ok, i'm having toooooo many
late night outs man! now is 5.12am....
and i just got back not long ago!
damn! was out eating @ edo
sushi!!! yea!!!! i was craving and
craving for salmon man! and i finally
got to eat it!!!! *YUUMM* eat like 4
plates of it man! or is it 3...dunno -
fo0rgot! haha! oh well, enjoyed the
whole sushi session la huh... sat
there till near 4..then sat outside...
then went home. heh - sent the
2 ang mo kion people home B4 i
could even reach home...man!
i was dozing off in the cab...but
when i'm back home...it's like a totally
different feeling..shessh! that's
why i'm here!!! class 95's playing
nice songs man! hah! keep repeating
it like as if im doing some ad for them
man!
"ladies and gentlemen!! listen to
class 95 for the greatest soothing music!!"
hahahaha! madness!
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today's esther's last day....man! heh -
but she'll still be coming tmr la huh....
EHHH!!!! i've got my pay!! yeah!!
but i havent got the full amount man!
i'm short of like....230 i think...plus
the OT!! woohooo! i can finally get my
hi-fi set! i wanna go to esther's showroom
and get candles!! she has so many lovely
ones!! saw her catalogue today man!
*yummmm* her things look gd man!
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i haven't seen my friends in a long time...
i miss them!! cham hui, derelyn, sonia and
erin!!!! oh gosh do i miss them!
and hwee..... we gotta get erin's belated
bday settled b4 she flies over to aus man!!
then we really won't see her for a long long
time man! just tell me in advanced - then i'll
try and arrange my schedule to fit k! but
try to avoid weekends k dear! it's even easier
for u now since u're on holiday right!
flexible timing right?? so u see to it ok girl!
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you know what i think - if you really don't
have the heart to start it or do anything
about it right - you might as well quit now.
don't do it, don't start it. don't bother.
right? this is what i think. thought of the day
eh... yea..*nods*

omg! i'm falling sick! shit!!!!
not again! hate to get sick!
i seldom get sick!!!! (only the
daily sinus thingy i hate) urgh!
what's wrong with me!???
throat's aching, nose's gonna
drop of soon man! *free flow
of water*

ooh hweeee...
you're back @ tomato street 31 ehhh!
welcome welcome!! hahaha!! back
down to civilisation man! ehhh....
but i'll be stuck @ waterloo street man!
work's draining me away man...=/
i'm now like dying for school to start!!
so i have something else to do!
no more work man!!

ok, this is so queer.. why are there so
many tragedies happening all @ one time.
ok, not all at one time, but in such a
short period! it's only been what..10 days
after the nicoll highway cave in, now it
the ayer rajah worksite accident!!! shessh!
first the blackout, then the nicoll highway
and now this...so what's next man!??
kinda saddening right - that all this has
to happen. but don't u just find it strange?
that all this is happening within such a short
period...hmm...coincidence i suppose.
oh well... stop thinking about it mun!
what's there to ponder about right? heh.

had our dosage of drinks and noodles
over @ secret garden after it closed..haha!
that place is like our hangout place @ night
man! with cool music, cooling aircon, an
open air area to fag, a couch to slack
on and free flow of drinks!! (and maybe
food!LOL ) but i'm afraid our neighbour
SCWO might just be awake and start
complaining about the music and thinking
why there are lights on at 5am!! haha!
oh well, nothing has happened so far..
so...*zips*
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*ponders* when should i quit man........

*thinks* so when.......

*ponders* but it's so mean of me
to leave them in a lurch......

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ok, i just got pushed away from the
computer cos some BODY's asking me to
hurry and get ready!
urk!!

chaos!

tell me,
how should i feel.
lost, unfounded.
grinding,
getting louder and louder,
it's irritating me,
all of it.
it lies in my hands,
one word,
and it'll go away.
period.
letting go.
ironic decision.

went down to cheeky monkey's yesterday
and had a hell lots fun man! i have to say
it's much much better than centro!!
have to double agree man! well, maybe
the crowd is like "united". so everyone is
dancing and enjoying @ the dance floor.
heh - but maybe i had too much fun
and i had too much to drink, so i was
about dying up in my head man! trying
to keep my cool - but i was just so darn
tired out and giddy man! but i was
still very civilised...LOL! well, maybe i
was high so fast cos i was so tired
and i wasn't relli feeling good - so
maybe it stimulated the alcohol in
me man! shitty! i drink like a loser
nowadays cos i'm so tired so....
poor body just goes mad! heh...

ok, im really tired of blogging...
i'm just too tired to continue what
to type...so i'm ghost man!
chaos!!

ooooh - i've finally packed my room
neatly! but i still find it a lil messy la huh..
think i haven't really cleaned it la huh..
but it's quite clean on the surface..LOL!

anyway, going down to cheeky monkey's
today man! woohoooo!!! love the songs
there man! *hweehwee's on the other
side studying, while her pal's here on the
other side partying* hehehe! well, hwee,
i also have to suffer @ work man! hahaha!

okok, know what - i wanna go find some
food. stomach's growling man!

hey! it's my off day again! well,
it's the first time i'm taking off
on a tuesday... oh well.. supposed
to be cleaning my room now....
but it seems that i'm stuf @ the
computer again!!! heh - looking
thru the auctions and sites on where
i can get candles to add to my
collection.. heh - beautiful beautiful!
but they r collecting dust la huh....
ALOT of dust - hahaha! cos my
housekeeping schedule ain't
very regular..hahah! blehhhh! know
what, i'm intending to hang up some
masks on my wall. give it a diff look
and all??? saw one mask, it's like
from the michelle phiffer's mannequinn.
just a face with closed eyes and lips - plain,
but cool - BUT!!!! it looks damn scary
lor.... like this face-like mask on my
wall....errmmmmm....*LOL*

think i'll probably stay home today -
having a headache now already.
but maybe i'll ask that jason sia to
go out later if i'm fine...but dunno if
he's working now or not..hahah!
hmm..go msg him.hah!

know what - i think i'm gonna get
started on my cleaning.....*yawn*
*drags* oh well...chaos!

//i need someone to tell me
where to go from here...//

but i do not listen to what people
say. i still follow what i initially
wanted to do. point?

i wanna get a pair of NIKE dunks!!!
been waiting for a very long time!!
but i just dunno what colour to get!
shall i get tred and grey?? or the pink
and grey?? or the red one?? *argh*
there's so much to choose from and
i dun wanna regret my choice!!
*LOL*

ponders.....
grumbles.....
ponders........
grumbles........

//a prayer for my friends coping
with the exam stress now//

first i wish you a calm heart, for
God to enter and guide you thru'.
second i wish you a peace of mind,
for you to follow what you've read.
and lastly, i wish you faith and belief,
for you to get thru it all well.

my darling friends, this short prayer's
for you. hoping that you'll get thru
the exams & not forget that God's
guiding you along the way.
All the best peepz!

*burp* just finished my lunch and felt
blogging just before i go change
for work! well, went down to centro last
night and it was like...wooohooooo!!!
OK, i was abit retarded at the dance
floor for awhile, cos i forgot how to dance
house music - but well, it came with
the flow eh! hahaha! well, i can say i
enjoyed my night that's it! and guess
what.... i entered LOLA!!!! woohoooo!!!
it's supposed to be 25 for girls and 28 for
guys...but after centro closed - me & kim
just walked in tgt - hahaha! but oooops...
shirley and ivan got stuck outside!!! shitty
right!! i thought we could continue our night
over @ LOLA's! well, didn't waste the
opportunity so we galavanted the whole
place. damn damn crowded man! we
walked thru the sides though - too crowded
to actually walk inside so we couldnt be
bothered since we can't stay. well, it
was great though - now at least i can say i've
been in there b4!!! woohooo! hahah!
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hey hwee!!! you notti you! clubbing's not
a profession ok! hahaha! it's an interest man!
i dun like go clubbing very very often okiesss!
hehehe - well, it's just a way to release the
stress in me. working my ass off @ secret
garden, so i need to find a way to let
the steam off man! hahah! so i dance my
worries away dude..ermmm babe! haha!
oh well, really wish you could be there
sharing all the fun i had dancing & drinking
away! hahah!
alright man! i gotta chaos now!
gonna rest for AWHILE (maybe like 2 mins)
then go get ready for work. heh..
*waves*