throw away the chance
let love fly away
till love comes again
i'll be ok

.boring saturday.

i wanna watch a show - but no one's free to watch!
and jason's in thailand.....cant watch show with him./...
=( =(
and the only people available are people i don't wanna
watch with....LOL!!!
sob...

was watching phonebooth on channel 58 while
eating dinner. haha! quite an interesting show.
now, there's eight legged freaks on channel 60! haha.
guess that's gotta be my entertainment for the night
man! cable TV!
hahaha! but eight legged freak's kinda.... DUH!
big giant spiders....hahahah!

anyway, i'd probably make my way down to
wildwildwet this monday - yeayyyy!! finally!
hahahaha! can't wait!!!!!
but sonia can't go..............so sad!!! maybe next time
we'll go together ok! there's this promotion....
that WALL'S ICE CREAM is having, $49
for 2dy/1night stay at chalet + 2 tickets to WWW
and something else - can u beat that!!! $49!!!!!
WHAO!!!
hahahah! maybe we can go do that another time k...
b4 the promotion ends of something. jhahaha!
it's quite a good deal! =)

.what was yesterday all about???.

i really thought what happened yesterday was weird...
it was like...... major alot of drinks!!
but amazingly...i didnt puke!!!! and i wasnt drunk!
ya....but sonia was abit of in "la la land" already!
jhahaah!! all no thanks to mr reemus for buying
each of us a "WATERFALL" to drink!!!
goodness!! it was - disgusting! it was soooo pure
and ultra strong! *BLUEKS*
and b4 that i had like a few jugs - and they were
ultra strong as well! stooopid michelle had to get
drinks from xavier la!! shessh!
and i had a lychee martini and a tequila pop!
ahhh! my favourite lychee martini! if i didn't
remember wrongly it was from joshua.
then...after that i had 3 shots of "sex in the beach!"
........................... hahahah! loveliest most soothing
drink! hahahah!
and after all that - i was still standing still....
ok...not really still, but standing..hahaha!
was really stone though - so as usual, i kept quiet...
like my head was spinning like mad so i wasnt much
in the mood to do anything but sit.....
la la la la la la la.....................................................
what can i say - aftermath was weird...
that's what i can say.....
i still really wonder why those stuff happened..haha!

me on Singapore Idol:

ok, is it me or is the quality of e singapore
idol contestants deteriorating???
i mean what's is singapore up to???
i feel like they've taken the good ones
away and left afew bad ones! like
come on! do u really think singapore
can be the best judge to this competition!
what's keeping the contestants in the
competition would be......FANS!!!
u have to have fans to stay in the competition,
which is NOT the main aim of this right!
it's totally wrong! they took out jessea
and that...what's her name - the
"girl that people don't like" belinda is it???
i mean...YES...i admit i hate her guts and
over confidence and all, but.....she was a good
singer! yes...better than people like
1. Christopher Lee
2. Jerry...Ong i think...
YA!!! see - even the judges agree with me!
shessh! it's really a shame man! i dunno
about how danid yeo has been doing - cos
i dun relli keep up with this show,
but i'm sure he sounds better than these 2....
hmmm....
and sylvester sim didn't do well at all in the
theme disco - and it proves even more than
he's not an all rounder - which an idol should
be. heh... hmmm.... but i really thought
Olinda was good today! vocals aspect that is...
her dressing was....horrendous! haha!
ok la, it was that DRAPE THING over her la!
look like some...nightclub singer! aahahah!!
and maia lee....still like that la...
vocals are strong... but the way she dresses and all...
very "cheap" kind... like what the judges said
today la.... i mean, u must have a good overall
that's what i think - she gives me the impression
of a .......... performer for those pubs...u know!
hahahah! but her vocals r good la! heh....
sad to say, me and sonia ain't relli fans of hers!
hahah!
and THANKS to watching singapore idol.......
i found out the title of the song i've been
searching for like a LONG time! hahahah!
and it was sang by the last singer, taufik!

Earth, Wind and Fire - September

LOL!! great song!! but it's a little of the 80's
version la....i mean the original. i need to find
the remix man! the ones that they play in
clubs! hahhaha!

anyway, think there'll be a Singapore Idol 2
right. hopefully it'll be better. i'm really quite
clueless on who'll be the winner in Spore idol...
cos i don't see any....potential tanya chua's or
sun yan zi's.... wahahha! or probably ah du!
hahaha! like all very kinda mediocre..
heh.... hmmm...serious....who'll be the winner..
*shrugs*

You're red! You feel things more than most people
and you're almost always upfront about how you
feel.

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.won't u find this familiar??.

Love & Fool are walking in a village
Love falls into a well
WHY?
Cause Love is blind
Fool also jumps inside
WHY?
A fool will do anything for love

Take the quiz: "What'>http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=1744">"What do you love about making love?"

Love
You are a lover of love. You love to love and be loved. You are perhaps a hopeless romantic but those are rare nowadays. Think of it as a gift. Whether you are saving yourself for that special someone or you have already found him or her. You are part of an almost extinct species of human. The kind that believe in true love... Because love is truly beautiful!

.delayed.

i woke up late for my appointment - cos i slept like
@ 7am yesterday....*yawn*
then i called them and they said i could go get
the results and see the doctor anytime.
hmmm....maybe i subconsciously didn't
wanna wake up on time to get the results......
haha! cos i'll be going alone...haha! =(
maybe la huh.... sonia called me @ 130,
think to remind me or check on me....
but i didn't hear it...hehe...
anyway, i think there's really nothing wrong
with me.... maybe just wrong identification
and such - false alarm??
yea...so i'm thinking of not going for the IVU....
*sigh*...........

.last night.

last night was a night....... hmmm.....
how should i say.... i felt free?
i dunno - maybe cos i was so darn high
and wanted to fly @ a point of time ....
that i went literally mad .......
and almost got every single worry out
of me....... which usually doesn't happen.
hmm...i also dunno what got into me
yesterday.... but it's lucky that sonia was
with me.... ...........
i just hope i dun get drunk on friday...
cos the next day......i gotta be @ my graduation!!
hahaha! i dun wanna look shitty on my graduation
man! LOL!
*sigh* if only the crowd on sat wasn't that
shitty, i'd rather celebrate on sat...
so the next day would simply be a rest day....
for both me and sonia! hhahahah!
i have to wake up @ like 9!
shesssh!

.something i should have said a long time ago.

there wasn't a need to lie,
cos i'll understand.
i'll understand that there won't be much future for us.
anyway, i understood that a long time ago,
just that i couldn't let u go.
but now i know,
that you're really not the one
i should be waiting for.
cos you have proved yourself to be really what they said.
plain selfish.
i was wrong to have not listened,
and i was wrong to think that you're not what they say.
i should have known from the start.
i should have listened.

testing 1,2,3...
stupid blogger!

.friends? or best transactional partners?.

to what extremes would u go for a good friend?
and when you do something for a friend, do you
actually, subconsciously, want something in
return? maybe not now, but someday.
it's really aches thinking about this issue.
does this world really have to revolve in a two way
relationship. even with friends?
i don't wanna believe it but, i really think it's true.
even between good or best friends, it has to
be that way. like the mentality goes, "i did this for
her, so why can't she do this "oh-so-small" thing
for me?"
and having just this small mentality, can really break
you into pieces.

.waivering.

i seriously don't feel like going down to get
my results alone.... hmm...
maybe i won't even go down to get the
results tmr...... =(
and it's sickening irritating having the pain
at the side of my tummy! like why the heck man!
it's so pain and it comes and goes! has been
3 days now!

.powderful england.

i realise sometimes my ENGLISH, when i'm
blogging gets shitty! like the grammar and stuff.
and when i start reading my blog, i'll be like....
what the heck is THAT! hahah! and i didn't even realise
it when i'm typing... hehe.. maybe cos i'm typing
too fast and i tend to have typo errors - like ALWAYS!
heh...

.sashimi for u??.

i wanna eat my salmon sashimi!! hehe - maybe i
shall go eat it on my bday - cos on monday's
they have like one-for-one red plates @ certain
outlets! so u get 2 plates of sashimi for the price
of one!! cool eh! hahahah! yummmmmyyy!!!
who wanna go eat!?? haha! and sakae sushi has
given me a $20 voucher for my bday. haha!
that's the perks of attaining that VIP card!
ghahahaha!
AND SONIA---> i really think u have a great
memory. haha! cos the crepes and creme voucher
they gave me....... yup!! minimum spending of $30...
and not $20 like i said!
haha! yea.... u're really good at all this memory stuff
ya! i don't even remember what time's my
appointment @ the clinic and u do! shessh!

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blogging at "dream a little dream of me" makes
me feel good - yet - it makes me feel shitty.
cos after i pour it all out, i start reading,
and i start thinking....
but having to chance to pour it there,
gives me a sense of relief....
but still as empty.

went down to TMC today to check out my stuff.
hmmm..... if i do my degree in spore, i'll be left
with either Deakin or Curtin uni...hmmm... kinda
sad right! hahaha.... but i think Curtin's better leh...
hmm...but it's damn far!!!
it's like...near labador park?? is it spelt that way??
hmmm..... ya! west side! shessh!
like how'd i get there man! hahah!
hmmm....and if i do it in TMC - i'll start in December....
wow....ermm...kinda fast right. wahahah!
yea...

.clean and green?? HOW???.

anyway, i was just talking to sonia about spore wanting
us to keep the country clean and green - WITHOUT any dustbins!!!
YA!!!! i find it stupid and so contradicting!
u tell us not to litter... and u don't place a dustbin for us to
throw litter...DUH right....
and u place 3 dustbins all at one place!!!!
like...can't u learn how to seperate or scatter them!?
shessh! so contradicting the way they say "No Littering"
yet they don't place a dustbin that's conspicuos enough
to be seen. big EG...the MRT station. don't u realise
they took away all the dustbins at the stations! sheesh!

i'm inlove with lingerie! wahahah!
sooooo nice right..hahah! current fetish? ooops!
let's go shop for undies sonia! hahaha!
we went to this new lingerie shop @ suntec...
and we saw some nice stuff!! nice nice pretty pretty!

ok, i need to end here... cos i've so much on my
mind now.... *dizzy dizzy*.....

i won't be going to work this whole week!
yeayyy!! hmmm....but it's kinda boring.
sourcing out for a new job. something which
teaches me like more stuff instead of doing
the same stuff again and again. hmmmm....

making my trip down to TMC later...finally!
gonna bring my admission letters there -
to see u noe... since aussie has already accepted
me, can i just use it here and do my last yr
over in aussie instead. maybe by then, i'd be
more settled to actually go over. hmmm....
think semester starts like next year feb, same as
in aus. so i have quite alot of time to spare...
which is...NO good!!!

helped mr vincent mok book his IPPT test date
online just now. and he was the one asking me
so many questions about it?????
like i'm a guy who has gone thru IPPT like
that!

//what's with my stomach man...my lefty's
been painful eversince yesterday!!//

woooooopss!!!
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i like jay zhou's songs...but i just can't catch what
they're trying to say! so....muffled! hmm...
it's his singing that is!
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.graduation ceremony.

it's this 16th oct.... and i have to wake up early.
and i know i'm gonna have major eye problem
on that day...cos the night before i'll be celebrating
my early b'day @ chinablack!!!...........
ooohhh my! and lemmi see...i need to reach ritz
carlton....by..........................AHHH!!!!!
11am!!!!!!!!
ohhhhhhhhh dear!!!! think i'll probably fall asleep
@ the graduation...wahahahah!!! or....probably not!
cos MISS YUE HUIHUI will be there entertaining
my ear!!!!!! hahahah! there's always lots to talk about
with her around! wahahaha! think i'd better get
my outfit ready the day before so i won't need to
rush in the morning! hahaha! DADDDY!!!!
he's always the helpful one who'll help me iron
my clothes! hmphy! unlike my muummmmy!!!
always saying i should be the one helping her!
wahahahah! it's still my daddy who loves me best
eventhough we don't REALLY talk much..wahah!
the quiet quiet kinda love..wahahahah!!!
like what the heck am i rubbishing about!!! i'm bias!
hahaha! i'm chattier with my mother eventhough we can
end up in quarrels when we talk about issues we don't see
eye to eye to. hahaha! she has her stand, and i have mine.
and i think she's always stereotyping people and stuff...
which i think... i do to. haha! like mother like daughter.
LOL! oh well..... runs in the blood. we stand to what we
think .... wahhaha! perceptions usually ruin............

.hospital visiting!!!!.

i'm gonna visit my aunty in hospital tmr.
WA!!! so nice of me right...hahahah!!!
actually i was talking to her online - asking her about
her late husband (my late uncle tt is). he was chinese and all,
and i wanted to understand how things went well for them.
hmm..i was never close to him cos i seldom see him.
neither of us were hardly at grandma's...so explains why.
hahaha! yea, so she was like asking me to go down to
the hospital tmr cos she'll be warded in @ 2pm...
and she never told me why she's going for surgery either..
and she told me not to tell anyone...
not even my mummy!!! hmmmmmmmmmm..........
should i???but i can't! maybe i can tell my mummy
to keep quiet! hahahah! YA!! cos my mummy says
she never gossips with my aunties!! she just sits and listens!!!!
WHAHHAHAH!!! RIGHT HWEE!!!
hilarious....but possibly true. cos my mum's that kind.....
if it doesn't concern her, she'll just keep quiet..
hahah! unlike her daughter! everything also wanna know!
hahahaha! then everything also wanna have a say. wahahah!!
THAT'S ME!!! even if it's not my problem....
i have to get what i think about the situation OUT!!
hahahah!..........hmmm....in a positive manner -
i'd say it's a good thing, cos i can atleast advice -
but....... in a negative way......- i'm a KPO! wwooops!!
i'd like to see it in a positive manner - cos i myself
mean e positve manner! hahah! i feel for many! haah!
big heart....YA RIGHT!
ya...anyway, it's gonna be @ SGH....ahhh....
like how am i supposed to get there....
i PERSONALLY....HATE hospitals...
and the only hospital i'm familiar with is TTSH!
hahahah! cos i studied there, i visit pple there, i went to A&E
there...and i went for check ups there..hahah!
so tt's my hospital! wahahah!
SGH..........................................errr.................
*shurgs* thought of walking there alone kinda creepy...
hahah! think sonia and hwee would know...me walking there..
looking around like a really totally lost & clueless
person! haha! it'll all be shown on the FACE! hehehe...
then...gonna wear so nice to the hospital again,
cos going down to chinablack after that...hahah!
people will loooooooooooooooooooook again! like @ TTSH...
hahaha!
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ok, i'm in pain all over again.....
my stomach's killing me.............................

.pretty painted nails.

i painted my nails in "grape" colour...
so pretty!! now i gotta go clean em' off....
before my mummy calls em' vampire nails again!
mummy mummy mummy!!!!!

.thank God for cousins!!!!.

yeayyy!!! my cousin msged me telling me to go to
microsoft.com to get rid of those unwanted spyware
pop-ups!!! haha, and i didn't even tell him abt this prob...
or did i??? but think tt was quite sometime ago!
hahahah!
and i suppose he remember! thank God for cousins
in the IT induz. hahaha!! he and his bro, IT freakazoids!
hahah! that really do come in handy. hahahah! oooops!
if u're suffering from the same problem.....
go to www.microsoft.com and on the right, i think,
there's this thing on how u can get rid of those
spyware pop-ups! cool?!

so showed me afew watches today thru MMS.
very nice! i want the paul frank one!
hahah! and the black, leather strap one..
nice right! hah!

hmmm...just finished blogging in the other one.
hahah! made it up nicely alrdy..heh..
*yawn*
been home but feel really tired....
tired from too much thinking. heh..

ahhh!!! i can't connect to MSN messenger man!
it's shitty! think it has been like 1 hr since i
tried logging on! shesssh!

anyway, HWEE.... u were talking about meaningful
blogging right...instead of daily scribbles..haha!
it's in my other blog ya....... LOL! how'd u want
me to display my feelings & thoughts here
like a showcase??? LOL! haha.

.111004.

it's good to have chatted with erin for the past 2 days..
nice to see that she's settling ok down in aussie.
kinda sad to know that she broke down on
her 2nd day there, but i think it's usual. for me, i think
i'll be sure to break down think maybe even on the first night!
hehe...OHH!!! erin's online!!!
anyway..... ya..i'm more of an emotional person and
a thinker, so it's easier to think of sorts and .....*sobz*
hahahaha!! my fren in aussie was like, okok,
why don't u just stay there and do ur studies. i'll
come over and visit u when i'm done ok! hahah!
so sweet of him right..haha! some indonesian guy i
knew while in st francis. hehe....
anyway, it's really really nice to know our dear
girl is doing fine in aussie - erin!! don't let kenny bully
u over there ok!!! we'll all be looking forward to
spending christmas with u ok!!! maybe afew days
before or smthng..wahahah!! we know............ =)
it was really good to see her on web cam too...=)
seeing her makes a whole big diff - but i think
we should get the microphone...LOL!! then
it'll really be different!!! with the 4 of us??
ehh..possible not? hahah! it'll be soooo good!!!!
anyway, remember our bikinis!!! LOL!

anyway, think i'm gonna apply for marketing intern
with I.S magazine - cos they're looking for one..haha!
maybe i'll pick up the ropes eh..hehe. we'll see yea...

anyway i don't think i would wanna go cel my bday
on sat @ C.B.... last sat was bad! cos there were lots
of malays!!!! yikesss!! and like 11+ to 12+ ......
was BAD..cos they were hogging the platform la!!
irritating...then cos of that - missed dancing quite
a few songs...hahaha! shessh! so maybe go cel on
friday better. hahaha! but luckily the later part of the
night, we could enjoy our turn up there! LOL!

ahhhh!!!! i gotta go back for my xray results on
the 14th! aiks! now i gotta go myself..... cos sonia
has started work.... *sobz*
i hate going to polyclinics.... esp alone! when i gotta wait
sooooo long!!! *sigh*
should i even go back and take the results? take so
many xrays for what i also dunno - i doubt there's
anything wrong with me anyway..............

hmm...gotta go clean of my pretty painted nails...
haha! not very pretty though...

ok, you gotta read this - LOL!
see if u can even answer them!


A first grade teacher, Mrs Brooks was having trouble with
one of her students. The teacher asked, "Johnny what is your problem?"
Johnny answered, "I am too smart for the first Grade.
My sister is in the third grade and I am smarter than she is!
I think I should be in third grade too."
Mrs Brooks had enough. She took Johnny to the principal's office.
While Johnny waited in the outer office, the teacher explained
to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Mrs
Brooks he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer
any of his questions he was to go back to the first grade and behave.
She agreed. Johnny was brought in and the conditions explained to
him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Johnny: "9."
Principal: "What is 6 x 6 ?"
Johnny: "36."

And so it went with every question the principal thought
a third grade should know. The principal looks at Mrs
Brooks and tells her, "I think Johnny can go to the third
grade."

Mrs Brooks says to the principal, "Let me ask him, some questions?"
The principal and Johnny both agree.

Mrs Brooks: "What does a cow have four of that I have only 2 of?

Johnny, after a moment "Legs."

Mrs Brooks: What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"

Johnny: "Pockets."

Mrs Brooks: "What starts with C and ends with T, is hairy,
oval and delicious and contains a whitish liquid?

Johnny: "Coconut."

Mrs Brooks: "What goes in hard and pink and comes out soft and sticky?"
The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer
Johnny takes charge.....

Johnny: "Bubblegum."

Mrs Brooks: "What does a man do standing up, a woman does
sitting down and a dog does on 3 legs?"
The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer....

Johnny: "Shake hands."

Mrs Brooks: "Now I will ask some 'Who am I' questions,okay?"
Mrs Brooks: "You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up.
I get wet before you do."

Johnny: "Tent."

Mrs Brooks: "A finger goes inside me. You fiddle with me when
you're bored. The best man always has me first." The principal was
looking restless and a bit tense.

Johnny: "Wedding Ring."

Mrs Brooks: "I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver?"

Johnny; "Arrow."

Mrs Brooks: "What word starts with F and ends in K and
means a lot of heat and excitement?"

Johnny: "Fire truck."

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher,
"Send Johnny to University, I got the last ten questions wrong myself!"

it's 547am and i can't get to sleep.....
but i'm too lazy to blog.... *yawn*
nitey nite......