151104 -//what a mess....//
my my my has it been quite some time since i've
blogged. haha! and it's been quite some time
since i last viewed hwee's blog too!
wonder if it's stagnant still or if there are updates!
weeee! hehehe....
anyway, yesterday was Hari Raya! woooo....
well, it isn't as exciting as the previous years...
but alright la huh... it's getting very very mundane.
like when it was around 2-3 yrs back, there was much
unity and excitement. like everyone would meet all at
my grandms's plc, then from there, we'll all go in one
private bus the adults hired and go visiting together.
YUP! but like for last year and this year...
it has been quite quiet.... hmm... yup!!
maybe the excitement has died and everyone's just
like....... too "tired" to plan or do much about it.
or maybe... there's just too much unhappiness
around. like people going in and out of hospital
and such. and this wed's my grandma's going for
and operation..... sigh.
anyway, talking about unhappiness, yes....
there is really much unhappiness going on
around. and it's breaking me into pieces.
i got a shock of my life after hearing what i
heard in the car yesterday....................
like... what the heck man!!!! i seriously think
that it's seriously unfair. MAJOR UNFAIR.
like what kind of person is she!!????
urgh! it urks me just thinking about her.
she's been like that since we last knew her.....
and after so long... she still hasn't changed.
come on man..... it's time to wake up!!
and that's just one news... and on the
other side... i'm accused of being a back stabber!
YES!!! never b4 alright... never b4.....
and i'm getting this from someone i really
find unfit to use that word on me. COME ON!
like who the hell is that person to call me
a back stabber right! i was freaking
f**ked up when i saw what i saw la. and
it was obvious la huh. i'm may seem ignorant and
all, but don't take me as STUPID!
i have my resources to know stuff if i wanna know.
but it was more of hurt than anger.....
like.... ya, he'd rather believe someone he
didn't know so well. not that he knows me well,
bu still....... ya... maybe he was just taking "sides"
hahahaha! yes.... it's usually the case.
but i'm not someone whu just allows someone to
mistake me and get away with it la huh.
YUP! call it spiteful or whatever... but i hate
being scolded or whatever when i know i don't
deserve it and i'm right.
so pple.... u cannot step on my tail! wahahah!
right sonia!!! hahahah! oooopsss!
ya la... sad to say... this's one bad pt i have.
but i'm usually forgiving la..... but not forgetting.
hahah! unless it isn't worth it la huh... *grinz*
singapore idol's left with the 3 pple i guessed
will stay on. olinda, sly and taufik.
wow! i wonder who's next man!!!!!
i think it's gotta be sly....hmmmmmmm.....
i guessed daph last week..haha! and it was true...
let's see if my predictions are correct! hahaha!
well well, going down to MIS to make payment for
my 2 modules starting in dec... then going down to
the gym... YEAY! then..... heading down to the library
to check out some books for school... do some pre-preparations
la huh..... i dun wanna go there and be a "sotong" man! haha!
or maybe i shld just go with shoon hong to NUS lib...
hahahah!
well well... i'm really tired... gotta wake up @ 9 tmr
morning... dont even know if i'll be able to wake up..
hahahah! think i better set alarms for both hp's! haha!
alrightie...gdniteyyyyyy!!!!