some guys are just flirts.
no matter how they say they aren't.
word are just words.
it's what you do matters.
such contradiction.
*pukes*
u suck.

13th october.

happie birthday pammie! haha!
today's pam's bday. the one from
MDIS and not my goodie gymer friend.
haha!

i had a bad day. to me i think.
i travel like half of singapore today man!
east side - then down to raffles then
down to orchard - then back to east side...
then i went home.. and then - i went down
town. WHAO!!!!!!!
can u imaging how........ tiring that was???
hahaha!
ok la, i'm not very very tired now but....
yea... i'm ermm.. i dunno how to say la.

went down to town to meet ivan.
went to eat my favourite XLB cos i was
feeling shitty about my day... then walked around
and talk talk. hai. i wanna complain man!!!
one of the birks i ordered was wrong la!!!!
DARN!!!!
derel told me "Gizeh 'cherry material' size 36"
ok - so from this, i concluded, the cherry fruit
that me and geok thinks looks like some panty design.
BUT NO!!!!!!
it's not the cherry fruit - it's supposed to be
the colour cherry - mean RED colour!!!!
URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was soooo...... *speechless* when khad told me
it was the wrong one la....
and what else could i do about it right????
give her back her 87 bucks la. damn.
wakaoz!!!!!!!
next time must ask derel to gimme article number
la!!!! angry can!!!!!
now i have this thingy with me.. and i dunno what
to do with it la!!!!
think very hard to sell la.. cos it's size 36.
sighh.............
ya la.. and on top of that i did alot of travelling...
and on top of all that.. i didn't eat the whole day la!!!
until i met ivan! urghH!!
and i also didn't eat much then....
think i was too hungry to eat also la.

met up with geokie today to pass her her
birks also... heh. was good talking to her -
and as usual.. gossiped abit also la..
hahaha!!!
about some sorta people.. ahahhaha!!
la la la!!!

i think... i'm going to go change my nail colour...
it's now light purple after going for manicure that
day.... and i really think it's not nice.
cos they were saying my shorts nails wouldn't look
nice if i took a dark colour.
so they insisted i took a lighter shade...
and now, i'm living to regret. hahah!!!
drama...
but.. i dun like the colour man!

anyway, i really wonder how's it gonna be
on sat. but... whatever.
i'm not gonna think about it already.
like sonia told me.... let it be!
and she also say i gotta decide la. but how?
*sigh*

alright. i'm going to go.... rest. haa!
ciao!

i U R K with

d i s g u s t......

people change.
how sad is the real world.
and deep within, i have to
make myself smile.
i try, with God's love.
it just aches to see the space
between, the drift, the wall.
strangers we have become.
have you questioned yourself?
cause i have.
you regret and some things just
aren't reversible.
some things are - if you in the
nick of time.
and you wait -
when some just won't.
the heart.
fragile.
do you do what your heart yearns?
or suppress what it feels?

UV Cards! Cool eh! haa!










just an Ace?

12th october.

i'm tired. dunno why also. haa!
been in school since 3pm and had lessons...
*yawn* haha! luckily lessons were not
till very late.
just got back home from chong pang
nasi lemak. haa!! went to eat supper.
then after that went to meet elise to
pass her her MR text book.
just coincidental that me and her are going
out.... so pass her the text la...
she's in a car - i'm in a car... might as well.
no need to carry that heavy text around man!
hahaha!

anyway..............
THE CLEO MAGAZINE WITH MY FACE
IN IT IS OUT!!!!!!!
SO GO GET IT GUYS....... AND VOTE FOR
ME!!!!!!
CONTESTANT NUMBER 8!!!
hahahaha!!!
i look chubbier and i don't think i look like me....
hahaha!!
I LOOK CHUBBIER!!!!
what the heck did CLEO do to me man!!!
URGH!!!
seems like i'm cute rather than pretty!
hahaha!
sigh - think i'll only be able to get in as the
7 other finalists......
*sigh*
there are like so many other prettier
girls than me... hee.
but i thank the Lord that i'm in the top 10
girls...
cos some girls from the photo shoot with me
weren't even in the top 10!!
what a wasted photo shoot for them. haiz.
i'm counting on all your votes guys!!!!
hahaha!!
so go go go!!

"send you name, NRIC, email and the number 8
to 77877 today!! each SMS costs 30 cents!"

hahaha! do i sound familiar??
sounds like those Singapore Idol finalists eh!
haha!

anyway, tmr's gonna be another long long long
day for me. cos i'm gonna travel to the east.. and then
down to the central to deliver birks man.
shessh!
i'm gonna lug 6 birks tmr!!!!
God gimme strength!
tiring can!!!! urghh!
next time i must charge them like... service
charge la!! hahaha! for making me travel man!
LOL!

exam dates are out....
*yawn*
just imagine all my papers are in 2 days?
one day after another!!!!!
shessh!!! WTH!!!!
so squeezed la! STRESS MAN!

*sigh*
okok.. i think i better go zzzzzz soon man!

nitey nite!

11th october.

went to school today and MIS
gave me a cake to bring home. haha!
it was a brownie actually.... and luckily...
i have vanilla ice cream at home....
so now... i'm enjoying brownie with ice
cream!!!
cool! hahaha! haven't had it in a long
long time man!

today i have XLB for dinner!!!!
wooohoooooo!!! and it's my darling pal that
always shares the XLB's with me.
hehehe. today we didn't have la mian.
all we had was 3 trays of XLB for ourselves.
hahaha! then we had dessert.
must pampaer ourselves at times ah...
hahaha!
yummy man!
i'm still not sick of the XLB la!
i can still eat more!! yummy yummy!
i've satisfied my craving for xian yu chao fan...
and i've satisfied my craving for XLB!
my friends are the best! haha!
thank God for them.

anyway, hwee sms-ed me the daily bread
today - thinking i won't know it's her..
haha! but too bad bestie.... only
you'd do something like that for me =) =)
it was very encouraging... cos she knew
i kinda felt sad about the way people
look at Christians. i'm not disheartened.. but
just a lil sad.. she's the best....=)
thanks ah huay huay!

anyway..... ya....
guess what.... i bought another shoe!!!!!!
SHOOT ME!!!!
and yes... this is the 3rd shoe in 2 weeks!!!!
*faint*
i'm really one of a kind la....
sijia gave up on me already... haha!
shoes again!!!!
i think if jason knows about it he'll probably
faint also la.... hahaha!!
in church when pastor prince was saying that
we should be thankful for what we have and stuff -
we looked at me and.... pointed at my shoes..
hahaha! oh man!
when will i ever stop this fetish! haha!
think i really should have a shoe wardrobe...
hahaha!!
then my mum would kill me la.. LOL!

.school.
today shaun was telling me that allen phang(lecturer)
was gonna deduct marks for our group leaving early.....
man!!!!
cos me, elise, chrissy and july left early after
the presentation. *sigh*
my chrissy was saying.. nvm la! deduct la!
hahaha!
just imagine if it was like......
1/2 marks away from a distinction????
*faint*
don't la....... hahaha!
funnny.. today's the first time shauned talked to me
after a whole semester with him for econs and
SM la.. hahaha! maybe cos today's the last econs day
la.. haha!
ohh! no... i'll be seeing him tmr for class! haha!

anyway, i think next year is gonna be a difficult year
for me man.... i have quite alot of heavy subjects!
shessh!!!!
*cry* hahaa!
just hope that i'll do fine la....
then must hurry find group for BP already and CHOP!
hahaha! kan chiong ah! heavy module so must
know who to group with ah! hahaha!
i even got a group for internet marketing next
sem la! haha!
la la la!
next sem...... relax! school's on mon and friday only! haha
but both are at night.... boringgg.......
just hope i'll be able to handle accounts..

alrightie... time for STM again...
ciao!

i'm waiting for the day i can eat my
XLB again...........
craves...
thinks.....
drools.......
*lol*

my "off" day has ended.. and it's time
to go back to my books.
my long awaited facial was today!!
finally man!
been waiting for it man!
face feels alot cleaner and clearer man!
hahaha!

anywayz... had a controversial issue
going on in my house just now.
cos i got caught wearing my cross again.
*sigh*
i was just like SOOOOOO close to telling
her that i believe in the Lord Jesus.
and there i was debating about two religions
and all my mum could do was......
sit there, listen, and be disappointed.
hahaha!
she must be thinking.....
"how did my daughter end up questioning
her "own" religion..."
hahaha!
well, i believe everyone has their own right
in choosing their own religion instead
of being forced into one.
it was quite a day la...
even after my facial - i had this "thing"
about Christianity.
two people........ suaning me about Christianity??
haiyo... haha!
but...... ok la. i know the guy's has his own perception
about things.. and the girl.. hmmm.. i dunno..
haha! shan't name them anyway...
not very nice.. haha!!
but whatever it is - it is a sensitive issue to
talk about... and all i can say is that everyone
is entitled to their own views.
yes! i believe in that. just don't go around and
be blunt about it - and i'm quite fine.
haha!

alrightie now..... i'm gonna continue with my
market strategy now. darn.
and i hate living w/o a printer la!
*grumbles*
this mummy of mine ah.... hai.
hmmm... and i think.. even if i really convert to
being a Christian one day, she'll accept it - i mean....
she'll be forced to accept it instead of disowning
me la.. hahaha!
the love of a mother... hahaha!!
well, chan't be too confident about it now la..
hee!

alright... ciao!

sunday 9th october.

i went to church today!!!!
finally after ....3 weeks? 2 weeks?
think 3 man! i missed 3 sundays of church
and i miss church!
but i felt GREAT after going to church
today!
praise the Lord!!
i loved today's sermon and i'm gonna get
the vcd of this week's sermon next week.
it reflected alot about us and what we do...
how we feel... and that we should thank God for
what we have now instead of being a HFF!
habitual fault finder.
we always find faults in this and that -
when we should actually be thankful.
we take foregranted of things eh.....
i did alot of thinking in church today....
yea...
and i kinda "awoke"
on what kind of person i am, what kind of daughter
i am, what kind of person i wanna be and
what kind of person i wanna be with.
so i tell you.....
THANK GOD i went to church today.
haha!

today, i finally satisfied my craving for
xian yu chao fan!!!!!
i was SOOOOO GLAD!!!!
i've been craving for xian yu chao fan for
like........... weeeeeks man!!!!
and i finally had it today... hahaha!
yummmmmmmmmmyyyyy!!!

headed down to liquid kitchen after to meet
the girls. had a good talk.
that place was damn nice la!
super cosy seats that will make u go zzzzzzzz
man!!!
drinks were relatively ok....
i tried the apricot brandy on top of my beer.
nice nice!
atmosphere was cool la.
just that the music was better @ 1am...
hahahaha!
why man!! when we're gonna leavee!!?
but we're sure to go back and chill @ that place
man! goooood place to go to!!

my bday celebration's about........
5 days time....
urgh. i'm quite scared actually u know...
not happy but... scared.
weird right.
i'm afraid the group just won't be too good...
u know...
haiz.
pray pray pray...
hehehe.
and i think i'm gonna be pretty purple that day.
hahah!!
finally - i've decided on my dining place. PETALS!
hehehe.
no changes! no more nothing yea!

alrightie. gonna go sleep soon man....
ciao!

Men, Women and their World of Differences

Maturity
Women mature much faster than men.
Most females can function as adults.
Most 17-year-old males are still trading baseball
cards and giving each other wedgies after gym class.
This is why high school romances rarely work.

Going Out
When a man says he is ready to go out, it means
he is ready to go out. When a woman says she
is ready to go out, it means she will be ready to go
out, as soon as she finds her other earring, finishes
putting on her makeup, etc.

Directions
If a woman is out driving and she finds herself in
unfamiliar surroundings, she will stop at a gas station
and ask for directions. Men consider this to be a
sign of weakness. Men will never stop and ask for
directions. Men will drive in a circle for hours, all the
while saying things like,
"Looks like I've found a new way to get there", and
"I know I'm in the neighborhood.
I recognize that White Hen store".

Dressing Up
A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants,
empty the garbage, answer the phone, read a book,
get the mail. A man will only dress up for weddings and
funerals.

Plants
A woman asks a man to water her plants while
she is on vacation. The man waters the plants.
The woman comes home five days later, to an apartment
full of dead plants. No one knows why this happens.

i'm home... *yawn*
went to catch "into the blue".
nice. not bad la, but just a little draggy....
haha!
then headed for supper...
not a very good one la... cos practically...
i didn't get to eat much...
hahaha!

anyway, into the blue....
was not that bad.
quite alright.. just felt that they took
a little too long "to take the treasure".
so the exciting part was........
long awaited. haha!!
but well, at least there were hot babes
and a good looking chap to look at. haha!
jessica alba had a nice bod.
oh man...... if only i looked like that la!
shessh!
i'd walk anywhere with a bikini man!
hahaha!
i'd give into the blue....
3.5 popcorns!!!!


anyway, maybe i'd go to PETALS for dinner.
heard of PETALS?
that shatec restaurant down @ the treasury....
which is near boat quay....
hahaha!
ok nvm....
but i heard they had good service - well,
cause they are being evaluated ma...
but at least la..
haha!
Sonia suggested PETALS ...
and i went to do more research..
hahaha! my bday is such a chore.
shessh!
hahaha!
well, it's just me...
hee.

ok... i think im going to sleep.
my leg is killing me man.
seriously dunno what's wrong.
my whole left leg's in pain....
i should really see the doctor and ask
him why this is always happening to me....
i feel "old" u know... shessh!
like... u walk abit too much and u get
PAINFUL LEGS! shessh!

niteynite...