i've had a long week. with clubbing, booze,
more wakeboarding and more booze.
urkkk!
dunno what's wrong with me.
and nowadays, when i drink, my stomach feels
queasy.
urghh...
maybe it's the lack of food.
and tonight, it's yet another day.
ahhh!! terrible. at least i'll be resting tmr
w/o lager.
having too much of it man!
shessh!

i'm dying of alcohol overdose + lack of
food intake.
too much of a liquid diet.
freak.
*sigh*
eating doesn't seem to be much of a
concern to me now eh. shitty.
cannot go on this way.

wakeboarding was.... sucky.
went with joseph, ange and justin.
urgh.
joseph and jus were good.
me and ange - fairly alright.
i dunno why but i'm afraid to do that
"1 wake jump"
urgh. probably not going out far enough.
think if i go out further...
i'd probably land harder and more painful
today. sigh.
just what's wrong with me.
fear's overcoming me again.
basket!
always the case.
mun the mouse..........
bleh.

actually wanted to blog about my long
day but i decided not to . . . . . cos i'm
freaking tired.
woke up earlier than i expected today
and got home later than i expected today.
*yawn*

zouk was.... whao!
the amount of drinks we had were.......
WHAO! haaa...!!!!
and the amount of people i saw yesterday
was also... WHAO!
haa!!!
saw marla, shasha and stephanie man!!
woooo!!! how cool is that!!!
and justin and brother too!
the unexpected 2 people.
and kelvin + friend! haa....
we had like.... 12 jugs with us!!!!!!!
basket! all no thanks to justin!
and almost everyone pengz except me...
and ofcourse the guy who had to drive.. haa!
thomas, justin and wei jian - DRUNK.
sonia.... vomit....
mun... also actually vomitted... haha!
hai.
cos i was forced not to peng...
hahaha!!! i was actually THERE....
but i had to take care of justin who was drunk
and i couldn't afford to be drunk...
hahaha!!
cos i couldn't find ms sonia tan.... and was
waiting for kelvin to come fetch me.
and hace... disappeared.. hahaha!!
so there i was trying to carry up justin.
haha!
and he nicely disappeared into the toilet when
kelvin came... and then made his way home himself.
he's the best! shessh!!!
ok nvm, @ the end of the day....
kelvin sent me home... with myself, feeling
super drain with a bloody big headache feeling all
spinning...... urkkk!!!

and now, all i wanna do now.... is zzzz....
hahahah!!!!
ok man.....
ciaos!
TIRED!

there's just so many shows in december to
watch!!! hee.

1. harry potter
2. pride & prejudice
3. just like heaven
4. chicken little
5. saw II
6. Aeon Flux

hahaha! and i'm going to watch harry potter
this thursday!! woohooo!
wanna watch zathura, but it seems too much
like jumanji. haa.
but oh well - i may consider... haa!
that's if i finish watching all my other movies
on my "wanna-watch list"

so how's my ibook playing going on??
hmm... basically, i know how to use it -
but the d/ling part - i'm still figuring
stuff out. darn.
but so far so gd. i just need to go over to
sonia's hse soon to get a tutorial.
hahaha!!!!
or i can ask my classmate! wahah!
DUH.
haha.

alrightie. i think i'm gonna go do some
house chores.....
bleh......

you make me feel,
like a baby with a rattle,
like a kid with ice cream,
like a teenager seeing her crush,
like a girl after her first kiss.

was watching a show and this came up.

"relationships are work"
"you let the person go sometimes cos you love
the other party.."

please read.

me.
i feel free.
like a bird with no commitments.
and i like this feeling.
but in life, things happen,
people appear,
and you have to decide.
and making decisions just ain't my cup of teå.
can i just not decide.
cos i ain't ready to make any decisions,
commit to anything and answer to anyone.
why?
i really don't know.
i wish i'd know how the feeling of wanting to
be with someone could just fade.
with so many queries, i think God had already
given me the answer i wanted.
i just have to find a way to work on it.

29th november.

yeaa... i'm finally staying home today.
haha!!
i feel drained from going out.
shagg... getting too old already.

yesterday was the first day of school and
i was LATE. basket!!! not like.... 15-20
mins late, but 1 1/2 hrs late. yes!!!
i came to school only @ 825 and entered during
the break... BAA!!!
haa.
cos of wakeboarding la!!! wakeboarded till
didnt know what the time was.
was still thinking it was 6-615, but
it was.... 650!!! kaozz!!
and justin also forgot that i had school!!
cos i told him i had to leave @ 6++ cos i gotta be
in school @ 7.
but nevermind.... he msged me this morning to
say sorry.. cos he forgot about it and made me
arrive late. hee.
=)
and dear sijia bought me food!! haa...
bought e my favourite crystal jade bread and the
sardine curry puff to try PLUS sweets to keep
me awake...
WAAA!!! where to find such a nice friend who
understand me so well.. wahahha!!!
thanks JIA!!!
anyway, first day of class and i was already "famous".
DUH! the lecturer turned to me during lesson and
said......

HIM: "you're in my class???"

ME: "yes...."

HIM: "i thought you were from the other class, cos i thought
i heard you say MY CLASS WAS BORING and i
don't remember seeing you.."

ME: "huh?? no!! i didn't say that!!"

i mean seriously.... no!!! i didn't!!! shessh!!
just shoot me! haa!!!
hai. the theories of accounting seems okay...
but i really wonder how the practices will be.
sigh......
will only know next week ba.
wooohooo!!! this friday no class. haa!
it starts next friday instead of this friday.
haa.
just hope i don't be late again next monday -
cos ill be riding again. haa.
can't wait! hee.

wakeboarding.

wakeboarding was good yesterday. haa!
did a new stunt - surface 180 and tried riding up the
wake making it look like a jump. haa!
well, small small one only la, cos i'm still not firm
with my hands. keep lifting the handle too high and
not keep it in mind.
then when i fell, that was it man!!!!
shessh!!! the fall was damn bad la!!!!
my head hurt like mad man....
and yes... i started tearing in the water...
hahaha!!! f**king painful la!!!
fell again after that and i hit the board for the first time.
haa! and now i have a bruise on my wrist.
still feeling the sharp pain there.
sigh.....
and e left side of my stomach hurts...
shessh.
just whats wrong with me?? hahaha!!!
but despite all the bad falls....
i still improved yesterday. happy happy!
both me and ange improved la... all smiles =)
hehe.

i just bought 2 birks. basket!!!
i think i'm really..... MAD... haa!
i'll have 5 pairs then! woohoooo!
and i still wanna order the 2006 ones! aiks!
alrightie....
going back to my show....
ciao!

i've finally got my ibook!!!! hahaha
chioooozzz! hee.
from the time i've returned home till now,
i have been playin with my ibook and transfering
my files from my BENQ laptop to my ibook.
bleh....
it's a damn chore!!!
esp the songs... tonnes of it la!!
shessh!!

anyway, i'm a bad girl.
i didn't attend church today!!
cos that stupid jason koh tze yao or however
you spell his chinese name.....
was sleeeping!
haa. he said he was celebrating gavin's bday the
day b4 and went home VERY EARLY....
so.... zzzzzzzzzzz all the way. haa
so...... yes... not me ah!! haa!
i was well prepared to go to church yaa!
haa!

anyway, gg riding b4 i head to school tmr.
i pray i won't be late la.
accounting. haa!
and the most amazing thing was that -
the person who served me @ the apple centre's
gonna be my class mate tmr!!!
wahahah!!! talk about coincidence!
haa. he saw my student ID and was like....
EHH... u're from curtin MIS?
same! and tmr's his first semester and he's
taking accounting too. haha.
oh well! gd then. hope h's accounting's good.
then build good repo then can get discount for
my ipod cover... wahahah!!!!
so mean hor. hee.

i'm hungry.....
and i'm still craving for nice wanton mee...
wth!
shitty man.... urgh!!
maybe tmr?? hee.
alrightie... im gonna hit the sack....
nitey and sweet dreams all.
pray hwee's having a gd and safe time in China. =)

it's a sunday morning... *yawn*
11am..... wow!
i'm up early on a sunday. despite sleeping @ like
4 yesterday. hahaha!!
headed down to phuture with sonia, melvin, another
guy and a few taiwanese girls.
sonia's "lala" also went and... hmmm.....
sonia should know how i felt last night about
that guy la HOR SONIA!!!!!
i still can't believe the way he is you know....
and what he did to me @ the bar..... hmmm....
he just reminds me of jackson, just.... probably abit worse.
sorry girl!! haa!
no no, i will give him another chance one....
don't worry....
JUST FOR YOU!!!! hahaha!!


getting old for clubbing.....

i think we're really getting old. me and sonia didn't
really dance much last night @ phuture... eventhough
i thought it was damn good la!
better than friday! jumius and mevin were spinning.
nice nice!!! and was damn packed la.
felt like weds man!!! hhaha!!
but then..... me and sonia ended up drinking and sitting
at the bar... wahahah!!!!
where ang mohs ended up surrounding us...
haha! actually throught out the night....
i was busy with my hp.. wahaha!!!!
with chris accompanying me the whole time.
just imagine how much SMSes i sent out man!!!
from 1030++ all the way to when i left zouk @ ard.....
2?? 2+? shessh!!!
hahaha! well, that was my companion, since sonia had her
own companion. hahaha!!! urgh... still giving me the
...goosebumps.. hahaha!!! ok...nvm....
ohhh! and i saw charles! haha!
so cute! so cool! LOL
talked to me awhile... went off..... and came back again....
hahaha!! think he was with his police friends...
haa!

anyway,
didn't leave too late la.. cos we were all tired. haha!
bid those ang mohs goodbye, which i thought were quite
funny yet irritating... cos this stupid guy kept trying to hit
on me and asked me if he cld ask me out for coffee......
blehhh... haa!
not the least bit interested....
hahha

anywayyyzzz...
anyone wants to buy a birks????
i've got space for my current shipment...
so it me know if anyone wants ok!!!

alrightie...
i'm going to go watch some tv and eat some lunch!
hahaha!!
laterr!!