birthdays.....

well well well....
my 21st is gonna be like... a month plus a way.
wahahaha!!
and vincent has even got his wish list up!
WOW!!
for me... i only have one thing on my wish list.
i want the ipod nano!!!!
hahaha! that's basically cos both my mp3 players
are down. oh man!!!!
shittified can!!
yea.. the story of the mp3's are on my previous post.
hahaha!

anywayz, i'm quite clueless on what to do on my b'day.
i gave sonia the guestlist and what i feel like doing.
probably closet dinner and then ....... *shrugs*
i don't wanna go to the normal / usual clubs like
MOMO or blacks or what not. they're too....
common or shld i say boring alrdy.
hahaha! wonder when did that happen to me.
i wanna go places like New Asia Bar or Thumper
or where ever la! can't think of anything much.
but thing is ... i don't think everyone can enter
New Asia. esp the guys. *sigh*
so it's really quite.... *hai hai hai*
hahaha! dunno what to do. learning from 2 people,
i've realised that you really gotta plan a birthday
like at least 1 mth in advanced so things will go GOOD!
i'm still proud of my planning for sonia's birthday.
wahahaha!!! i think ALMOST everything went quite
well. hahaha!! but i realise we just drank and talked
and danced very little. but... that's quite good too!!
hahaha! but we got wasted. shessh!
oh well!!!
this year.... 21st.. haiz. dunno what to do.
don't even know what my b/f has planned for me.
OR does he even have anything planned. hahaha!
worse right.
*sigh*
you know when your b/f abit bo chup abt stuff like
that.... you worry that your bday may not be all
great..... hahahaha!
like for hwee's bday... alfred kinda spoiled it for her..
as what she told me. feel so sad for her.
and i'm AFRAID IT WILL HAPPEN TO ME......
how how how!!
hahaha!! but you cannot be in control of everything right....
*sigh*
hahaha!! nevermind.. i have faith that on Sonia's side...
she'll do a good job and i have faith that at least my
b/f atleast won't forget my birthday. hahaha!!!
i must go think of my wish list... hahaha!!!

anyways, gonna go bake some cookies now..
hahaha!!
i'm quite disappointed with my banana muffin that
day. friend's said it was quite nice.. but my mummy
said it was............. "dunno how to say"
wahahah!!!! shessh! some more she gave her friends to try
la!! embarrassing!!!!!
i BLAME THE RECIPIE!!! cos i lost the previous recipe.
and that recipe was the BEST la!!!
haiz.
nvm.. i'll go bake some cookies now...


tooooodlee looooooooooo!!!

one down and one more to go...
haiz.. and more projects.
so am i prepared for tomorrow's law?
shessh!! there's just so much to remember!
the cases are the worst la!
just afraid i apply the wrong law, or get the
date wrong or get the name wrong... or
the facts... and that's it la!!!
james said he got ZERO for applyin the wrong
law la! WA KAOZ!!!!
really pray i don't make that mistake man....

anyway, the ipod nano is superrrr nice la!!
http://apple.com.sg/ipodnano/

nice nice!!! OMG!!
probably gonna go into my birthday wish list.
wahahah!!! but i really need a new player...
cos both my mp3's are spoilt.
ok... the case of the "VIRUS"

1st: i thought my ear phones were spoilt cos only
one side could be heard.

2nd: bought new ear phone and again... one side
only! thought it was faulty but tried on sijia's player...
EHHH!!! can hear both sides!!!
hmmm.....

3rd: went home to use my other player to check.
ehhh... still can't hear both sides.
then tried the ear phones using my bro's player.

4th: can be used!!! SHESSH!!! so the conclusion....
something's wrong with either one... and it seems that
while inter-changing earphones... the "VIRUS" moved
along!! what virus man!!!???
kaoz! my 2 mp3 players are sick man! whats the use of
having 2 mp3 players when both are sick!
*sob*

oh well.. i think i'm going to sleep early...
wake up tmr and do my project and do my revision man...
oh yea... i made a really stupid joke about
M&M's and TimeOut. HmMmMm....
hahaha!! think i shouldn't say it alrdy la...
later some one get angry...
hao xing buy for me... but only mun could think
of something sooooooo DUH out of M&M's and TimeOut.
hahahaha!
even hwee laughed super loud in the library la.
hahaha!
alrightie.....
nitey nite!

060905

work was good! cause it was busy! haha!
wanted to do OT some more...
but jia jia wanted to go off and anyways...
need to study also.

gotta mug for my law man!!
and soon.. econs! shessh!
think econs will just die again la!
gotta spend more time on that one.

was watching heartlander just now and.....
JULIAN HEE IS DAMNNNNNN CUTE!!!!!!
hahaha!!
super cute la!!!
walau! the more i look at him the more i melt...
melt melt melt....
a different type of look from shawn yue.
haha.
oh man...... my eye candy man..........
*sigh* only can catch him on TV
for these 2 weeks only... =(

i don't get it how some boyfriends can just
make you happy for a while and after they
say ONE line - you get pissed and you just
think that he'll just always be the same.
quite a disappointment right.

sometimes i really wonder if i'll ever understand.
if i'll ever get it.
if i'm ever right.

Goodbye My Lover
James Blunt.

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby,
I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

monday morning ....
5th sept.

well, today's the only day i can wake up
late. haha!
the rest of the days are like... 7AM man!
ok ok.. sometimes it gets 710AM and i gotta
like rush rush. haha!
then when i reach i gotta rush rush buy
breakfast. haha!
so 7AM is still the best.

i'm listening to the best song ever now.....
haha! for now that is.

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

it just falls in place with all the other nice songs
from howie day, luther vandross and whoever.
james blunt really has nice songs man!
i'll type the lyrics out later.. haha!

anyway hwee, we'll set a date to when we'll go
listen to pastor prince ok!
well, i'm not in touch how a traditional service goes.
i guess it's still the singing first then the sermon
right? just that maybe the pastor's not....hmmm...
i mean more toned down? or not as... "powerful" as
pastor prince? hahaha!

good to hear that alfred's gone to church with you
and it's good to hear you finally made your way
down to church!
Amen!
next time we go to new creation bring alfred along
then it'll be 4 of us ok! me, jason, u and alfie! haha!
then after that i can bring you go eat my favourite
"xian yu chao fan" @ thomsom. hahaha!!!!
and probably if i'm a good girl, i'll go down to AMK
methodist with u, alfred and mummy ok!
then will bring along jason cos he stays so near
there. haa!
hopefully i won't start procrastinating cos of 8AM.
haha!

alrighty! car's waiting! i'm going for lunch!
toodle deeeeee!

SUNDAY!!!

boat party.
was supposed to go down to church....
BUT.... went down to a boat party instead!!
hahaha!!
oh well, since i've never went before - might as
well right. and the people there were the
pretty and handsome!! haha! not all that
is... BUT many!!!!!
cooool man!
eye candies all around!
many cute guys and pretty girls man!
a treat to my eyes... hahah!!
i also saw wolfgang - the guy from eye for a guy II
and a few more cuties.. haha!
beer was free flow and afew more other liquid too.
on a whole - it was just a different kinda party.
hehe.
ooohhh! and i met SISI too! haa! haven't seen
her in a long time man! quite cool to see her
there la! haha.

anywayz... first time i'm seeing joey's baby man!!!
soooooooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!
christian's ADORABLE!!!!!
hahah! no wonder vicky's so crazy about him!!
hahaha!!
i want a baby tooo!!! hahah!!
ok... NEXT!!

after all the drinking and feeling a bit flushed and
sick on the boat..... (LOL) all of us headed down to
tiong bahru for dinner and we all had hor fun!
haha! different types that is.
the san-lo (dunno if i spelt it right) hor fun's GREAT
man!! hahah! just minus the bean sprout la...
then it'll be fine. the sliced fish hor fun's nice too!
yummmmmmyyyyy.... hahaha!
been having nice food these days! haha!
that day was the zhi cha near arab street and today's
hor fun! hahah! yummmmzzz!!
BUT anything but frog or turtle man! haha!

shoes.
oOooOoOoHHhhHhHh!!!!!
i bought a pair of heels today!! hahah!
the one that i've eyed for a long time maN!
hahaha! cost me $59.
and when i was buying that shoe....
i saw another nice shoe!!!!
but it costs $79 or was it $89....
SHESSH!!!! but nice leh!!!!!
hahahah!!
aiya.. every shoe's nice to me la!
hahaha!
my fetish!!! my... SUPER fetish!! hahah!
wonder when it'll die man!
haha! think it'll never. haa!
my husband's gonna have to buy me a
big cupboard JUST FOR SHOES!!!!
hahahahah!!!

saint ange.
anyway, watched saint ange.
it wasn't as good as i expected it to be.
so.. don't watch it!
i'll wait and see what other movie there is to watch.

watched the maid the 2nd time that day with
jason - cos he just wanted to prove me wrong man!
hahaha! says that it isn't scary!!!
hahah! oh well, he said it was ok for a spore production -
but still very far compared to a foreign production.
haha! lucky for me i wasn't feeling well that night
after drinking and i didn't bother much about
the maid. or i'd be scared again. hahah!!
and yes.......... i covered my eyes still on the second time.
hahah!!!

ok ok.. i'm gonna read my bible ... for some answers...
for some satisfaction....
well, i seriously think i need it.
cause i'm going crazy thinking if i've made the
right decision.
i just don't know. the weekend was supposed to be
good. well, you can say i expected it to be good
and i wanted it to be good....
but it just didn't go great......
i mean of course you'd want things to be better after
a whole bloody week of misunderstanding -
but i somehow felt the meet up was just quite screwed up.
maybe not all, but in general - it was.
wouldn't be how a girl would wanna feel.
like....oh God help me.
you know what you're getting into yet you don't
wanna get out of it. *beep*

i can just continue.
probably alot of heat in me.
but i gotta stop. hahah!!
okok...
nitey nite!!