17th feb 06

how the hell do you work well with someone
who doesn't communicate much with you....
i really wonder.
you know you don't say. i dunno you know,
you don't say, how am i supposed to know right!
advice me la! basket!!!! &*^#^%$@$##(*#!!!!!!!!!!
never mind..... REN!!!!

seriously, inside, i just feeling like killing him.
heh. not literally.... but yea, i really just feel like
giving him a piece of my mind.
but knowing myself, i'm just the kind that keeps
everything to myself.
i'm just keeping quiet, talk when necessary....
maybe just one day blow up. LOL.
SICKENING TO THE VERY BIT MAN!!!!
the consequences to what happened is really quite
major i have to say. sad to say, but it's really
regretted.
i admit. i'm filled with regrets!!!!

(#&$%!@^!^@)#&**&!(@!*(&#()
&#@%#%!@&!@(!()!&#%!&!(*!)*@#)
*(&#%#%!@%*#()()#(@#*&@%^
(@#&^*&~&&^@*(#&#*(&#^$%&!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haa.. ok.. thats like an express of emotions...
just not in words. haa!
urghh!!!


meeting the girls for dinner today in celebration
of sonia's bday. yeayyy! going to rice table for
dinner and it'll be HALF on her. wahahha!!
oh well, better than nothing what right!
gotta pass her her ang bao also.. haha!
i was just thinking to myself who's bdays are coming
up.. haha!! i used to have lotsa march people
celebrating bdays. heh. and josh is the first!
1st march 06. easy to remember. LOL!!
go BKK then buy present for him. cheaper!
wahaha!!

ok la... back to IM le.... sianz...

CLEO's 50 most eligible bachelors

bought CLEO today before work and
well well, we've got 50 good looking
guys... wooo.
nah. not all are good looking.
actually only afew attract me.
me and my fetish for small eyes....
darnn.....
and i can never get enough of lovely arms...
ahhh.... hahaha!
when am i ever gonna get out of this
"zone" hahaha.
but who cares - as long as he's "beautiful"
in my eyes... hahaha!

ok....my few favourite choices....

1. adam chen
2. tedric ling
3. sam leung
4. nicholas tay

ok! i'm done. haa!
4 only eh... pathetic! haa!!
but no hot favourite among these 4
though. sad. haa!

MORE CLEO FACTS........

a recent study in japan found that those who take
one or two cups of coffee a day cut their risk of liver
cancer by half compared to those who skip coffee.
another study reports that by drinking black coffee
also lowers the risk of type 2 diabetes.
OOOHHHH!!...... COFFEE FACTS.
hehe. interesting eh..
so should i drink a cup everyday??
haha! maybe man....
with the exams coming... every night should be
coffee night.haha!

AND.....

to flush out fat....
drink at least 8 ounce bottles (200ml) daily to boost
metabolism, maintain muscle tone and metabolise fat.

so... drink drink drink!!!
hahha!

okay... im going to slp now... zzzzz
im very very tired....

16th feb 06

gooooooooooood morning!!!
i am back to work on this 16th feb!!
and amazingly... i am still awake!!!
i slept near 5 yesterday and i woke up @ 630am
can!!!! and now i'm still blogging here!!
hahaha!!
i'm amazinggg!!!
*self praise* wahah!
i used to not be able to do that.
always wanna take off or MC if i'm clubbing
or out late the day before. wahha!!
nvm la... TRAIN!! wahaha!
i'm so young yet i act like as if i'm old xia!!!
cannottt!!!!!

but yesterday... i controlled my drinking la huh....
if not i tell you... i'll be super wasted like sonia.
wahahah!!!! well, she got wasted la huh.....
but... yea.. thanks to my principled mindset
of "tomorrow need to work"..... i succeeded in
not getting wasted.. LOL!!
but enough to feel like puking a little la huh..
haha!
poor sonia... *puke puke puke*
well, my 21st bday was also as bad la huh...
puke on my own jeans la!
was super wasted that i don't remember what
happened after i left.
wahahah!! yea man... that was how badly wasted i was.
LOL!!!

anyway, enough about me...
the attention today should be turned to......

MISS SONIA TAN YU YE!!!!!!!
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
waaaa!!!
22 already leh!
always the first to celebrate bdays among us. hahah!
22 worrr!! no more 21 wor!
i'm still young 21... wahha! *pukes*
getting older already ah sonia.....
must know what you want le ok!
cannot play play le... cos time will just... FLY!
haa! doesn't seem that long ago that we were
at blacks celebrating ur 21st man!
hahaha!
*sigh*
i'm making us sound so old right???
aiyooo!!!!!
enough enough... haa!

*sigh* i'm supposed to be studying IM now...
and i'm just sitting here... urgh!!
can't stand myself...
i gotta get cracking already... monday is just....
3 days away!!!!!

booo.....

okay okay.
i failed to get an off day tmr cos both bosses
will not be in town for like 1 week plus. damn.
i'm really gonna die tmr morning la.
haa!! better still maybe fall asleep at the
couch. hahah!!!
and wake up only when there's a phone call
to answer. wahha!!!
*sigh*

anywayz, i really have to say that men don't know
their g/f's well sometimes. when they say no.. or
it's ok... they actually deep down in their heart
expect or hope you'll actually try or do the opposite
of their answer.
surprise them la!!! gdness me.
or maybe some guys are just too young. LOL!!
hmm.. aiya.. depends also la huh.
haha!!

*sigh*
it's 10 more mins before my transport arrives and
i can finally leave!!!!!
sigh... my studying for accounts... seems fine.
SEEMS. until allen told me the format of the exam.
urgh!! more MCQ's!!!
i hate MCQ's!!! i just wanna do practical qns man!!
urghh!
sickening. i tell you... i failed the 40 MCQ's for accounts
can. baskettt!!!!! i suck at accounts ok!
first subject im failing... BAH!!!!!
and IM seems hard to study.... cos i dunno what exactly
to study.... and i'm doubtful about the tips sandy
gave us.
she gave tips for retail marketing and none came out
la!!!! who'd believe her again!!!!! hahha!!
im still contemplating.... haha!!
see if i have enough time to study not. hahaha!!

alrightie... go off my TV and i can start packing to leave....
ciao!!!!

happy valentines day to all out there!
both single and attached! hee...

think i'll just celebrate it with my friend
this year. received a v'day gift from
someone. haa! and i loveee it!
hahaha!
very much appreciated!

today's my off day and i woke up at 12+ today.
SUPER late man! compared to the everyday
630am. LOL!!
but i feel tired waking up at 12...
i'd rather go to work and wake up at 630 man!
shessh!
been enjoying it so far. LOL!
just dunno how it'll be if i go to sembawang this
saturday.
damn sian!!!!
dunno what's in sembawang also....
heard it's just a small container office. BAH!!!

alrightie...
gotta ciao man!
taaz!

945AM @ work

good morning peepz!
uncle tom isn't in yet... so no breakfast today.
for the past two days, i've had breakfast.
lunch and dinner. wow. full course!
haa!
and today monday..... back to square one.
no breakfast like last monday. haa!!
uncle tom's just the best la.
so nice always buying food for everyone. haha!


wakeboarded yesterday and realise that
mahmut's board it superrrr different from
justin's board. justin's = 134, mahmut's = 140.
the longer the board, the harder to fall.
so i was like standing and riding the bloody waves
like FOREVER LA!!!
my hands hurt la. still feels abit sore now....
*jelly hands*
and his board is heavier... hmm..
i think it's still better for me to ride using justin's
board - cos looking @ my weight.... that board is
just too long and heavy for me. wahaha!!
prob just heavy la. haa!
too bad justin took his board to sembawang..... =(
can't use his board to ride alrdy!!!!
sad....... =/


anyways....
i begin to realise that my expenses have increased.
wahaha!!
dunno why... dunno how... but yar!!
blehhh!
i was putting aside money for BKK and .....
i was like... ahhh!? so little left? haha!
gotta ask mummy for more money alrdy.
jia lat.
la la la.....
*i love my abercrombie jacket*
wahaha!!!
just bought an abercrombie jacket.. white and
blue! and i'm so loving it. thick and keeps me
warm in the office!! hee.
gonna do more shopping in BKK! hee.
equals to more money!!! hahaha!


today's gonna be a quiet day.
no bookings. BLEH!!!
zero. zilch. none!!
hee... then can do my work with more peace la.
haa!
wanted to start with my accts earlier..
but it's not even 10... so i think i'll give myself a break.
wahah! start at 10! hee.


alrightie.. gonna go munch on some chocolate.....
and then start on my work!

tooooodle loooooooooo!

12th feb @ work.

*sigh*
i just dislike the current situation between
me and another. it's quite irritating seeing
someone almost every other day - yet..
hmmm.....
well well. doesn't really matter.
drafted out a letter and i felt quite good
about it. i said what i had to, adviced whatever
needed and gave him a piece of my mind
about some stuff. well, alot of pple have tried,
and not that i didn't try before, but yea,
i will try one last time. at least this time,
i can walk away knowing at least i tried and
just didn't leave him in a lurch.
after what i've heard, i just thought that i
needed to let him know alot of stuff la.

heading down to the water later @ 4 plus.
haa! quite good ah. work also can wakeboard.
cool cool! at least it's something i like eh. wahhaa!!
been doing my accounts at work these days
and i've probably heard every song 987fm plays
and know their titles man!
wahaha!!!
it's on EVERYDAY!
but... i still don't get sick of them la.
don't expect me to listen to 95 in the noon...
i'll die of boredom man. hee.
the top most played songs on 987 are:

pussy cat dools - bleep
sugababes - ugly
kelly clarkson - walk away

and afew more crap songs. heh.

well well, i just pray i get an off day on thursday....
haah!! cos i don't think i can take waking up early
after the celebration on 15th man. wahah!!!
shit man.... don't wanna wake up @ 630 leh!
ahhh!!!
let's pray marcus gives me an off day that day.
cos i think he may leave spore.....
PLEASE NO!!!
hahaha!

anyway, really look forward to my trip ....
wahaha!! less than 1 mth away!!
2 weeks!!
hahah!!
pray nothing screws up man.

wooohoooooooooooo!!!