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i feel so tired suddenly.
feel like falling into a deep deep sleep.
im emotionally drained out.
ive tried my very best to win her back.
but nothing's working, not even my feelings for her.


do things have to turn out this way?
i find myself thinking about lots of stuffs.
and right now im feeling very scared.
i need to get a hold of myself.


what is my heart feeling right now?
im too tired to even feel it.
this is exactly how exhausted i am.

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this is really true you know! i should be an aries! wahahah!
like every word of it is true!!!

You should be an Aries, Outgoing, Extravert,
Energetic, Dynamic, Courageous, Generous,
Strong, Extravagant but sometimes can be
arrogant, insecure, jealous, concerned with
looks and others' opinion


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wahahahaha!!! the below is so damn corny!!! try it!

FAIRY TALE

nce upon a time there has a young CHEF named RAY. He was FASCINATING SHINING in the HAPPY forest when he met CREAMY TYLER, a run-away DESIGNER from the BIG Queen HWEE.

RAY could see that CREAMY TYLER was hungry so he reached into his ENLARGED and give him his FAT HOKKIEN MEE. CREAMY TYLER was thankful for RAY's HOKKIEN MEE, so he told RAY a very SCARY story about Queen HWEE's daughter DERELYN. How her mother, the BIG Queen HWEE, kept her locked away in a ATRIUM protected by a gigantic DOG, because DERELYN was so GOOY.

RAY RAN. He vowed to CREAMY TYLER the DESIGNER that he would save the GOOY DERELYN. He would SKIP the DOG, and take DERELYN far away from her eveil mother, the BIG Queen HWEE, and JUMP her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a ITCHY RAIN and CREAMY TYLER the DESIGNER began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic DOG from his story. BIG Queen HWEE MARVELLOUS out from behind a PILLOW and struck RAY dead. In the far off ATRIUM you could hear a HISS.

THE END.

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[p]HeXz' on Nick:

urgh! i don't understand how someone can be influenced by another
so much!!!went morning cycling today and nick called my hp after
breakfast looking for kim, cos she turned off her hp. i shouldn't have
picked it up!!!! and she claimed to be sick and wanted kim to cover for
her immediately!! and me and kim guessed that she had too much to
drink last night and we were right!! kim said that she looked fine and all.
and lilly came to fetch her back home! owww...little butch's sick...poorthing!
*pats head* why wouldn't she enjoy herself yesterday? it was
kristine's birthday!! and i bet that she had a lot to drink + a very late night!
urgh! SUCH A USELESS CHEF!!!! it's just kim's luck to be working with
her! every since lilly came, nick has looked as her as her role model
and she's changed! terribly alot! the way she speaks, the way she SHOUTS,
and her habits!! she's been drinking and drinking but she's nothing compared
to lilly, cos she can't hold her liquor! "if you can't drink don't drink" shouts mun!
she just wants to be another "high and mighty" lilly. lilly number 2! like
one isn't enough already! maybe others and her, herself don't see herself
forming into another person, but i do. cos i'm a genuis a noticing people
and how they behave!! hahahah! praising myself. nah - it's just that i can
see it soooooo clearly! the picture's there! she's like 34 and she's still behaving
like a kid! and even claiming that she's still young! and if she's young, i'll be
still in my mum's womb!!shessh! get a life! a real life! i really do pity
people who just can't seem to mature, especially when you're 34! i'd be an
ah mah by then!! she even got teased my lilly about her age and what she wears!
i wonder if she'll actually beome more mature, now that lilly has spoken!!!
maybe she'll think that..."ahhhhh...lilly's right! i should mature in all ways looking
at my age! *new image*" thinks mun. *POOF* here pops up a new,
re-groomed nick chong!! then she'll start saying that "aiya, people old already,
have to start dressing up their age ma!" *pengz*
her hair's another major disaster!! it's bright GOLD!! and spiked up
"funkily"! yea, funky 34 year old char-boh! urgh! i can't go on, or i'll never stop!

Mp3 Sp|nN|n :: S.H.E - Ai Wo De Zi Ge

Mp3 Sp|nN|n :: Candy Lo & Wang Lee Hom - Hao Xing Fen Shou

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which pea are you?
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You are Storm!

You are very strong and very protective of those
you love. You are in tune with nature and are
very concerned with justice and humanity.
Unfortunately, certain apprehensions and fears
are very hard for you to overcome, and can
often inhibit you when most need to be strong.


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i'm up extra extra early today! the time's 10mins to 8am!
haven't done that in a loooong time!! well, supposed to go morning cycling
at 830am, but waken up at 7am, so i might as well stay up, or i'll just might
not be able to wake up later! *grinz*

waiting for my MDIS acceptance letter. *anxious*
these nonsensical emails from unknown people are getting on me!! they practically
flood my email like there's no tomorrow!! urgh! don't they have better things to do?!?
blocked them, but it's no use!! like they're millions of it, so you can't block them!=(

just finished watching vive la familie 2. such a marvellous show! won't wanna
miss it!=) think i'll be staying home tomorrow too.

1st-ly: hwee's working so there's no one to accompany me talk sense +
crap under the sun!

2nd-ly everyone i know seems to be working night shift tmr.

3rd-ly no cash to splurge

4th-ly can't think of anywhere to go!

singapore's such a small place! wish i had a car so i'd just go over to malaysia!!
but i'm also not familiar with the road there! so not much of a point ehz! *scratch
head*
was watching genuis world record just now, and this man had a "peg-ed" face!!
he used 110 clothe pegs to peg every inch of his face to beat the world record
of 104!! i really wonder why these people go to such extents!! can't they just be
a smart well known professor some where!!?? go thru' such PAIN to have a trophy
and his name written in the books! gosh! well, they did many more, but i simply
forgot what was premiered!
well, now all i have to do is wait for kim to get back=) meanwhile, i'll surf the net!

went online to view the contestants of the butch hunt 2003. claryce went to join!!
oh man. she doesn't have the height and isn't very great looking...but people
might just vote her of her cuteness?! but it also depends on their acts on stage
as well. don't just wanna see good looking faces with no personality and brainless
acts right! karen's face isn't published fully yet. only a sketch! didn't know she was a
pub manager ehz. so lets see if this year's butch hunt can be better than last years'!

you brighten me like sunlight does.
your presence allows me to bloom into a beautiful flower.
you allowed my crippled heart to regain it's fullness
and you pick me up when i am down.
and if only your presence would be night and day
you'd fill my days up, like oil in a lamp.

how irritating! the microphone i bought can't be used. or
is it just that i plugged it wrongly? but it can't be!! i tried all ways!
darn! now i have to go back there to get another one?!! urgh! the
thought of walking there makes me dizzy! the smell and the distance!

and something cropped up with my camera when i triesd to open
transfer the 61 pics in to the camera! wasted!!! i think there were to
many pics to transfer so it cocked up!! darn!

met up with ray yesterday! after a long time=) waited for her to end
work then went karaoke with eddy and ivan. and since we had nothing
to do at one period of time, we went to the coffee shop nearby to get
cigarettes and from 9-10 we watch vive la familie 2!! great! didn't miss it
even when out!

anyway, my 1pm show was great today! finally carrie and austin got married!!!
after a LONGGG timee!!! amy called today to go down for kristine's birthday.
don't think will be going down la yea - mad monks again?!!

my wish for all my lovely friends

i wish you happiness on a cloudy day,
blue skies to chase your cares away.
a breath of fresh air when you're down
anything to get rid of that frown.
a sprinkle of rain,
and a life free of pain.
i wish you warmth from the rays of sun,
and a lifetime of joy and fun.
just keep your eyes to the sky,
and you'll know i'm always nearby.

this is dedicated to everdearest friends i'll always love
[t]y
[h]wee
[d]erelyn
[s]onia
[e]rin
[r]ay
[s]ijia
[t]ravis
[a]melia
[a]lian
[n]ick
[s]ara
[s]arah
[s]teph
[c]harmaine
[j]acqueline
[k]ailing

For your smile,
I'd walk for miles.

For your touch,
I'd give you so much.

For your kiss,
I'd give you sheer bliss.

For your hand,
I will always understand.

For your love,
I'd give all you can conceive of.

[p]HeXz's songs:

Daft Punk And Stardust - Music Sounds Better With You

Basemnt Jaxx - Rendevous

Basement Jaxx - Just One Kiss

50 Cents - In Da Club

Oscar G - Darkbeat

Bon Jovi - All About Loving You

Audioslave - Like A Stone

Dannii Minogue - I Begin To Wonder

Dannii Minogue - Put The Needle On It

today's a public holiday!!great! and ty's not working!=) so i'm
able to go out and have an eating spree today!! hopefully we'll
go down to ray's place for dessrt cos it's been sometime since
i've seen my dear piggy! was just talking to her on the phone
yesterday after work. this song i'm hearing to is real nice.
50 cents - In Da Club

anyway, got my little gadjet. it's a web camera + digital camera
+ video camera. yea, works 3 ways. got it at $95. wasn't supposed
to get this one. it was supposed to be just a digi camera twice the
size of this one. this gadjet's real mini. like a square. 4cm by 4cm!
has a neck sling like a hp for me to sling it! the quality's quite good
for such a small camera. but if you take a shot too far, then sorry
mate! gonna be blurry cos it doesn't come with zoom! just that the
error thing is quite irritating! it's automated to take shots that i good
i guess, so it'll always beep error when you take a shot where there
is minimum light. even like those places that are not well lited but
there's still light, it may beep error too. so there's a little good and bad
about this sensor!

so damn hungry now!!! stomach's growling!!!

//her side of the story//

He was in an odd mood Saturday night. We planned
to meet at a pub for a drink. I spent the
afternoon shopping with the girls and I thought
it might have been my fault because I was a bit
later than I promised, but he didn't say anything
much about it.

The conversation was very slow going so I thought
we should go off somewhere more intimate so we
could talk a bit more privately. We went to this
restaurant and he was STILL acting a bit funny.
I tried to cheer him up and started to wonder
whether it was me or something else. I asked him,
and he said no. But I wasn't really sure. So
anyway, in the car on the way back home, I said
that I loved him deeply and he just put his arm
around me. I didn't know what the hell that meant
because you know he didn't say it back or anything,
this was really worrying me.

We finally got back home and I was wondering if
he was going to leave me! So I tried to get him
to talk but he just switched on the TV, and sat
with a distant look in his eyes that seemed to
say it's all over between us.

Reluctantly, I said I was going to go to bed.
Then after about 10 minutes, he joined me and
to my surprise, he responded to my advances.
But, he still seemed really distracted, so
afterwards I just wanted to confront him but
I just cried myself to sleep. I just don't know
what to do anymore. I mean, I really think he's
seeing someone else and that my life is a disaster.




//his side of the story//

ENGLAND lost to brazil.

just posted up some brain teasers! go crack your heads over it. may do
some useful execise to those who haven't been using it lately!

anyway, woke up earlier than usual today! 1030am!! *yawn*
but actually, it's not that much of a *yawn* but instead...
*ahhhh*. feels kinda good to wake up earlier in the morning
ehz!

gotta make my way down to sim lim square and get my gadjet.
just thinking of how far i have to walk make me feel tired!
travis: go send me there!! wahahaha
then have to report to work at 3pm^%^#$^$(*
yawnnnnnn - still got to do some decorations for tonight's
function. how dumb! it's a birthday party for a 21 year old
boy! and we have to put balloons and all!
go partying with your friends boy! or just dinner with your family!
mummy's boy i assume!

well, i better find something to last me till dinner time later,
cos i won't get a chance to eat! *growls*

cherios! i'm going food hunting!

[p]HeXz's brainteasers:

1. A murderer is condemned to death. He has to choose between three rooms. The first is full of raging fires, the second is full of assassins with loaded guns, and the third is full of lions that haven't eaten in 3 years. Which room is safest for him?

2. A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be?

3. There are two plastic jugs filled with water. How could you put all of this water into a barrel, without using the jugs or any dividers, and still tell which water came from which jug?

4. Can you name three consecutive days without using the words Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, or Sunday?

5. This is an unusual paragraph. I'm curious how quickly you can find out what is so unusual about it. It looks so plain you would think nothing was wrong with it. In fact, nothing is wrong with it! It is unusual though. Study it, and think about it, but you still may not find anything odd. But if you work at it a bit, you might find out.

so wanna find out the answers? get it next, on [p]HeXz's brainteasers!
meanwhile...crack that nutshell of yours!!

DO YOU KNOW??

Cigarettes are perhaps the only legal product whose advertised and
intended use has a great capacity to cause bodily harm.

hweehwee:
there's this basic sailing course at SAF Yacht Club.
they're having 10% off or NTUC Union members.
eh, your mum is an NTUC member right!? wanna try?
it's 4 weekends - $370.80

just completed 30minutes of aerobics! feel so great after perspiring!
have to start doing daily aerobics to keep fit!

ooh - the iron chef has started! great! tv entertainment!
have to report to work tomorrow. don't know if it's a smile or a frown=|
but at least i'll have something to do! well, don't even know what time
i'll be working till! *thinks* i really don't know! how stupid! should
be till 10 i guess!*grinz*
ok, gonna concentrate on my iron chef now. the challenger has chosen
to challenge iron chef french! great! love seeing his cuisine! beautifully
decorated and all. ooh - and the theme ingredient is cod fish! from the
sea of japan! darn big!! it's damn big! and they said the one with the big
belly is the male! wonder why??..drink too much fishie?!
how disgusting!! the challenger just sliced the belly diagonally and
the insides popped out! damn gross!!! *pukes* enough to spoil my whole
day's appitite!!

my favourite show just ended! i got this 'soap opera' feeling that
austin and carrie won't get married cos mike's gonna tell intrude
in their life by telling her that she loves her! his mum's such a bitch!
and i thought she was one of the better one's in salem! nah, she's
just as selfish as the rest are about their children. they are all thinking
about their child's happiness. so they'd do anything to see their
child happy, not caring about other people's feelings! such selfishness!

anyway, derelyn's thinking of cutting her hair!! well, she wants to cut
it short! dee: told you my hair dresser's good! lots of people
say so! but i know it's very hard, tiring and far to make your way all
the way down to my place to cut your hair=) so let's see what sg
jason's salon can do! but i think jo says that the place is good cos
she practically looks good in all her hair styles! including that monster
hair we cut together at sg! it's just her charisma=) anyway, looking
forward to a new derelyn!! but i got a gut feeling that it'll just be
shoulder length or not very short.

waiting for 3pm to watch 'growing up'. haven't grown out of it yet!
what da you want me to do! that's the only entertainment on tv!
then it's iron chef at 4! didn't catch it yesterday cause i indulged in
an eating spree!! hehe!

will we ever be reunited again?
share the inevitable happy moments once again.
cry on each other's shoulders' sharing the burdens.
or even talk about everything under the sun.
sometimes i wonder and maybe i wonder too much
if we'll still be the same again
the drift was enough to bring a cat and dog apart from each other
and now, we're facing this
i miss those treasured times
and those nonsensical but heart-felt letters
i guess we'll never be able to regain those treasured times we had
and i'm sad to say...never.

and it's 1150am here in singapore. stomach hurts.*ouch*

i had a terrible dream - i dreamt of you.
our eyes fell parallel on each other.
confusion and sadness was the electric field.
exchanged faint smailes nd walked away.
how did two good friends end up this way?
is this dream or nightmare an omen?
is it good or bad.
i daren't think.
was it my fault? or was it plainly yours?

drinking paul's skim milk and munching on a pathetic piece
of butter bread.i can tell you that this flu is cursed on me for
life!! i'm down on it in the morning, night and sometimes the train!
gets real irritating! it even prevents me from sleeping!insomniac.=|
wonder what's for lunch and dinner today. think i'll be skipping
lunch cos the kitchen's bare, or maybe instant noodles?? dinner...
i'm not sure myself! ooohh - and my mum forgot to leave me $$
to get my cam! told you she was forgetful! don't understand how
this forgetful teacher can get on so well as a teacher!! *grinz*
she only remembered to put my allowance for the day! eeek!
never mind - another day then!

listening to this candy lo & wang lee hom song - hao xin fen shou.
it's really nice. *smilez* heard travis hearing it and asked her for the
tittle, cos i've heard it around before and hwee doesn't know the tittle!
*tsk*

guess what - saw this bishan coffee bean manager - butch - small sized
meaning short and thin.//but not bad looking// me and hwee saw her
coming out with a helmet, assuming it's her's and she's knocking off!
it really belonged to her and we were curious to see what bike she rode.
so our eyes followed her! she rode a scrambler!!! damn!! how does she
ever stop at the traffic light!!?! i'm not trying to be mean and all, but out
of curiosity you understand!! well, she got on it and rode off, and she
looked like a small thing on the bike! such a cute and comical sight!
but it was really amazing. she must be shortest person i've seen riding a
scrambler!! but i'm really amazed by her! *claps hands* i myself am afraid
to ride on cos as usual i'm a person very afraid to fall!! *grinz* //after listening
to my friend and how he almost lost control on the scrambler// *wipes forehead*

anyway, we're still supposed to celebrate erin's birthday and hwee has suggested
4 june!! great! like 1 month wasn't long enough, now it's 2 months!! have to give
her more red eggs! *laughs* well, we're decided on hooters. go there to eat!!!
cos some people bought the member card and haven't used it!!! *tsk*

just finished watching f.r.i.e.n.d.s!! it's so exhilirating watching
friends! simply love watching it! just makes the day better! but
sadly it's at night, so doesn't make any difference, cos you're
gonna sleep it off! but it's good sleeping off happily!=)

ate ALOT today!!!gosh! went down to baker's inn - atrium.
ate the bailey's irish cream souffle. it was really pretty good!
souffle's a soft yummy dessert.and you can eat it with cream.
depends on where you eat it, cos it depends on how they serve it!
gonna go there again to try their other desserts!

then went down to piazza - atrium to chill. played 'jenga' before
playing pool. manz was the game "stressful"!! i never lost!!!!
so proud to say that! hwee lost first then kim. *laughs*
ordered soft shells crabs. $9.90!!! and you know what, it's
actually 1 piece of crab, cut into half and then quatered!!
DAMN!!cheated my $$!!! even sakae sushi's crabs are $6.90!
got cheated! urgh! never going there to eat it ever again!

went down to fish & co. at the glass houseafter that for dinner.
so disappointed when they told us that the sambal fish was not
available!! because yesterday was mother's day and well, i
guessed that it was crowded and all, so most of the stuff ran out!
so the three of us had the seafood platter for one and the lemon
& garlic mussels! i really dig the mussels! it's lovely! it has
taken over my interest for calamari! it's great! they give you
sliced french loaves for you to dip into the great tasting sauce
too! the saefood platter for one was more than we thought for
the 3 of us. there were only the fries left! luckily we didn't we
order seafood platter for 2! it'll be a big waste of money then!
*non-expandable stomachs*

left at 8 so we'd reach home on time to watch vive la familie 2!
that show's really cute too! those two always squabbling like
cats and dogs under one roof! tuesday's finally tomorrow!
my 7-10 tv homerun is here! gonna sit infront of the tv for 3 hrs!=)
*couch potato* or should i say *bed potato*

well, if my mum leaves money for me before she goes to work
tomorrow, then i can go get my camera. still deciding if i shld
get the web camera or the not-so-great digi camera. but my
mum said she'll try getting for me a digi cam. but when she
says going to get means she'll take a long time to get! she
always takes a long time to get things cos she usually forgets
all about it and she always says okok - i will i will! =P
so maybe i'll just get the microphone and the cam and maybe
another time, i'll get the web cam! hehehe!
so travis, i can't get to see you online soon! but at least
i'll be able to talk ehz!! no need to be on mute mode!
but hope that it'll work on windows 2000! if it can't... can't
be helped!

well, it's time i say good-night to fellow readers of the blog.
gonna tuck in right now. so i'll just say night-night and sleep
tight! *waves* see you tomorrow!

it's been a long time since we met
i'm really beginning to miss you.
it may not be vice versa
but it doesn't matter to me.
and as i said before,
you'll always have a place in my heart

and it's 12 noon here in singapore! bright and sunny day! but lets
not get our hopes up too high before the sky starts thundering and
roaring! great! got my mum to get me the bike, web cam plus the
microphone! fabulously perfect! now all i have to do is do my research
before buying the web camera!

got the bike at the marvellously great price! had a bike sale at sun
plaza! cost me less than $150 for everything! (plus accesories) made
a reservation for both bikes before going to meet hwee for coffee at
bishan, and i was soooo glad and relieved that i decided to make the
reservation and pay the deposit, cos ...... when i returned, there were
only 2 bikes left! they really made a sale yea! cycled down to eat prata
at 930pm last night and wentcycling around the "unknown" part of my
estate! sembawang can really get ulu! so creepy, quiet and hazzy at
night! even with all the lamp posts!

going down to NYDC later for dessert! yea! it's been quite some time
since i've gone out. like really go out!! it has been ahwile though. anyways,
i'm not really craving for dessert right now..but actually abit of sushi! hehe!
one day i'll make my own sushi - just the normal sushi, and let u try k
hwee! got the japanese rice, the seaweed, the woody thing where you roll
the sushi - practically got everything. all i need now is my time, my patience
and my effort!! hehe!

hey, doing some research now about the web camera and stumbled onto this
digital camera! damn cheap. wonder what it is...
Benq Digital Camera DSC300 (8MB) USB w/Flash
Built-in Flash & Self-timer / Macro Lens(20cm) / 8MB flash memory(max.128 pix) / LCD status display
i guess, it works just like a normal camera ehz!! but wonder why it's so cheap ah!
asking travis to check it out for me!

anyway, checked out sonia's colour - she's green!! and this is the analysis...

You get along well with new people. You are not really a shy person but can
sometimes hurt people feelings by what you say. you like to be loved and be
noticed by your lover. but you mostly tend to be single, waiting for the right person.

sounds like sonia right??! so muchie like sonia!