffee with jason for awhile
cos he was near. haha! yeayyy!
but we didn't stay long cos we both
have work in the morning la..heee.
and i was kinda tired... haha!
dunno tired of what but.. oh well.
ooops! nvm..anywayyyy....
ya he sent me home and i fell aslp
in the car....zZzzZZzzzzz.... so comfy so
i fell aslp. haha! BUT... he had a
sudden brake and i woke flying front
la! cos MUN DIDNT WEAR SEATBELT!
wahahahh!!! as usual la.
ohhh man! shocked me la!
stupid car infront! wahah!!! woke me up!
after that i put on my seatbelt, took a pillow
to hug and fell right back to slp....
*yawn*******
hahahah! so close already, no need paiseh.
wahahah!! wa, but the jerk was very shocking
la!! think i shld belt up more often now.
i hate seatbelts la! hate the feeling of being tied
down. wahahah!
but i'm usually more "guai" with someone
not as close la. hahah! i also have the habit of
not belting up in sonia's car..... but..
ok la..i'm learning to now. hehehee....

heading down to the gym tmr after work.
yeayyy!!! can work out again! hahah!
it's really like an addiction. ahha! cos it
makes u feel good man! satisfactionnnnn!
hahah! that's the feeling after u shower
and come out frm the gym!!!
anywayyzz.... i can only get my pay i think
after jamie comes back from HK
which is 5th oct!! darnnnn!!
no $$!
hahah!!!! shitty!

anyway....i'm still aching all over like mad!
sigh! my legs, abs and back's aching..
stupid ABT! ahhh!!! left me with a very
aching 2nd experience!!
next time wanna go ABT must think twice..but
i think this time it was cos of tt JAMES .S!
i hate him...urrrkkk!!!
think wai han's class is better! right hwee!
LOL!

anyway, it's time i go zZzzZzZzzZzZzZZzZZzZz
again....working tmr morning....*yawn*
nitey nite!

for each forgotten kiss,
for all the memories,
for all the times of look,
say all we had to say,
u played ur part so well,
a modern romeo,
u came on cupids wings,
and then u flew away.
you touched my face,
and u called my name,
n burned with desire,
but u left me in the rain.

for every sleepless night,
for ever in ur arms,
for every hour spent
lost in the revery
u broke ur promises
no shame n no regrets
no burnt the bridges too
an endless mystery

.spirits??.

i wanna go to bangkok! i really wanna
go shop shop there!! hahaha!
hmmm...... but i've heard stories of
spirits in hotels..
errmmm...ya - that's a big problem
for me if i go there, cos....
i'm afraid!!!!! relli! i amm....hahah!
i even know people who encounter
these things..and FEMALE magazine
had this issue on celebs and their encounters!
shit! and one had a freaky freaky one
in bangkok!! BAD! think it was 2 pple.
haiz....... that's a major issue man!
preventing me to go even if i had the
time and money man! wahahah!!

.KL Zouk.

and i wanna go zouk @ KL!!!!
i heard they play r&b and hiphop
and whtnot....!!!! cos my friends went!
ahhh!!! i wanna go! whu wanna go? wahah
but it's in KL............................
like who wanna go right...
and it's kinda dangerous right.....
like the drugs and all..
hmm..must go wif a guy..better! hha!
a trustworthy one that is! wahhaah!
or he'll leave u there also!! AHHH!!

.ouch ouch ouch.

ok, i'm suffering from very bad aches!!!
my whole stomach area is painful,
my neck is aching like i had a strain or
something.... and my thighs are pain!!
ahhhh!!! HELP! top to toe im in pain!
shitttty!!!! *sigh*
i need a massage badly! whole body
massage!! i'm feeling sore.........
=(

i'm on a chinese song marathon again..wahah!
sitting @ my comp, surfing and listening
to.... the nice chinese songs! wahahah!
not very updated with them anymore...
cos it's been a long time since i've heard
9.33!!!
so zhen, always a kind soul, is sending me
nice new songs!!! yeaaayy! wahahh!
sometimes it's just nice to listen to them
once in a while.... they're all soooo meaningful!

.260904.

i woke up cos my hp kept ringing and beeping!
urgh! ya, this is the trouble with samsung
phones. once a msg comes and u dun flip it
up to look, it'll ring & ring in ur ear!!!!
was soooo irritated by it la!!!
then when i read the msg n delete, another
one will come again cos mailbox was full
so msgs couldn't come all at once. !!!!!!
irritating..

i'm still quite stone right now... think slept for
less than 5 hrs only before i actually woke up...
i can't even type properly now. wahahah!
my abs are aching....BADLY.............
*ouch*
even when i sit, it's painful.. LOL!
ya...so needn't say about laughing la..haha!

it's now raining..... and how i wish
i could be snuggling and cuddling with
someone..wahahah! rather than face MTV..
wahahaha!!! ahhh!! nice song on MTV!
i finally know what song it is!

The 411 - On My Knees

anyway... ya...it's so gloomy and nice now...
no one to cuddle i also feel like sleeping
again...LOL! i still feel tired la...

.female magazine issue.

ok, i was reading this month's female,
and they were talking about....vibrators!
ok..interesting right! and how woman feel
about them! and like many woman feel
more more satisfaction with IT than
when doing it with their men.
wahahah! i mean...like isn't it sad right!!
my gdness....like most of them - or shld i
say all said that not even my bf can give
me the satisfaction the vibrator gives. LOL!
waaa!!! poor guys!!!! LOL!!!

.260904.

ahhh - went down to chinablack last night.
hahaha! was celebrating pamela's birthday.
diana and grp were there, then reemus and
friends and joshua and me and sonia! hahah!
anywayyy.... i haven't slept a wink and here
i am..... blogging away. i dun relli feel tired
now, but soooooon..... ya..
i'll most probably end up in a DEEP sleep!
haahha!! but i feel like watching a movie...
i dunno why! i wanna watch resident eveil, i
wanna watch the ghost and also 13 going on 30!
ahhh!!! must catch! hahha!
i drank till quite high last night.... hmm..felt a
lil terrible though... but ermm..yea, felt
much better as the night passed -
or should i say morning.....

sonia, i have to agree i a little hate HER.
she act like so damn *beep* innocent la....
like...urgh! u should know whu im talking
about, the one that u and hwee were
hi-fiving about @ the airport...
ya...HER! the whole night la...
urgh!!! i couldn't stand it...forget it....
think u shld know y.... wahahhah!!

.bye bye birdie dearest.

erin's gone....
and all of us cried for her. i was like trying
to act strong when i hugged her la..
but too bad.....i couldn't help it when i saw her
go in...................
it's quite saddening. i really hope this
wouldn't have to happen IF i leave for aussie.
it's gonna be worse than this i think...
i so love my people here...wahah!
my people i say... LOL!
joel didn't cry......... man ah! hahah!
but erin cried a lot when she hugged joel.
i understand how she feels.... so
leave someone u love so dear.....
esp when they're so close.....

anyway, i got accepted into deakin, monash
and curtin too....see...got a place in so many uni's..
but now.... i have to consider again..LOL!

okok, i think the sleepiness is getting on me....
gd nitey world!!
*yawnnnn..........*