.170904.

i'm hungry and i've no lunch. ooops!
it's ok, diet diet! wahahaha! i'll just go
over to work then get my lunch there
then! hahaha!

alright, photos are up!!!
go check it out man!

.160904.

.outing with my beloved people.

i had a good day with my close buds!!
we met again!! great right! awwww.....
me and hwee went to the gym then met
up with erin and sonia after that to go
to jalan kayu for dinner!!! yummmy!!
we had..... pratas...and mee goreng...
and roti john! hahaha! it was alot ahhh!!
esp after the gym and all la! BAD!!!
ok, nvm....
we took photos like mad la! haha! @
jalan kayu, then on the way to the bus stop..
then at the bus stop! LOL!

ok, then we headed to erin's house to watch
singapore idol!!! yeaaa!! and that STUUUPID
beverly got in!! shesssh!! why!!!???
she's sooo over confident laaaa!!!! stupid!
so happy that sylvester got in la, but in the
end that beverly got in too! so shitttty!
and that benjamin eio soooooo cute!!! LOL!!
but sonia doesn't agree! she thinks david yeo's
cute la.... hymph! and she's infatuated with
sylvester la!! wahahaha! kidddding!
he's charming in a way la..but very "taiwanese
band member" pattern. haha!
and oh well, today's the last we'll see of that
cute malay guy haizad....cos he's OUT! and
so is benjamin....awwwwwwwww......
the 2 cuties are OUT!

anyway...i say "momo" today!!!! he's erin's
retriever!!!! soooo cute!! but i was afraid that
it'll jump up on me, so i was a little..... scared.
haha! but there were 2 more afrraid people!!!
hwee and sonia!! sonia best la..wahahah!
her reaction was soooo funny when momo
peeped in the room!! LOL!!
unforgetttttttable! LOL! =)

all in all, i reckon we all had a gooooood time!
hmm.... i think this will also be the last time
we'll be meeting before the day erin leaves....
=( =( =( =(
SAD!!!! sigh...... there goes a friend....
photos will be up sooooooon!
tiring day!

.result gained!!.

ooohh - i had a veryyyy good time @ the gym!
hahaha! altogether, i had near 35 mins on the
stomp machine and combat and weights!!!
yeayyy!! and erin said i lost weight and sonia
said my levis look big on me...!!! woohooooo!!!
levis is size 25 man! coool! means i've lost a lil weight
eh! not bad! more to come! hahahah!
more stomping ah sonia!! hahaha!
really really works! ehh..but becareful ah,
later our butt gone ah! wahahah!!!
like our chests! wahahahah!!!

.160904. 1230pm .

i woke up feeling a little lost. heh - wonder y.
the feeling was just..lost. heh. probably lost
track of time or somthing eh...
it's dark and gloomy outside. like it's gonna
storm again.
hmmm...why must it always rain??
the clouds seem to cry everyday that
it's irritating me...
cos of the showers it's blessing us with,
i gotta bring an extra something to
shelter myself with. and it's no fun going
out when the sky'd all grey.

ahhh...the tears have dropped from the sky...
*sigh*
anyway, my flu's gone! yipppie!
hh, better not say anything too soon or
the tap will start running again!
it's time for lunch....let's see what's
on the menu today...

i don't mind not knowing what i'm headed for,
you can take me to the sky,
it's like being lost i heaven,
but i'm lost in your eyes.
i just felt,
don't know why,
something's there we can't deny,
and when i first moved, was when i first looked at you.
and if i can't find my way,
and salvation seems worlds away,
oh i'll be fine..when i'm lost in your eyes.
i get weak in your eyes,
isn't this what's called romance,
oh i'll be fine,
when i'm lost in your eyes.

mun looks back @ the photos.... and....
mun misses her hair.....
*sob*

.150904.

alright, the voting of the singapore face thingy
ends today man! LOL...
well, let's all put ur hands tgt and pray me and
sijia won't win ok! LOL!!
waaa...i'm sooo full! wahah! i had like so much today!
i had vegetarian bihun and mock meat and
my favourite...ermm..that crispy crispy thingy.
LOL.

.influenza?? bird flu?? LOL!.

anyway, today was a miserable day.
miserable sales and miserable state....
i was down with a bad flu the whole day!!!
even when i went down to P.S after work!!!!
i was cold and i was sneezing like mad!
and soon...i became rudolf the red nose reindeer...
*sigh*
yea...and apart from the flue thing, i lost
my cardigan today.... YA!!! i lost such a big object!
think i slinged it over my bag and it slipped
off w/o me realising. that's the most logical
explanation.... cos i was feeling cold in the shop
and there, i was looking for my cardigan!!
ehhhhh....it's not here!!! shesssh!
i was so cold i had to ask the guard to tune down
the aircon - or maybe off....
BUT.... i was still sneezing like mad la..
till now my nose is still a little runny....
urgh! i can't stand my nose! everytime
i get flu, i feel like chopping it off!! it's
irritating! .........................................

why do i feel so miserable nowadays man!
shesssh!

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status

i'm miserable.
my hair's in a mess -
and all of a sudden, i feel that
everything else is in a mess....
i know i'm feeling sore,
but i just don't know what's
bothering inside....
confused??

.more pics.

http://phexz.multiply.com/photos/album/2

and here - u can view more of today's NEW
DISASTEROUS CUT & COLOUR!!!!

.140904.

i hope i don't win in the singapore face - but IF
i do get in... i know whatta do already! tell them i
can't make it for the shoots and i'll get disqualified!!
WAHAHAHAH!!! but that's IF i win..LOL!

.tremendously horrible hair day.

my hair looks like shit. i think it's worse than
shit!!!! first, my hair's short and tt's not the
prob, the person layered it tooooo much AND
now, it looks "pong pong"!!!!! cos it's
too layered and all's short!!!! URGH!!!
ok, next, is the HIGHLIGHT COLOUR!!!!
it's bad! the base colour's ok, but the
highlight colour's ORANGE!!! darn! it wasn't
supposed to be that colour!!!! and if i
wanna chng colour, i bet gotta add more $$...
and it all costs $110.... and i hate it!!
really hate it!!! i even spent my time @ the
gym LOOKING @ myself in the mirror!!!
it was a miserable time!!!!! MISERABLE!!!!
i really hate it! cos of the colour! but i think....
i'll get used to it. surprisingly... my mum didn't
scream..maybe she was already in a sour mood.
my dad hasn't seen it... ooops!
but i hate it! according to hwee, i looks like tina turner
or maybe a LOLLIPOP!!! wahahah! cos it's
"pong pong" like i said..so it looks BIG on top..
ok la, not THAT big, but...bigger than usual!
sigh - i'm trying to be ok with the whole haircut
and thingy....*sigh*
it really spoilt my day...............................

.lost phone.

sonia lost her phone in the gym today....
really feel sad for her. cos if i lost my phone,
i'll have to answer to my parents AGAIN...haha!
so irritating right..shldn't have taken fotos
right sonia.... im partially to blame???
sob....
anyway...whatever happened and however
you feel inside..... just let it out ok. don't
lock it inside - cos it's no use. u'll feel
worse. i'm here if u need a shoulder ok!=)
*winks*

.summing up.

mun had a bad day..................
and it's all cos of the hair.
i hate it.
or maybe, i should just get used to it.

(ok, i'm trying to get the pic of my new haircut up - but
it just can't upload here - stupid blog! u can go see
@ my multiply account! -
http://phexz.multiply.com/photos/album/5)

.paranoid.

ok... i really really hate my hair.
ever since amy and steph came over and
said that i look more like "my own kind"...
i've been hating my hair!!!!
ahhhh!!!!! i makes me look....errmmm....
you should know la sonia... i hate that word!!
and now, sonia loves to use it against me
cos she knows i hate hearing it.!!
arggghhh!! but what confirms it that
i won't look like "ONE" after having a
hair makeover???!!!!
arrrhhh!!! am i just over paranoid?!
haha!
i dunno - i think i'm just thinking too
much nowdays...kinda bad right!
and wheni think too much -
not very healthy la huh....
urgh!
i NEEEED a hair makeover....
but i think my mum will KILL
and SLAUGHTER me after she see's
my dyed hair....OoOOOOoppppSSS!!!!

[NOW]
happy or sad: not too happy..not too sad? in a stony mood..
sleepy or awake: quite awake
hungry or full: neither...
dirty or clean: clean
single or taken: single.. (but i feel like i'll never find the right one. LOL)
alone or with someone beside u: like i said..i'm single and alonein my room.hah!
sick or healthy: physically healthy..mentally ....unsound. LOL!

[WHAT]
you last ate: green peas.. LOL!
you last drank: water
you wearing now: shorts n tank top
are you thinking of: errr... possibly him..darn!
are you wishing for: i shan't think.... the best for my fam i suppose.
do you overuse: my phone
do you take for granted: parents.. i'm just too relient..

[WHO]
do you miss the most: ..............
do you love: ...............
do you feel most happy with: my friends!
makes u sleep: sleep? as in boring? haha! hmmm.....
makes you cry: afew pple made me cry...no ONE makes me cry..
makes you angry: ermm..i think there's someone..just dunt know whu.
enlightens you: my friends=)
ill-treats you: no one! haha!

[WHEN]
is your birthday: 18th october!!
is your wedding anniversary: not married!
is the happiest day of your life: errr....
is the saddest day of your life: hmmm.... don't rem..
did you last swear: is darn considered??
did you last have a fight: hmm..quite sometime ago.
did you last cry: hmmm...few weeks ago..

[HOW]
do you break off with someone: explain and hope things will still be gd..
do you overcome depression: err..nowadays..i go to the gym....it's good u know!
everything will just start to linger away when u workout!!!
do you pass your time: at work i make earrings, and other than tt...i go out??
do you pass your exams: study?
do you find yourself: a normal girl with normal problems and great friends.

[WHY]
do you normally get angry: cos someone stepped on my toe.
are you doing this survey: cause i'm passing time...

.130904.

sonia came down to look for me then we went
down to town together to look for erin's prezzie.
well, we got...part of it. heh. well hwee, think
we'll settle the prezzie for u ok! u just give us a
lil comments if u want to... ya! cos u're part of it!
we all must like it! and we need to take a photo...
that's the big part yea! yea..maybe more than one
la huh.... cos it's like i think it's hard to just agree
that ONE photo is nice. hahaha! like everyone
will look good and all. LOL!.

.itinery.

yea..i'm trying to get tmr's itinery planned out.
if i'm going to get my hair dyed.,.... what time shall
i set out ?? and shld i go there to cut my hair??
if i'm going to the gym, then i gotta set out early!
and of course i'm going to the gym!! it's tuesday!
ok wait... lemmi see...

1. 11- let's say.... 2-3 :: saloon
2. 2/3 - 4plus :: spotlight
3. then...to the gym!!!

hmmm....gd right.... but i wanna watch "days of our lives"
!!!!! sigh..i always can't get to watch it...
hmmm...i should watch the encore today @ 2am man!
haha! tt's if i can keep my eyes open man!

-ohhh botherrr.......-

sigh - it's really borthering me even if i think i really
won't be bothered.... tt stupid retrenchment....!!!
urgh! it really sounds bad right! they had the 1000
the other time...now it's another 1000!!???
shessshh! 1000 leh..not 100! how many staff do they
have in the whole airport man!??!
maybe i should just study locally - skip afew years...
then go do air stewarding for awhile??? good idea!!??
LOL! madness! think my mama will just KILL
me if she knows i go stuff like air stewarding...
she's such a stereotypist la! haha! i'm not any
better i must admit...like mother like daughter..LOL!

current indepth ::

.130904.


.failed mission.

aiya! like damn angry lor! i wanted to cut my
hair and the salon i usually go to like no one
working la! like no customer then tell me to wait
40 mins la!!! cos one doing hair dye for customer
and the other doing own hair treatment. waaa!!
angry! nvm.... think i won't go back there already
la.... cos all the previous hair dressers are gone
la!!! they used to have good business and gd
hair dressers!!! and they all ran away!! urgh!!
sad....=( =( =(
maybe i'll see what the raffles place salon
can do for me... then tmr i might just go dye
and cut hair. my hair looks damn plain......

.another 100 gone??.

anyway...SIA is doing the retrenchment
practice again.... my mum said another 1000
people!! ahhhh!!! so my dad's position is in
the hot seat man! .......................
soo....i better start being thrifty.... cos i
really find it hard to save ah! so many things to
buy .... LOL! hmmmmm......
what if my dad get's retrenched???
oohhh my..what's he gonna do man??
then my aussie plans will go...... *fly fly fly....*
*sob*......=(
hmmmm...let's all pray la huh....

.housework.

anyway, my mum's hand's are getting worse..
she said the doc said it's some...i forgot the
proper name la huh....
something starting from "A". can't really be
cured. it looks like ur hands are allergic to smthng
and it'll start to peel and all.... kinda bad.
it's heriditary i think..... cos her sister has it..
and i went like...

mun: am i going to get that too!!?? like is it gonna
happen to me???

mum: hmm..maybe. so u better take gd care of ur hands.

mun: what!!! oh no.!!!! think i shall never do the
dishes and touch anything too strong already!

mum: no! don't be stupid! it's not now!

mun: but u gotta takecare from young right... aiyooo!!

ya....that's our conversation..LOL! insensitive right!
wahahaha! but she knows i'm like that. i'm an idiot
la! hahaha! ohh well..i know that i gotta help do
house work now..since she already hinted my
younger brother has been very helpful. and like
i'm always not home......so..ya. period. heh. i
get it mum.....

What carebear are you??

Tenderheart BearYou are thinker, organizer,
peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have
a power to command attention and people listen
to you. However, you are often so concerned about
not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell
them what they need to hear and this gets you
both into trouble. But you always have loyal
friends to help you out.

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there's supposed to be a carebear pic there!!!!
an orange care bear!! stuuuupid blogger!!!
big time alot of probs now man!

status @ 1217am::

i'm currently......hungry!!!!!!!!

.120904.

went down to bishan J8 to watch "GARFIELD"
with sonia just now and it was funny!! LOL!
heh - but it was a little irritating cos of the
kids beside us. noisy la! ok la, she show was nice
lor! i wanna watch 13 going on 30!!!!
waiting for it to come out man!

anyway.... let's switch to something more interesting
and current. cham pork shoe.......
urgh! she made me angry for a little while
saying that she's interupting and intruding
and all. like..... hello dear friend!!! u'll always
be my best bud!!! i don't want it to be like
a ...."huh? dun want la..feel very extra.."
kind of situation ok! i really hate it when stuff
like that happens and all... esp within two gd
friends.... sigh..
and ah! i was telling her that i think she doesn't
like clubbing with me and sonia, but prefers
going with june and vince.... and..ms hwee said..
different objective???!!!! what!!!
big time question mark ah!!!! aiiyyyooo!!!
i was like fuming laa!!! sorry ah hwee - i was
really fuming la!! when we club, it's always
alot of dancing and drinking what.... same goes for
u what! u from hate puking to puke and puke
ahhh!!! terrible!!! aiya.....but whatever it is...
i'm trying to understand where u're coming from
and i hope....u won't feel whatever u're feeling
for long...... ok! don't keep urself in boon lay and
shun urself from us ok!!!! that's the result!!!!!
*sigh*

went down to my cousin's house @ queen astrid
park cos he called me and wanted to talk
to me about aussie. so went down to his place
then he sent me home, cos i told him i didn't have
time - supposed to meet sonia @ tpy @ 715
@ tpy and i ended work @ 540. and i still
had to go home. but oh well, since he's
sending me home, we chatted in the car.
and his place is only like 5-10 mins
away from holland v man... more like 5 mins away!
wahaha! cos the bus was fast!
luckily his mummy (my aunt) wasn't home.
bleh!!! i dunch like her!! my daddy's side
hmm..or is it my mum's side..wahahahah,
so not close and she's very snobbish
just cos she got married to this angmoh-indian
guy and all...bleuksss!!
i mean..she's friendly and all la, but aiya....
u know la... she's just arrogant and snobbish
in a certain way. haha! me and my cousins
like to bitch about her... when we get together
@ her house during new year.
but i tell you, her son, which is that cousin
of mine..... is cute!! wahaha! that mixed look
and all - charming!
ya, anyway i also don't see much of him
cos he studied abroad. duhhh..haha!

.120904.

my goodness! i can finally blog! i dunno
what's wrong, but just now, i couldn't even
type in the space provided. irritated the
shit outta me. LOL! i get very easily irritated..
so ya..... haha!

anyway, photos of the BBQ is up..
goodie! it's kinda little la, cos it's
just photo's of me, pam and sonia.
so very limited. haha! we only had
ONE photo taken of the 3 of us! sad!

hmm..think i have to go for combat
alone today. haha! cos like ms hwee and
sonia don't wanna go. no la, hwee want's
to do light weights and pilates... sonia i don't
know. for me, i need to do cardio and all.
i hate going all the way to the gym w/o
feeling like i've not done a good workout.
LOL!

so boring..i'm working morning again tmr.
i wanna change shift! i don't like morning! hahaha!
but if i work morning....i can watch my 9pm show!
wahahha!

anyway...i wanna cut my hair and i wanna
dye my hair!!! it's time u know!!!!
like i haven't cut it in a very long time
and my hair all black like some oriental
woman - with like ends of brown.
wahahah! baddd!! but i want pauline to
do my hair!!!! sad! she went missing!
i hope i'll bump into her near my estate!
cos she stays here! pauline!!!!! why did
u quit and not tell me!!? LOL!
like whu am i right...she has so many
customers! LOL!
k la, if it's fated i go back to her to cut
my hair, i'll prob bump into her near my estate.
LOL!

sonia, pam & i @ pam's bro's BBQ!

.110904.

well well, today september eleven again. the day
where the plane crashed in to that building
killing many people and changed our lives....
heh...

well, went to pam's bro's birthday BBQ today.
it was really nice and fun in a certain way. haha!
it was like, pam and sonia and pam's family
and all. and it was very warm and welcoming
cos her family and relatives were very friendly.
haha! yea... and not forgetting.. pam's brother -
the younger one, marcus, is SUCH AN EYE CANDY!
yes! he is! but he's 16..... and he's like 1.7++!!
wow! think he's gonna be quite tall when he's my
age eh! wahaha! sadly, he's 16... wahaha!
well, we took afew photo @ the BBQ...
it's like only afew la... of me, sonia and pam..
sadly no brother's pic! ah! shld have taken one
with him then can let u guys see see. LOL!

anyway, business was quite slow today
over @ katriel.. sigh - tt's why i hate working in the
morning. my commission will be even lower man!
hahaha! and i'm finally on talking terms
with that "snobbish aunty" @ the shop opposite
me!! LOL! i mean..ya! we were like talking and
talking la..haha! and when i was about to leave,
i was like..."BYEEE!!!"
hahaha! with a biggg smile! woohoooo!
mun's mad la! trying to please everyone.
wahah! but she's nice la.... just hope she doesn't
throw a javeline behind my back.

anyway, i was usuing my mum's facial products
and all in her washroom....
EH! quite good leh! she uses this product
from indonesia. they're actually very famous
and Her World recommended their facial
saloon. like one of those good one's to go to
when u're in batam...YUP!
she uses their products - and it's made of
natural ingredients...rose and turnip and cucumber..
and whatever nonsense la!
hmmm...and it's cheap! WWWAAAA!!!
better still, she buy! wahaha!
hmmm...think i better stop using lancome
for awhile and test her products...hmm...
gd idea right! hahah! hhah! i just went
to tell her to go get me the cleanser
and toner. wahaha! try the cucumber one..
haha! cucumber's gd for the face!
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mun smell's a rat.........
and sometimes when i smell one,
i'll really find that rat.....
and i hate it when i find it..
cos i hate rats...
yeeks!
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