was busy looking thru' the uni's
i'mgonna apply to later @ the exhibition.
as u can see - i'm still home @ 1145,
so i'm skipping gym! urgh! this is BAD!
capitals man! i think i ain't going tmr
again, cos i'll be working!well, i've filled up
whatever form i have.just gotta fill up the
rest over there.i wonder what i've gotta say
to them. haha!

and...my mum cooked some of my favfood man!
coooool! ok, there's a BIG problemwith me nowadays.
i've been gorging myselfwith food! ok, not literally
munch munch munch,but .... ya, i feel like eating
just every nowand then! which..is bad! esp
when i'm skippinggym every now and then and
there's no more like 4 times a week thingy!
i think it's just thedepression mode thingy
which i'm trying to ignore. haha! and the price
of ignoranceis...food!??? LOL! Bad with a caps B!
shessh!i think i ate ALOT yest. haha! i had like
lunch with sonia - and it was rice with..l
emmi re-call....... 2 meat - 1 tofu and anchovies from
SELECT. 2 meat!!??MUN!!!!! ok...then.. i should
be full right?BUT No.... after watching sonia and hwee
pedicuring away.... i went breadtalk tobuy my
ham & cheese bread! goodness!ok......
usually after all this heavy meals -i'll skip dinner -
but i didn't! i still wentto buy some milk bread from
breadtalk again! ehhhh!!! terrible right! and when i got
home....i started snacking like nobody's business!!
shesssh!! i had ruffles, somebanana chips or smthng
and green peas!like my whole day revolved on food!
feel so damn depressed over my over eating!i just
hope it'll go away! PLS! LOL!and i'm being more
short tempered, snapping@ my close friends..
haha! oops!oh my...i better go get lunch. temptation's
killin' me.
hehe.
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and hwee, whatever it is about the DND -i'm sure
you'll look fine ok!and it's not about transactional
relationships alright - it's a matter of...... mutual
understanding? principle? i don't know yea.but
whatever it is - i'm sure there won't bea big problem
with the make up right....it's quite easy to gao dim. =)

i think there's something wrong with my post -
the top one doesn't seem to be moving
down and every post goes below it.
shessh! bad! anyway..
it's like a few minutes before i gotta change!
yea! finally! dunno why kim wants to meet
so early.... *yawn*
and sonia will be meeting us only like @ 9
plus...cos she's got a date!!! how envious!
wahahah! and i think he's going to chinablack
as well... yeappp. hopefully it goes well
for sonia eh! hehe - grinz! ya...and i hope
the queue for chinablack wouldn;t be
THAT long...
i wanted to go monkey's..... but sonia and
friends won't really like it..
but me and kim wanna go! SAD!!!
the song's at chinablack not tooooo good
la...and r&b only comes out like late at night..
dancing on chinablack's platform's not nice!
it's high and i feel like i'm falling down
from that narrow space! .........
BAD! ok...change!

i was watching this show on HBO and...
i seriously didn't like watching it!
LOL...ok, i watched it right thru,
but..i hated it and i just kept wanting
to change the channel - but part of
me wanted to know the ending though.

anyway..ya.. it was this show about
black in america. the nigga's and all
yea. TV's like promoting or actually
telling us that majority of the blacks
in america are bad........ ok, maybe not
majority and all, but ya. that's what
they portray! i'm not a violent person i
must say. i hate watching films that
involve war and what nonsense - LOL!
so ya...never have i watched stuff
like brave heart or whatever la huh.
like fight fight and stuff..ya... i hate
such shows. haha! *peace* anyway....
ya, it was about nigga's robbing
rich houses and all and how these
nigga's live off robbing! and like
how they fight and quarrell about
stuff and how they face their family
and how they can just lose everything
by just going to "work" one day.
i don't wanna stereotype..but it's
making me you know. it makes me
afraid that i'll have a "bad" black
friend one day or something. u
know.......urgh! it's not like i'm saying
all other races or species are good but...
ya, it's the way stuff are being
portrayed u know....*sigh*
ya, but i just didn't have a good feeling
watching that show. haha! just
wasn't .....my kind. heh

AHHHH!!!!!! i look HORRENDOUS in
my second photo!!! it's FUCGLY ok!!
ya!! that's what it is! how could they
so this to me! it's bad!! i shouldn't
have trusted them to do this...shitzz!

.holiday.

i wish i could get away to pan pacific in
JB again. just shopping and eating and at
the end of it all - go back to my room and
plonk myself on the big king sized bed!
myyy.......
the sight outside the window will have
nothing to do with singapore! away from
whatever friend and family and all the beeping
SMSes and phone calls!
a massage, DIY facial and a long soak
in the bathtub would definately be on the
checklist. AND.... ice cream to indulge in!
ben & jerry's! *yUuuUmmmm....*
and if there's a someone special with you,
it wld be picture purrrrrfect snuggling up with
him....*grinz*
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sadly it has to be JB.... low on vitamin M..
haha! but batam's good too.....hmmmm...
LOL!

i just found out that what i was snacking
on isn't banana chips - it's tapioca chips!
hahahah! DUH! no wonder there's no
trace of banana! shessh!

alright - huihui has called to bitch again..
chaos!

i still don't understand why sonia &
hwee keep saying the guys in the singapore
face are like WOW..... hmmmmmm....

no matter how many times i look @
the website and "inspect" their faces...
not much are good looking! hahah!
ok la - like u say.... i have "weird" taste!
wahahah!

hmm...let's see - ok la, desmond yew, 23's
quite alright looking. maybe looks better
in person. guy's are usually like that.
haha! and jeffy han....doesn't look very
nice when he smiles...so...ehh..haha!
jonathan yang, 23 has dimples!! and looks
so...cute when he smiles! haha...like i said...
CUTE...ugly but adorable!? wahah! no la..
he's..OK la.. OoOhh..and Mark Neo, 22...
he looks quite stone- and one of his
interest's STONING! WOW! wahahah!
LOL! funny! quite interesting la huh.
and of all these 30..that's about all...
quite sad. haha! whooops!

ok - i seriously need to repair my
hp!!!!!
i dunno what's wrong with it man!
the "virus" msg came again - as usual,
i offed my phone and when i switched
it on, the FAILED msg tripled!!!!
same thing as the other time!
u off and on, it triples! shit man!
so i six FAILED msgs in my phone
which i can't delete! and it's taking up
space!!!! darnnnnnn!!!!
then i gotta use my lousy 8855 again!
ooooh ohhh! problem problem!
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tmr's a big issue - or problem i can say.
i dunno how to plan the itinery! i wanna
go to the gym - i wanna go and register
for my aussie school thing - i wanna go
conrad - i wanna go home and come out
again - but it seems like i don't have enuf
time!! hahahah!

Plan A:
go for 120 combat - ends @ 220 - shower
and stuff - leave gym @ 315 - head to orchard
hotel - this means leave there @ 430 -
gotta reach conrad 5 - then 6, 615 leave conrad
for...HOME! then.....ahhh....meet kim hung @
8pm! ohhh no! BAD!
the 8 pm part is no good! can we meet later!
hahah! but just by typing this itinery out..
i feel tired for myself! hahaha!

Plan B:
SKIP gym.... go to orchard hotel - head to
conrad..then head HOME...then....
come out again. but still sounds rush!!!
oh noooo..... if only i had a car right...
all will be....around fine! hahah!
why does kim wanna meet so early anyway
right. i dont think cheeky's will be
packed so early right? but .... yea - was quite
crowded the other time. esp sat.

urgh!! irritating! oh noo...it's alrdy 145am...
how sonia....big prob...

ehhh! that green pegasus thingy is quite
true eh! i mean - like almost half's true!
shessssh!

i think i'm going cheeky's tmr!!!!
oh yeay!!!! let's hope i really
end up going there! ............
oh no...but i'm working sunday morning..
oh oh....

today was quite a good day @ work.
time passed by...quite fast i must say,
but i got a little bored for awhile.
sonia & hwee were doing manicure
and pedicure @ my work place. so it looked
like i was a bad girl when my boss isn't
around. hahah! but oh well, sonia
knows jamie as well what right!
haha! anyway.... yea -
was quite busy for awhile just now, that
i was like totally blur. turn left - someone
asking me something. turn right, another one.
heh - but quite enjoyable la huh. i'm not
the sit around and wait and slack kinda
person so i'd rather be busy! wahahah!

EHHH!! my song's back! cool! wonder
where it disappeared to!???

anyway - hui was updated me about
angel again. ok angel - i know u're around
here somewhere - i'd just wanna get
it clear to you and straight alright.
i don't wanna be misunderstood for
whatever crap i didn't do yea. so -
why don't you just appreciate
getting your bf back and stop the
masquerade and all ya. like it
won't get u anywhere or win u whatever
points yea. i'm not trying to be
mean - but it's quite annoying ya.
whatever happened btw us -
is in the past. we're just good friends
now - like what we once started
off as! so yea... go back to what
u guys once had ya, and pretend i
never got in the middle of everything
ok!

ANIMAL IN YOU!
http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_checki1.php

I AM A GREEN PEGASUS!

You are Green Pegasus, who tends to give an
impression of being proud and difficult person to get to know.
But you can be really friendly and affectionate to those people you trust.
You are quick minded and can act audaciously.
You are a person who would follow ideals with passion.
You possess sensitivity and flashes.
You can make calm calculation and come up with objective theory.
You are also tactful negotiator.
You can be rather strong headed, but really, you are
naturally a good person and natured.
You can flirt to attract men to you.
You are woman of both brains and beauty.
You enjoy the process of creating things.
You will concentrate hard and will put great effort
while tackling it, but once finished you can easily lose interest.
You hand over your accomplishments to others,
and then start creating new one again.
Although you can be argumentative, you dislike complicated matters.
Therefore you tend to dispose a matter easily.
You dislike ordinary things, and will end up doing
things that surprise people. Y
ou will not turn out an ordinary housewife.
You should stay working in an environment
where you can enjoy your freedom.
Your down-to-earth type of character
attracts lots of men.
But because you have high ideals, you tend to
lose the opportunity, and get passed the marriage age.

i was just thinking about my coversation
with sonia about me and lip gloss.
cos it's now my current addiction.
haha! i have to put on lip gloss
cos it make the lips so glossy, pink
and beautiful! BUT........it sticks!
wahahah! and it's true! shessh!
so girls - lip gloss is good for SHOW
only! wahahha! it sticks when u kiss!
and no wonder sonia doesn't wear gloss
right sonaaan!

currently spinning :: Gary Barlow - Forever Love
(such a beautiful song;sigh)

i refuse to cry -

am i just particular of fussy - haha
the singapore face male contestants
..... aren't very good looking. only afew....
but..heh - oh well. sonia found them good
looking though. i can't seem to pick out
just ONE guy to say .."YES..he's good!"
........SAD! ok la...girls also. including
me... i look like SHIT in the pic man!!
BADDD!!!!
let me re-look.......
ok..Aviel Tan is not bad.... NOT BAD la..
haha! then there's this Edwin Ho who's
like sticking his head out to the camera.
hahah! not my cuppa tea. and one OK
looking Jeffy Han. ahah! these 2 are OK la...
i can pick out more girls than guys though!
hehe.

*yawn*...... i'm soooo tired...
last night was an ejoyable night out. r&b @
DBL O and cheeky monkey's had ladies
night!!! woohoooooo!! fun fun fun!
at least whatever i was thinking about
got lost in the dancing & drinking for
awhile. i was telling ans about what
happened and there he was counselling
me in the midst of loud music! wahaha!
but all i needed was to rant about it
at someone. hahaha! so there i was,
ranting half the night - but i quitted
it and thought i'd just enjoy my night
out! been quite a long time since i stepped
into that fab place. hehe, and it just got better.
drinks at DBL O were cheap and drinks
@ monkey's were free!! haha! nothing
could beat that @ that moment.
i knew that my tolerance level for alcohol
decreased, so yea - i kept a watch on
myself. i don't wanna end up like
a moron on the streets like any other
kid. was high - but sober enough.
ans was just afraid i'd puke in the car.
wahahah! but i didn't la... i hadn't
felt like last night in a long time. cos it's
usually when i'm out with the girls
that i drink quite a lot. and even then,
i don't get so high. LOL! yesterday was
a lil' weird though. not too sure why.
i enjoyed it...but.. i also don't know
la huh. but all was good - good fun,
good music, good company. all good!
and that ass of a guy, was scaring me
aboutt shitty nonsense, knowing that
i'm afraid of ghosts or whatever...
haha! yea..all the way home he was at it!
haha! but ok la, at least he sends me up
so it wasn't that bad. i hate going up
alone at night! hahaha! some paranoia
shit justs gets the better of me. hehe.

it's time i go iron my clothes and give
sonia a call. she....deserves an explanation
about my attitude towards her yesterday
and i felt quite bad treating her like
that yesterday..oops!! i was quiet quiet and
didn't really talk much. haha! tt's quite
hard coming from me!! and i didn't bother
answering her calls... so yea... ooops again!

EH! there's something wrong with my
laptop man!! don't do this to me!!!!
it keeps hanging whenever i open
a new browser or smthng. irritating!
everything's irritating me! ok - i'm
crossing my fingers that jason will
go out! wahahah! he said he'll call me
later - so.... ok!

i think contestant 7 & 8's quite cute!
wahaha! esp benjamin ieo or is it eio..
wahahaha! but complexion not too
gd ah! wahahah!

aiyooo - i can't help but feel suffocated.
like something's at my throat and
can't wait to get out. maybe it's the
anger and whatever sadness it is i'm
trying to ignore. but the more i ignore
it, the more f**ked up i feel. urgh! MUN!

i feel like heading to DBL O - it's r&b
night and maybe i can just drink &
dance my night away - trying to stay
sober but forgetting what hit me.

watching Singapore Idol now - hmmm..
first two contestants....were OK la...
didn't think it was very good though.

was in a very "hanging" mood today,
but oh well, i think gym made me
a little better. it was like pissed+fuming+
cannot be bothered+stone+empty+
confused all at one. haha! yea..like
what the hell's that man.....
and it was all cos ONE guy! damn!
haven't felt that in a long time and it's
like....back! urgh! i can kill myself for
making myself feel this way.
oooohhh! Singapore Idol's back! next
person's gonna sing Reflection by Christina
Aguilera.

huihui was telling me how jealous
angel is about me. like.....HELLO!
me and jason are like.....OVER man!
she's his gf now.... and she's like
jealous over me!? what for right!
i'm not even jealous of her for
cutting my r/s with jason short can!
wahahahah!!!!! angel's like making use
of huihui to get the message across to me
leh hwee!!! i find it very duh can!
angel called huihui and was telling her
nonsense la! like - her motive is so
obvious can! she's with him now - can
she like stop being so...insecure and
act like a jealous bitchy girlfriend!
like elloooooo!!!! i've moved on right,
so must u! urgh! i ACTUALLY
wouldn't mind having her as a friend -
but since she's so impossible, then
forget it. i mean i don't want like bad
blood btw us! now she's using my gd
friend to get to me. shessh! childish!
__________________________
and miss angel - if u happen to be like
popping ur head in this blog -
PLS...i'm over ur boyfriend man!
we're friends! shessh!
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sleep was gr8888t! it was raining quite
heavily and i was comtemplating to
wake up. haha! and....i slept in. haha!
zZzzzZzzz...woke up only like around
12 and my dad was knocking on my door
asking me what time i was going to
work! he thought i was on the morning
shift or something and might leave my
key @ home. wahahahah! wonder why
he isn't @ work though.....

oh my..it's near 1 and this means i gotta
get ready for work soon....
*moans and groans* hahaha! always happens
when i have to go to work! wahaha!
hopefully someone will drop by today.
actually though sonia and hwee wld drop by
today but - think not alrdy - cos they
confirmed on the dress last night @ nia's plc!
*sigh*....... gonna be another boring day
with my book in my little corner. haha!
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urgh!! i'm so angry with yvonne!!!
she called and said she can't make it for
work this sat - asked me to cover for her.
and i already told her long ago...i CAN'T!!
i'm already going for the aussie fair and
i've already planned this like even before i
started the job! so i obviously told the
boss i can't work. NOW....yvonne's like
forcing me to take over her shift to help
her cover cos jamie insists she gets someone.
so - what - no one else can work so she comes
to me and forces the shift down my throat.
like as if i owe it to her or something.
i didn't even bother about the one shift she
took away from me and she's like saying
when i need her to take over my shift - she will.
what's the meaning of that man? i had to
go down to work eventhough i had fever
a few weeks back cos no one could cover
me!! insane right! my mum was thinking
i was mad or something!! i mean...ok - i'm
not trying to be so calculative now, but since
she's being like that, fine! and the way she
talked to me was like so fierce lor! urh!
just by hearing her tone i wouldn't even
agree if i had the time! how did it come
to this stage man..... =/
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my hp died on me today! ahhhh!! damn!
i hate it when my hp dies on me! never able to
contact who i want - and it's always when i
can't use it i really need to use it.
luckily i remembered i don't have my keys to
open my door before my dad fell asleep.
if not he'll get grouchy again! hahaha!

my eyes are like so drrrrry now. more like
due to my contact lenses. it's 1 am and i just got home!
woohoooo! went over to sonia'a plc to check out
some dresses after gym. hmmm......
or should i say after the traumatising experience
i had at novena square.
shen rong came over when me and nia
wanted to go for dinner. AND...he was like
fuming mad or something la! so he started
questioning and bombarding many questions....
so...i walked ahead and left the two. ok - walk
walk walk along the covered walkway and...
suddenly, things got a more tensed up when
we got into novena. tt's when it all started -
the angry face - the signs of potential slaps
and boxes and whatever la huh. yup!!
and i....was shocked!! hahahah! i was like...
a little stunned to do anything but try to keep
that raging guy down. but oh well, he'll not listen.

987 - from the heart! haven't heard it in a long while!

anyway..........quarrell continued and nia broke
into tears when he started to grab her and all.
i mean, ya - i was shocked man n tried to pull her
away - BUT.....seriously - it's none of my prob too...
so what the heck am i doing!?? but oh well, i wanna
protect my friend la! i got so shocked seeing this
OTHER side of his! like sonia's not even traumatised
by everything while i am! i mean come on right......
how could he do this to my friend!!?? i really feel
sorry for her - and i really think it's unsafe for her
to hang around him! after today - seriously - i
wouldn't want him to be near her! right hwee!
sigh - it's really quite sad..... i could feel his anger
and fire in him just be looking at his face i got scared!
you know, like a kind of hatred you'd give only to
an enemy u wanna kill..........
yea...something like tt. how could he right...
urgh! changed e perception i had of him.
wasn't really that good in e first place - now
it's just worst - i even called hwee to see if she
could drop by if she was around! hahahah!

ok la....i never encountered such a problem
right! even my daddy won't do this to me!!
wahahahah!! i think he knows if he does
that to me - i'd probably hate him or smthng.
wahhahah! oh well....... that's my daddy la! and
i'd probably stab the guy who'd do this o me in
public esp! hahahahah! violent mun! LOL!
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anyway - i had a bad bad morning today -
@ 730 when i wanted to leave, i locked my room
door and THEN.....SHIT! my keys are inside!!
hoping my dad just left the house - i gave him like
millions of missed calls! wahahahahha! no la...
i mean - ya i did call him like mad la! like i have
no keys to get out of the house and i had to
go for a photo shoot!! i can't don't turn up for it
man! if not i relli won't know what they'll do man!
so i was burtsing my dad's and bro's hp. i won't
call my mum - cos first, she may be in class, secondly,
she's take a loooooog time to come home and lastly -
i don;t think she can even come home!
couldn't like get thru' to the 2 guys in my house -
so i called sijia to tell her about it and was like
tearing in frustration! hahahah! yea.... i was TEARING!
that's me..haha! whenever i get angry or frustrated or
whatever, i tend to cry. hahah! tear la! LOL.
same goes for my bro man! genes i guess. heheh!
AND......like ard 820 plus, my bro picked up and said
he could go home and give me keys!!!!
BOY was i relieved! hahahah! but i had to take a cab down
la huh...if not i'll be terribly late or something.
mu cab fare was a MAJOR $18!!! shesssssh!
stupid ERP la! had to pass 2 - one was 50cents &
the other 3 bucks! shessh! expensive! like
i wasn't broke enough - i gotta donate 18 bucks
to the cabs! urgh! not little man! it's like taking
a cab after midnight! maybe just a few dollars lesser.
*sigh*
anyway....... photo shoot was fine - just that i hated
the make-up. i look like some ge-tai singer can!
like blueeeee eyes and all! shessh! i think i'll
look ghastly and ghostly in the website man!
shards!!! i'm gonna look yuckie man! sighhh......
luckily i had shades, so i could hide my eyes
after the shoot! hahaha! so embarrassing
for me to walk around wif blue eyeshadow.
look like some AH-LIAN or MINA!!!
haha! true!

alright - think i'll sleep now. it's already 130...
yawn... lucky for me im working @ 330 tmr.
woohoooo! nitezz!

*yawn* it's 130 and i should be in bed now -
cos i need to rise n shine @ 645 - or maybe earlier!
shessh! im afraid ill sleep past tt time! ahhh!!!
ring ring?

anyway - josh came down to accompany me
@ katriel. nice right - heh. but he had to leave
cos he was having dinner with his parents.
anyway - work was boring today. yea.... think
i sold 4 items only. but alright la, i sold
lesser items than magaret but got more.
haha! cool eh! oh whatever! haha - anyway,
he was really sweet to go get dinner for me.
haha! nothing much but it was too much
for me anyway. 1 piece of bread would be
good enuf! =P

went for coffee - or shld i say smoothie
with him after work @ mr beans. yea, it's
good that he could make a decision! haha!
cos if i were to go out wif mr jason sia.... he'd
always say anything!!!! and like i'm also an anything
person tts why!

oh my - i'm tearing, so i'd better tuck in.
*yawn*

ok - woke up near 11 today....*yawn*
going to work in a couple of hours soon.
oh my...wonder what's the big news gonna
be and if my schedule's gonna change man!
cos one part timer's quitting - so bet it's
gonna change. and it's all cos yvonne's
mouth. lemmi tell you - that woman.....
haiz - she's just not tactful enough. hahaha!
that's all.or maybe diplomatic enuf.
think i'm gonna have bread again.
either breadtalk's ham & cheese or
somthing from province. or is it providence?
hahaha!

thinking of waking up tmr @ 6 plus just makes
me feel soooooooo tired!!! i have to reach an
unknown place by 9 man! BAD!!! think i'll
just get lost all over again! hahahah!
think i should ask someone with a street directory
to help me check.
haha!

ok - woke up near 11 today....*yawn*
going to work in a couple of hours soon.
oh my...wonder what's the big news gonna
be and if my schedule's gonna change man!
cos one part timer's quitting - so bet it's
gonna change. and it's all cos yvonne's
mouth. lemmi tell you - that woman.....
haiz - she's just not tactful enough. hahaha!
that's all.or maybe diplomatic enuf.
think i'm gonna have bread again.
either breadtalk's ham & cheese or
somthing from province. or is it providence?
hahaha!

thinking of waking up tmr @ 6 plus just makes
me feel soooooooo tired!!! i have to reach an
unknown place by 9 man! BAD!!! think i'll
just get lost all over again! hahahah!
think i should ask someone with a street directory
to help me check.
haha!

ok - today was a MAJOR LONG shopping day.
and i mean MAJOR!!!! my legs have turned into
jelly and my soles are aching!!!! and i ate like
ONE meal for the whole day! shessssssssssh!!!
talk about hungry!! ok la, i wasn't feeling hungry
anymore after looking @ my sandwich. haha!
i dunno - felt full just by looking @ it man!
maybe i got used to the hunger. yea - we walked
nearly the whole of orchard - then josh drive us over
to suntec and there was nothing there! then we
walked down to city hall - THEN...we went to
bishan...and THERE!!!!! at bishan, we found
something!!!!!!!!!!!!!! amazingly!!!!! hallelujah!
we walked from 1 plus to 9 plus man!
my poooor legs! hahaha! BUT....oh well....
at least we found SOMETHING yea hwee....

anyway...i'm like finally going back to work.
working from 330-930 tmr. oh my....
and linda's quitting!! shessssh!! and I wanted to
quit! feel so bad now tt she has lack of staff!
shit la! sigh - how to quit like that. haha!
we'll see la huh. heh -

eyyy - guess what man! i got into the top 30
female contestants for the singapore face!
WOW....amazing i made it this far with
so many people. hahaha! but the judges
were a little intimidating. well, all judges
are la huh! going for a photo shoot on
tues where i don't even know where!!!!!
some Sam Leong Street near Mustafa.
and he couldn't like give me DETAILS
about getting there - URGH!!!!

someone who happens to read this and
knows where the heck this place is -
do enlighten me...hahaha!!

anyway..it's sad that sijia's shoot is on
monday and mine's on tues!! urgh!
oh well, but nicely planned la huh. i'm off
on tues anyway and sijia can't make it
on tues. hahah! so they knew ehh....
LOL.
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i think i'm suffering from depression.
i don't know what it is - but i don't
feel good. like...... i don't know how to say.
and like jacelyn tay says - your lifestyle
really affects urself - ya...i think cos i haven't
been keeping healthy these few days -
and i haven't been going to work -
so it's like...... maybe tt's why i feel shitty.
been eating - no exercise, then been drinking.

AND- i think i can't drink! okok - i mean i
can't hold my liquor well anymore!
i hate it!!!!! how can this be!!!! maybe cos
i haven't been drinking in a long while....
*sigh*
and miss hwee here, i recently found out....
IS A BEER PERSON!!!shesssh!! do you know
why pple get beer bellies hwee???? cos they
drink beeeeeeer!!!! so don't make it a
habit ya! housepour once in awhile is good
yeaps! hahah! u probably don't like
housepour now cos u keep puking from it
right! DURHHH!

alright - it's time for me to go meet miss
hwee and shop for her DND dress!!
hopefully she won't drag me alllllll over town
and make me tooo tired to go to the gym.
it's typical of her to walk alllllll ard town
and not see anything that's nice.!!!
pray for me! LOL!

i can't sleep -
i can't close my eyes -
beginning to be paranoid?
what about?
but why?
it's stabbing deep -
tearing me apart -

it's 445am and i'm here blogging.
haha! i just can't get to sleep yet.
maybe it was the strawberry smoothie
@ coffee club had some caffeine
effect eh! hahah!
well, the WHOLE LONG decision
making session brought us to
where.....COFFEE CLUB @ somerset!
like that was after many many suggestions
man!!! we were @ MS, then @ Zouk,
then.... @ Capital Mall (is it tt? it's where
SOS is) then....... @ Boat Quay....
AND we ended up @ somerset coffee
club!!! we'll, it was alright la huh!
had fun talking with the girls. like....
yea - our topic was....coinciding. haha!
it was about guys man! and us...haha!
weird...... but we've learnt alot.
yeapssss!
coffee club wasn't a bad suggestion too.
we've learnt that - there aren't many
eye candies around and..yea... tt's
about it.

OOooHhh...saw kei there too! with
some.....girl. hahaha! hmmm....
yeap! chatted awhile before he left..
i think to meet dennis or something.
sonia commented he was not bad
looking eh! woohoooo! but that guy
ahh..... *shakes head* hahahh!

left that place ard 4+ and now..i'm home!
i've got something to blog about - but
i think morning will be a better time to blog
about it! hahahah!

oh well, i'll try to get some sleep now.
watch some TV...before i fall into a
deeeeeep sleeeeep.
niteyzzzz