dinner at nikai something @ tanglin shopping centre.

it was greattt! haa! it's a japanese restaurant
located @ the 4th floor -
actually where Jason's ex work place was.
Anywhere Pub.
same level.
edward brought me there and yeap - like he said,
quite a lot of people despite the time.
we reached at about 9 plus, near 930.
didn't even know we were going there. haa.

anyway, we had the grilled pork with sauce,
stewed pork belly, taco rice and some deep fried
seaweed thingy. i loved everyyything!! espeacially
the kong ba!! wahahaha! the stewed pork belly
was GREAT - and so was the grilled one actually.
SINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FATTENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but that idert said it's good for complexion!!!??
haha.. whatever - i just loved it. hee.
the taco rice was not too bad too. quite nic.
somethng like pepper lunch rice.. just cooked. haa!
has cheese too! hee.
and last but not leas t the seaweed - it was alright....
just thought it was too starchy. had a too starchy
taste. but i still enjoyed it. hee.

on a whole - the atmoshpere, food + service was great!
would give it 4 stars! or 3.5 stars... LOL!

it's weird how some people act.
firstly - they asked why we're fussy.
now they're the ones.
weird.

i wanna say this to someone.
i'm hurting.

i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that don’t bother me
i can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
i’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
even though going on with you gone still upsets me
there are days every now and again i pretend i’m ok
but that’s not what gets me

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowingwhat could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was tryin’ to do

it’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
but i’m doin’ it
it’s hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i’m alone
still harder
getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade give away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowingwhat could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was tryin’ to do

not seeing that loving you
that’s what i was trying to do

the oakleys i desire.

i was just thinking about afew things....
basically a thinker -
and i probably think too much for my own good.


thought #1.

have you ever wondered how long you'll last
with your friends? when will the friendship end
and will you guys drift and seperate...?
to think of it - it's actually quite scary.
they act like pillars of your life - apart from your family
of course.
you go to them for comfort when you're down -
you go to them when you're happy and wanna celebrate
or shout it out. they're simply there for you.
well, it would be sad if you don't have good friends - but
i have to say i have the best! haa!
proud of my 3 besties sonia, hwee and erin.
well, we quarrell - we have stupid arguements, serious
arguements and clash of interests - but i guess that is
what it's supposed to be all about! *grinz*

and just imagine if they're stripped away from you.
imagine if they leave you slowly and all you're left with is
your 'normal' friends..... uhhh....
i think i'll die!!! hahaa! no la... i think i'll be lost.
lost..
lost....
lost......




thought #2.

will i even get married?
no matter how i yearn to live happily ever after with
my husband and kids - a thought suddenly struck my
mind. i think i won't get married.
la la la!!! *hmmmm*
seriously - i'm not sure. at the rate i'm going - i think
i won't. haa! and this - only sonia will understand!!!!
ooops! hee.
but i just don't why. why it as simple as before?
or wasn't it simple before?
is it that hard??? to get attached to someone - have
a good relationship - and STAY in the relationship??
i know it's alot of work - but...... *sigh* i really wonder.
no - i'm not head hunting, neither am i desperate for
one.
i'm just thinking - when will my "knight in shining armour"
come... wahahaha!!! yes yes.. i love to be pampered -
but that doesn't mean i won't pamper my other half..
wahaha!! but sad to say - i'm the jealous / bitchy kinda gf.
HAA!! some guys can take it - but not all.




thought #3.

what will i do when i go out in the working world?
what do i actually see myself doing?
what what what do i wanna do!!??
ok - i have dream jobs... i used to want to be a lawyer -
but... forget about it now.
but let's talk serious now. i'm basically not studying
what i really wanna be. no no - i mean not totally
studying what i wanna do.

1. merchandiser
2. fashion marketer

yeap! i wanted to do something i like - like incorporate
my work with what i like. but no worries, i'm still doing what
i like. i need to be on the go - busy - datelines...
not those jobs where i don't get to do anything but
ROT!!!! i can't take it.
like my previous work @ yogaffinity - i was doing recep
job @ 1.5k a mth - good pay - boring job...!!!!
SUPER!!!!!
eventhough the pay was gd - NOPE!! i quit! haa!!
just can't take the boredom.
for my current job - it's probably my love for wakeboarding
an also the people here are nice AND i get to do more than just
wait for the phone to ring. LOL.
i have to say bit boring at times - but ok la.

the job i wanna try now - is to handle events.
haha! or whatever la - sometimes i look @ jason's work
and i feel like... events... *urrrr*
but depends on what events also la.
hahaha! i have friends who enjoy themselves. haa!




thought #4.

when will i die? really. and how?
car accident? falling in the toilet on the back of my head?
commit suicide?? damn!! haha!
disease? urghhh. terrible way... i might consider killing myself.
LOL!!! haha! see how much determination i have???
ZERO!!! haa.
sigh....
i wanna die peacefully.... please? hee




anyway, i really do i think too much.
think about nonsense too.
i feel like sleeping.
i just wanna sleep....

wakeboard freakazoid!!!

i'm inlove with a liquid force board....
DAMN!!!!!!!
shit la..... how!!! hahaha!!!
think marcus will kill me if i wanna get a liquid
force board.
but i love it!!!!!
specs are also quite alright. 133 is probably just nice
for my height + weight since edward says 131 is not
proportionate for my height.























ISN'T THIS BOARD NICEE!!???!!!
WALAU!!! I'M INLOVE WITH IT LA!!!!
CWB designs - basically sucks.
i mean - DESIGN. seriously! they lack creativity!
but - i won't say that it isn't a good board.
different brands specialise in different qualities,
that's my take on things.
i haven't found a CWB board that i really love -
but i know of o'brien and liquid force boards that
i love.
well, even Marcus knows CWB designs suck. LOL!!























and this is the Cadence 134. Nice as well!!!
shessh!! how nice can liquid force wakeboards get.
Then - you compare these 2 boards with the
CWB that i like -






















yeap!! talk about PLAIN WHITE.
*sigh* a picture says a thousand words.
but well, among all the CWB boards, i like this
one - shows the amount of nice boards they
actually have. urkkk!!!
But liquid force boards are known to break easily -
but how hard can i ride??? wahahah!!!
think if i get a LF board - they'll stay away from me.
WAHAHAHA!!!!!

and last but not least - i like the O'BRIEN ATLA!!!
niceeee! but the one i like is the 136 - which is too long
for me.... BAH!!!!!!!
the pink 131 is just too striking no matter how much i
love pink!! hahaha!








































YUP!! the white one's alot nicer than the pink -
that's what i feel. hee. the pink's just too....
PINK!!! hahaha! not a very nice feel to it =)
*sigh* so many nice boards - but.......
CWB.... blehhh!!!!

show you guys some nice bindings too -
damn cooL!











that's the hyperlite on the left and obrien xenon on
the right. 10-80 has the xenon available - urghh!!
but first - gao tim the board la mun!!!
hahaha!! no board got bindings for what right.
i also have a binding available now - cos justin passed
me his pink bindings!! yeay yeay!
can use!!!
maybe for bindings - can get from a different place -
the wakeboard is more important. must feel good when
i ride it. haa!!

alrightie - going back to watch king kong now!!!
wooohooo!!!
ending soon alrdy.... can't believe that King Kong in the show
has a "softer" side???
he likes the girl!! damnnn!!!
LOLXXX!!!