leaving home in about... 15 mins time to go down to sg.
got 40 minutes to rush, but what the heck, think there're gonna be late!
threw the watch she gave me somewhere in my room when we quarrelled
that day and now, i'm left watchless!! damn! i hate not knowing what time it is!
and my other 2 watches are dead! have chucked them somewhere in the corner,
so it's brains went dead! uuurgh!! think she kept the watch somewhere and now
she doesn't want to return it to me! or maybe she's given it away to someone else!
*giggles*

waiting for my hair to dry and also for my mum to get back!why isn't she back! it's
already 6 and she usually gets home at 4! thinks: did she go shopping without me??!!
or could something have happened to her!!!?!?! *touch wood*
hopefully she'll be back before i go out so i can ask her to top up my money!! *grinz*
oooppsss.....gotta vanish myself now! looks like time has slipped away! so fast!
but my hair's still wet! darn!
cherios!

went surfing around and stumbled upon diaryland.com.
well, i went to sign up to see if it's better than blog, but my mistake!
it's ... urgh! not very "nice" to use! i mean, ya, everything's there for you,
like blog, but it's just not good! i don't know! maybe i'm just and idiot
to this technology! *laughs* so i'll just stick to blog!=)

attention:
blog address has been changed to neverendingscribblesat.blogspot.com

when the bitter bile of rage hurt and disappointment inundate your entire being,
that's when you realise some people are nothing but spiteful crap.

finally it's friday the weekends are here! going to sg for dinner with hwee,
jan and maybe derel will be joining later!
dee: i'm not lazy!! ok..maybe to a certain extent, but i was watching TV!!
from 7-10pm! then i went down to mac's with kim! just had my "thing", so i just
didn't wanna travel! you can't blame me!!! but see>>i'm coming out today!!! *bleh*

well, i've nothing much to report to blog today, cherios!

well, i've finally felt the touch of fear in the world we live in. other then the
many politics we have at work, the world really isn't a wonderful place to
live in. you need to beware of the people you meet, the people you "trust".
trust needs to be built. but somehow, when two people connect, you naturally
'think' that they can be trusted! me? sceptical? maybe to certain people who
have that 6th sense for. it's not easy to simply trust "friends", but when you
do, it gives you the secure feeling. but when your trust is all betrayed, by that
person you took so long to trust, it really makes your view of the people in
the world crumble. hypocrisy is in everybody, it's just the way they deal with
the hypocrisy in them. are they the type that thinks a certain way about you,
but still tell you, or they the type that doesn't and just gossips among their
friends? i just wish i could tell you, how disappointed i am with you. how could
i ever make such a blind judgement. but it really doesn't make a difference right?
you are the one i feel sad for, not me. you don't seem to understand the true
meaning of friends, and i guess, you'll never and you'll always remain as shallow
as you are now. i'll never hold a grudge on you, you don't have to worry. i'll just have
to watch my back! it's sad that you don't really have very close friends that you
can trust and talk to. at least i STILL have the most wonderful friends God presented
to me, hwee, derelyn and sonia.
may we always cherish this friendship presented to us. longlive good friends!!

" Sorrow makes us think earnestly of ourselves, motives, interest. Thus, we get to know
ourselves better... Those who don't let sorrow do it's work, deny it, trivialise it, or try to explain
it away, remain shallow and indifferent. They never understand themselves and others very well"
May27 Daily Bread

This is what hwee told me. Beeen a great help.

don't really have much to blog about cos my days have been real miserable.
don't find it right to spout it here in public, though it's my spot.
just remind yourself, never to live a life with regret. don't be someone they
will forget. it's a misery living a life you regret. a real pain, a real torture.

and this is what my birthdate, added together in a way, tells about me:

# 5 - THE NONCONFORMIST
5's are the explorers. Their natural curiosity, risk taking, and enthusiasm often land them in hot water. They need diversity, and don't like to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learning possibility in every situation. The questions never stop. They are well advised to look before they take action and
make sure they have all the facts before jumping to conclusions.
Famous 5's: Abraham Lincoln, Charlotte Bronte, Jessica Walter, Vincent
Van Gogh, Bette Midler, Helen Keller and Mark Hamil.

hehe - true, but only to a certain extent!

lemmi see hwee's!

hwee: you're the same as me!! a nonconformist!

let's see derelyn's!
derel's.............. # 6 - THE ROMANTIC
6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their emotions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They like art or music. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.
Famous 6's: Albert Einstein, Jane Seymour, John Denver, Meryl Streep, Christopher Columbus, Goldie Hawn.

this is actually how it goes for you curious one out there!

eg: 25th April 1984
therefore, 25+4+1984=2013=2+0+1+3=6! got it!?!
(If your last number is a double number then keep adding till it's a single digit)

took a gender test to let them figure if i'm and woman or man:

How do we know? 86% confidence!Well, deep down, your gender affects everything about you,
from your favorite number to your views on Canada. Many women who took the test think and
act just like you, as you can see from the clusters above.

Statistically speaking, you are a chick.
As we said, this test gets smarter with every taker, and it's almost never wrong. You can make it even better by telling us it was right for you.