i'm still wondering if i'm in
a good situation now.

i have nothing to worry about.

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but i feel empty.

.school.

ok - i left class early today.
la la la!
BUT! i arrived on time and i payed
attention! just that i almost
fell asleep with the talk
and talk and talk. ya da ya da....

my new school stinks.
of thinner and paint.
wth! trying to kill us with
the choking smell.
today was marketing comm.
it's a cool sub!
yeayea! but i'm afraid of the
projects. haa!
mun's always afraid.
shit - presentation again.
havent done it in a long time.
and i'm always afraid of
presentations cos i'd shiver.
literally that my words would
go blur. serious! ya ya ya.....
stupid right.
but true.
a person with such a strong
surface character, goes all
shivery during a presentation.
*sigh*
i love debating, but i'll get
shivery when it's my turn
to speak. WTH!!!!!!
hmmm.. my obstacle.
BUT... i can act! wahaha!
DUH right. i can act infront
of an audience right. weird.

anyway, i have a pretty pretty
classmate for mar comm with
a pretty pretty name.
haha! she's my new pretty
pretty friend!
haha!
she has big eyes and she's tall
and she's fair and she's slim.
pretty pretty!
oh God, i have a rival.
wahahah!
pardon my nonsense.

guess what -
my eye candy - alvin,
from my previous semester's
class is doing mar comm too!
cool ah allen!!! wahahah!
but i don't know if he'll be
going for mon's class or
thurs's class.
we'll see.... we'll see.


*yawn*
i have school tmr @ 10am.
oh my gawd......
i have to wake up @........
8am......
shitty poo!

i'm c o n s t a n t i n e -
j o n constantine.

la la la.

ok. that show is........
i wouldn't say it's crap crap...
but i wouldn't say it's good either.
it's evil!
does the devil have a son?
and does hell have a bible?
oh dear.
what's this show trying to moral
us with?
bad....
anyway, it's ok la... haha!
don't really have much comments
on it.

i've yet to watch Closer....
*grumbles*
i wanna watch it!!

i'll be back with reviews
on c o n s t a n t i n e...

my current yearn ::

a belt.
probably not A...
i'm eyeing quite
a f e w
actually.

an o r a n g e
salvatore ferragamo,
either a p i n k OR
colourful abercrombie,
a colourful MNG ,
a n d
a dark gold one.


i n e e d
a new pair of
h e e l s.
//i got bored of my other shoes//

i caught 'HITCH'.
it's quite a good show. funny too!
haa! you'll actually learn
abit about love and ya da ya da
ya da.....

though the show was good,
i wasn't having a good time.
cause from home - till i got
home after everything.........
i was SNEEZING!!!!!!
i was down with flu throughout
the whole time i'm out!
darn it!
irritated the shit out of me
and it gave me heavy eyes and
a heavy head.
*grumbles*
and now.... i think i'm goin' to
eat medicine.... and if i can...
i'll sleep and wake up by 9.
haha! like as if ahhh!!
i'd probably fall asleep and ....
sleep.. haa!
let's hope i won't fall asleep..

“why it is useless to cry.
Your tears do not wash
away your sorrows. They
feed someone else’s joy.
And that is why you must
learn to swallow your own tears.”

-The Joy Luck Club, Amy Tan

it's THUNDERING!!!
raining soo heavily outside.

i s e r i o u s l y
wanna change my blog's
song. some please
e n l i g h t e n
me on how to!!???

wednesday nights at
chinablack's harmful. why??
cos there are killer bartenders
around that fill your
free-flow of drinks with
too much alcohol! shesssh!
and we?
we simply down each cup
and ask for another.
but, we enjoy our wednesday
nights though.

celine's got a new piercing!
man!
and guess where it is....
it's @ her n e c k ! yes! her neck.
oh my! celine!
where do you get your guts
from!? haa!

as much as i love watching
sex and the city - i love
reading the book too.
so much that when i was
reading it i miscalculated the
train stops and almost missed
my stop cos i didn't hear it.
haa! second time! shessh!

sex and the city is something
you can somewhat relate too.
but of course you can't really
follow their values and whatnot..
i mean, some of it just talks
about superciality in r/s-s
and somewhat cynical at times
and here, it seems that flings
are the 'in' thing instead of
serious r/s. and it just seems
to be so 'OK' for all these to
happen. heh. the power of
liberation.

i wonder if i'll ever adapt
to a lifestyle like that.
what for right? but i'll
probably never.
it's just too messy.
and i'd like to tell certain
people out there,
"wan the qi - fang de xia."
i think i spelt and phrased
the whole thing wrongly,
but ya, i meant to say that
meaning of sentence.
some people think they
are able to, but in the end,
they just bring themselves
down. and i think it's stupid.
if i were in a situation like that,
i know i "wan bu qi". haa!
cos i don't believe in + i know
what'll happen if i put my heart
on the line.

i know different people have
different views to love and what
they want out of love.
but i sometimes simply can't accept
the fact that people are used
for superficial needs.
serious. i hate the fact.
if you don't like someone,
NEVER use him or her for
monetary satisfaction and whatnot.
well, eventhough the giving party
may be willing and whatnot,
but i certainly find it unethical.
to a certain point that it becomes
d i s g u s t i n g .
is that what you
want out of life?
is that what you're here to
accomplish?
i don't believe in 'pei yang
gan qing' as well. right hwee?
like for me, if i don't like him now,
i don't see me liking him in the
near future or ever... i suppose.

atleast when i talked to hwee
last night about this genre,
it's good knowing that you're
not sharing all these views
alone. hwee, God didn't
forget you ya! =)

010305.

it's josh's b'day today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
haa!
anyway, today was a tiring
day.
haa! alot of exercise around
town....
i never knew finding a present
was SO hard.
killing!!!
this not nice.. that not nice..
this nice... but too ex... WTH!

and yes! today's Shoon Hong's
birthday too!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY too!! haa!
one turns 24, while the other turns
22.
haa!

i hate channel 5!!!
they stopped showing my beloved
DAYS OF OUR LIVES!!!!
seriously!! for real!!!!
i think i'm gonna send a letter
to mediacorp and COMPLAIN!
hahahaha!
how could they just stop the whole
series as and when they like!
and especially when it's at a crucial
episode!!!
there's still like -

1. will sammi get sentenced to death-row
for a crime she didn't commit??
it was SSOOOOO near to execution date!

2. will john get turned back into the
"old" john??
and it was like SOOO near! i could feel
it coming in like 2-3 episodes!

3. will kate get exposed for all the
evil deeds she has been doing?

4. will eric and nicole get back together
and will nicole divorce lucus?

aaahhh!! they left me hanging just like
that! no fair! i wanna watch days of our
lives!!! hymph! stupid mediacorp!
and instead of showing that show....
guess what they're showing now.......
TRIPLE NINE!!!!!!
WTFF!!!!
they're showing TRIPLE NINE
from the beginning where james lye
just entered the division and met wong
li lin! URGH!! WHY!!!!?????
it's just not right! what's so good about
triple nine!!??

okok.... let's stop this nonsensical,
nuisance of a whining moment....

i know it's killing you, but i don't care.
just needed an outlet to spout all these
nonsense at.
AND it's my blog. so... wth right.

i'm going to continue reading my
sex and the city book.
yummy....
and drink my plain water....
essentials for the night.
nitey.

this is boring..
i have school on sat and sun.
darn!
it's my hols week!!
*whines*

i think this song's cute -

1st Ladi - Never Be Replaced

i was pondering....

if everyone were to believe
or to be influenced by
the combatibility readings
or the chinese or the western,
then....
everyone would be changing
spouses or probably waiting
for that right one to come.
it's kinda 'duh' to think of it.
shouldn't take these stuff
'wholesale'... though it can
be quite true at times. *grin*

i was reading up on some
feng-shui stuff and i happened
to land on chinese astrology.
and this is what's said about
me.
which is like.....
3/4's true to think of it.
darn.


The Spirited Rat Lady

Compelling, lively, vibrant,
refined - that's our RAT lady.
You are rarely beautiful,
but on the outside, you're something.
Above all, you look for security,
you crave it and need it desperately.

You do not enjoy flirting around
and you are seldom timid in
your relationships. You are quite
critical, unbending and have inflexible
ideas about how things in life are
supposed to work out. You are honest,
and this honesty is almost always
thought to be too blunt and opinionated.
(so true)

You need a man in your life, for you
hate to be single and have this
unreasonable fear of being a spinster.
You would give up your career in a
heartbeat for a hubby and for material
security. (darn!)

If you're a boss, you are fiercely
protective of your staff. If you're an
employee, you are fiercely loyal.
And as a wife, totally supportive.
However, you are not easy to live with,
as you frequently need encouragement.
You may be moody and want things done
your way. And unless your 'significant
other' is able to put up with your ambitious
scheming, you are most likely to
overwhelm him.

The wood female Rat.

Image conscious, you are more
confident and enchanting than
the other Rat ladies. Your air of
confidence comes close to snobbishness.
You are not shy about telling others
what you can and cannot tolerate and
that can turn you into a nag sometimes.
For the man to win your fair hands,
he needs to worship you. (wth!?)

cham hui and derelyn thinks
that they're going to end up
in SDU and SDU works...
man! did they have too much
intake of the 9pm show!??
but if u watch that show....
SDU really doesn't work!
wahhah!
oh well.... i'm sure they're
time will come...
or should i say... OUR time
will come. why do i sound
like i'm SURE to find a gd
b/f. shessh! i may never!
then i'll end up being some
nun! ooops!

church was nice today.
and guess who i saw....
JO-WEE! man!
so coincidental eh...
and he's like been @ that
church for like.... 5 yrs?
oh gosh!

okok.. i'm going back
to read my sex and the city
book.. haha! interesting!