work's getting quite boring. i'm really getting bored
o not doing anything at work. and it's really very irritating
that when i'm on shift, gus has to come! i mean, seriously,
i appreciate the gesture that she's here to accompany me
and all, but did jean ask her to come or did she come on her own
accord?? i mean seriously! she says she does OT and all...
bla bla bla... but i mean did jean ask her to come and all???
or is she just doing it cos her OT pay is damn sky high!???
i'm really not trying to be a bitch and all, but it's a fact
that i can't seem to hide within myself anymore! if jean did
ask her to come...then OK! but if she's doin all this herself
and she's complaining, that's SHIT! then she's lke some
bloody attention seeker who seeks sttention from all telling
us about her lifestory...sad and all. OK, i'm getting abit
off but when i start about one point, it just goes on!
oooooooooooohhhhh!!!! that's just ME!
anyway.... YA! ok, i really like her as a colleague and all.
she's really a nice chick, friendly, humorous whatsoever, but
it's really getting on me about certain stuff. what is she doing
with me the whole day when there's nothing to do. jean's just wasting
the cost of workers man! i mean, if she's doing it on her own accord,
this means jean's paying her like just how much she wants to do OT!??
i'm really clueless about all this man! and i wish i could get it off my
chest! i really need to...but i don't wanna sound arrogant or
whatever and have results that i really didn't intend for. i don't want a
sore relationship btw us and all man! that would really suck
major time. it happened in Secret Garden and i don't want it to
happen again!
i just don't understand why colleagues really remain colleagues.
other than clubbing partners and chill out cliques, they just seem
to NOT be the suitable candidate for a good/best friend. i really
don't understand this. didn't happen to me once that's why i'm really
sad at this situation! seriously, it's really kinda sad to actually see
sour things happening btw friends. *sigh*
oh well, whatever! i'm trying to be immune to all this so i won't get
affected by it when i get out in the real world. hahah! geez.
hey, the cafe cartel near beans is open! jason called me and he was dining
there just now! cool eh! sounds noisy though! hahahah!
ok cool, i'm going to iron my gym clothing now then i'm off to bed.
chaos!