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ok... today's a boring and SLOW friday.
seriously. i can't wait for tomorrow man!!!
tomorrow i have celeste with me!!!
plus luke!!! and joseph will be here too!!!
hahaha!
those 2 kids are the higlight of my weekend
man!! really keeps me entertained through
out the whole time @ work.

well, at least i had joseph to accompany me
through out the whole afternoon today.
other than that................. nothing else.
my handphone.... the internet and msn.
hahaha!ok la, i'm really greatful i have my
mobile and the msn man. cos seriously - if i
didn't have them... i wouldn't know what to do
as well. just imagine if i'm working @ sembawang
ALONE. OMG!!!!!
my only companion would be my mobile.....
and the ess board!!!
UGH!!
then i would be a pro ess-boarder by the end of the day!!!
wahahaha!! ess-boarder... heh.


mun's thought:

why does my heart always rule my mind
and why do i always learn too late.

no no, i shan't say i always learn too late...
but i always take a long time to let go.
hello!! i just can't erase feelings just like
that okay! haa! i'm not that kinda person!
that's why i say i'm a bloody emo.
so emotionally attached to things and people.
*bang wall*

*sigh*

anywayz.... think about this...

when you spell out numbers 1, 2, 3, etc....
how far do u have to go till you get the
letter A?
haha! quite interesting man!
hee. heard it on radio. LOL.

anyway, there are a group of NTU people outside
the wakeboard shop... playing VOLLEYBALL!!!
basket!! no where else to play ah! play volleyball!
very AA leh! then ..... they keep hitting the ball against
the roof and the walls!!! ELLO!!!
the walls are hollow!!!
damn noisy la! sickening.
how to play beach volleyball (minus the beach)
with so much wind man.. hopefully the ball
flies all the way down to the sea...
wahahha!!
i'll be the first to laugh!!!
*evil grin*
hee.

okay la.... going to go walk walk.....
around the office!!
poor me.. stuck here... urgkk!
haha!

counting down the days....
la la la la!!!

*yawn*.............................

i'm so tired.
went wakeboarding at 10 and used joseph's board
today. hahaha!! must try!! hee.
tried justin's mahmut's and joseph's one already
and i feel.... i'm still used to justin's board.
wahaha!!!
cos when i was doing surface 180 on joseph's board....
i kept falling!!!! BASKET!!!!
curse and swear ah! hahaha!
when i was using mahmut's and justin's board,
still can turn, use the absolute board, cannot turn
already................................................... =(
hahaha!
so i gave up turning...... hahaaha!!
but generally, his board's also quite nice to handle.
hehe.

think i'm quite set on getting the red hyperlite board.
LOL....
but............. the bindings... hmmm.....
it's either i get the obrien's bindings or i ask marcus to order
in for me lor... hee. the bindings that justin has.
hehehe.
but edward was telling me the normal string bindings
are still the best. hmmm....
see how it goes la huh....
suddenly gonna take a long time.. i might as well get
from edward. haa.
hmmmm.......
and then... i'll hear alot of niam niam niamsssss from marcus
and justin. hahaha.

*sigh* after riding... i feel sleepy man..
URGH!!!!!
tired!!!
but ok la... think i did QUITE okay today. but that's cos the
wake was small man. stuuuupid. dunno why so small.
hahahaha!
no balas.. hee.

think i'm gonna fall asleep..............
*yawn*
mahjong tonight!!!
woohooooo!!!
*open eyes*

i'm counting down the daysss.....................
1....
2.....
3.......
4........
5...........
6............
AHHH!!!!!

infidelity.


bought female to keep myself entertained
and i was reading this article about a woman
tolerating her husband's infidelity.

on their honeymoon in Japan, the guy
even wanted to have sex with a japanese
prostitute!!!
SHESSH!!!! imaging my husband telling me
that.... MY GDNESS!!!! i'd pack my bags and
leave for home straight away man!!
hahaha! actually not...
knowing the "soft me", i'd probably not be
able to stop him and end up crying in the
hotel and give him a cold shoulder throughout the
honeymoon.
LOL. anywayz.....
her husband had thing thing for a "variety" of
woman and likes to pay for sex.
he claims that it's better for him to pay for sex rather
than have an affair outside.
damn... MEN....
anywaysss... he said that he needed to an outlet
for his 'physical needs' without the emotional
involvement and says that it's different having sex
with someone you love and with a pros.
hmmm....
so.... i'm thinking.... it's a better experience to pay for
sex - that's why he's so into it???
AIYO!!!!
men..... dunno what they're thinking of sometimes.

would anyone really tolerate their husband's infidelity??
for now, i'd say i wouldn't be able to tolerate it,
but seriosuly if you're really in a marriage - a divorce
is no light matter. and i my views may differ then.
and sonia says that i'm a "xiao nu ren"
i will give in, tolerate shit and whatever just for the
one i love.........
really sonia?? do u see me as that!!!??
*sigh*
and then again...... maybe i am.......
i'm just a big sucker.
from all my stories.. she says i simply give in too much
and i feel i get taken advantage of easily too.
and .... i keep it within me.....
which is worse.
sonia sonia sonia......... *sigh*

yeayy yeayy yeayy!!!
exams are over!!!!
hahahahaha!!!
i'm over joyed!!!!
but... yea.... i'm not sure how i'll fare
though. just pray my projects are good.
haven't got the results for my project yet.
i think next semester will be a busy period.
shards.
dunno if i should continue working.
maybe if i cannot take it i should stop working.
see how it goes then.
i hate studying and working.
just like when i was in CEMS.
like it's already tiring enough u gotta wake up
@630... now u gotta sit in class till 10!!!???
whao!!!
i just cannot do that. hahahaha!!

i bought make up again today @ red earth.
spent another 50 bucks. haha!!
damn........
in two days i spend near 200.... BAH!!!!
no good!!!!
i still need to survive in BKK leh!
spend so much $$$$!!!!!
hahahaha!!!
now, the next thing i'm looking forward to
is BANGKOK!!!! yeay yeay! hahaha!!
can't wait man.... really can't wait....!!!!
woohooooooo!!!

anyway.... my exams.... were quite good.
or should i say okay only.
i could do the questions... but not sure how'd
i fare still. =(
*cross fingers*
hee.

alrightie.....
i'm gonna head to my bed...
go lie down....
and probably fall asleep...
LOL.
*yawn*......
so sad... after my exams i still can't enjoy an off day.
URGH... so not good for me.
i don't deserve this!!!
hahahahaha!

studying is way better than work....
can i stay under my mummy's umbrella???

21st feb.

oh man!!!
4 hours to my IM paper!!!!
just finished writing afew notes. continuation from
yesterday. =(
so tired. fell asleep at around 3 yesterday and
woke up @ 1030 today to continue studying.....
damn tired.
actually.... i feel more tired when i'm waking
up to go to work and after work.
dunno why.
think it's just the 630 thingy la huh...
i feel less tired studying and going to exams.
haa!
think i'm just too pampered....
*can i live a sheltered life forever????*
hee......
yarr... live under mummy's umbrella forever...
wahahah!!!



work relationships / employees / bosses

in the line of work - i really feel that when someone
wants to pin point my mistakes, he/she must be
better than me and i must respect the person for
what the person does.
no - i'm not being biased, i'm not being arrogant
and i'm not being spoilt again.

it boils down to R.E.S.P.E.C.T.
like what happened between me and the executive
chef lily last time. yes, she's the senior, but she had no right
to boss pple around, and not respecting pple for their
rights! so... i didn't let her boss me around.
wahaha!! me and her even had a talk and yes, i told her
i didn't like her and the way she didn't show respect
to pple while working.
ended up... me and lilly were quite okay in the end......
LOL. yea la.. that's just my attitude.

respect is EARNED - if not, don't wish for me to listen to
to ur orders... unless you're my boss.
and yes... i have experienced some bosses who are air heads
also la... quite irritating... but what to do right!!??
it annoying cos they're really quite "empty" up there -
yet they don't listen to suggestions.
i mean, to work well with employees,
you must always communicate well and listen to
feedback. even if you're the boss. employees will then
gain respect for u and know that you're and understanding
boss - not the kind that needs to be "sa ka-ed".

once i even helped my friend to fight for her rights
in the company after i quit. hahaha!! cos i knew
the boss was full of shit and acting smart.
in singapore, with the MOM behind ur back -
nothing's a problem! hahaha!
so i also come and act smart and told the boss the
rights of an employee and the showed the MOM papers...
wahaha!! yes yes.... i super act big man. hahaha!
dangerous to have an employee like me ah.
don't step on my tail.... or i'll really snap back.
hahaha!

anyway, i think i also have a problem.
i always like to "ding zhui" haha.
i think that's the correct spelling. means ....
i always have something to say when they say something
i don't agree with. quick to defend i guess.
in other words... rash.
not very good though.
i'm not the "carry balls" kinda person....
i'm probably not the work smart kinda person
too.
oh well, that's just me. you can say that in life,
you've gotta learn to be diplomatic and be nice
to people even if u don't like them.
i mean.. yea la! i've gone thru that stage too.
be nice to pple you don't like, tahan their shit,
try and be diplomatic, and whatever else......
i think it's just my bad habit to show out
my displeasure.

even my mummy knows that if she says 1 -
i can say 2 and if she continues, we'll be there
having a debate. and i always end up winning.
or shld i say i always have to win....? LOL!!!!
yea la, that's just a really bad habit of mine.
i have so much to say sometimes i don't know
how to stop. and i have an excuse for everything.
BUT.... NOT ALL are excuses.....
i find that i should be entitled an explanation
and that's just my perception of how things are....
right?
heh.

ah well..... it's no point debating over this.
there's so many rights and wrong when looking at
things from a different angle.

okay. time to revise my work now.
TTFN!

alrightie!!!
i just finished watching desperate housewives
and now.. i'm here.
gimme like 5 mins and i'll continue studying!!!!!
*sigh*
desperate housewives is really addictive.....
the 2nd season is simply too good to miss....

anywayzzz....
had my accounts paper today, and i must say
it went quite well. *cross fingers*
thank you Lord!!!!
yea... i could do everything except for the last
question....
which i can say is untterly a stupid question.
costs like 12 marks man! damn.
STUPID questions!!!
couldn't they give a more practical qn???
shessh!
anyway, i just hope i pass the accounts module...
cos i don't wanna repeat it.... and my mid term
kinda pulled my grades down BADLY.
*sigh* just pray the group project went fine.

after school - went down to bishan to meet
a friend for dinner. but... while waiting for him to
end work @ 530 and come down bishan.....
i went shopping!!!! BAH!!!!
exams still can shop..... MUN!!!! what's got into
you!!! i spent a near 100 bucks in just like.....
30 mins or so??
for some one who doesn't have any income... yarr!
hahaha!
bought board shorts + 2 blushers + make up pouch
+ lip gloss (which smells super horrible).
i realised the smell only after i bought it, unwrapped
it and put it on. URKKK!!!
smells damn.... plastic or something.
quite undescribable. shessh.

had yu kee duck rice for dinner - and i say that the
bishan one isn't as nice as the one judith bought
from pasir ris!
yeaa.... the pasir ris one still rocks!! haha!
BOO BISHAN YU KEE!!!

i'm glad that tmr's the last paper.
and i'm also glad it's in the evening.
this means... i get more time to study!!!!
yaarr... for something that's barely touched.

okay... time to get down to IM....
i'm really quite pleased with my shopping today....
LOL. shopping during exam period.
unforgivable!
haa!

ciao!

first day of exams....
been studying since morning... *yawn*
and the stupid dutch lady - ice latte
belgian chocolate flavour seems
to only have chocolate inside la!!!
where's the coffee man!!!!
DUH!!!
like drinking chocolate milk to stay awake....
=(
lucky i didn't only rely on that or i'll be falling fast
asleep.
quite happy at the fact that i can do my accounts
now.... but not very happy at the fact that allen
just told me that the MCQ questions contain of
the earlier chapters too..... URGH!
i've clean forgotten abt the earlier chapters
after the mid term test.

tomorrow's paper's IM..... and i think i suck quite badly at
it... cos i haven't finished studying it.
damn... gotta PIA that paper today man. lucky it's a 630 paper
man!!! can study till late... then can wake up abit later.
yesterday was disasterous.
slept till like 11 cos i was SOOOO tired....
and i studied till like 4....
balancing accounts.... bla bla bla....
then i fell asleep and woke up @ 10 to revise my notes.
*sigh*
i think work really makes my body feel damn tired.
everytime i reach home...
i just feel like sleeping....
same like yesterday. lucky for me.. i slept till 11
and when i woke up.. i felt so so so much better.
did the right thing by sleeping first!! haha!
more work can be done that way.

anyway, think the only eye candy down @ work
is edward. haa! but as "mouth-said"....
he isn't a good guy. hmmm.... oh well.
i guess gd looking guys know tt they're looked
at and are proud of that factor....
and maybe most tend to be play boys.
but u see... "source" may not be very reliant.
cos "source" isn't very good to start of with.
so.... who shall we trust right?
oh well, there's always a side of everyone that
normal people cannot see.... and only those close
to them can see.
and yes, i have seen. opened my eyes. whatever.
i just need to tide over this time.
overcome this period.
and resist the aura from that direction.
and the lord's sure helping me out with it...
=)

alrightie...
i gotta go..... SHOWER and GO FOR EXAMS!
bahhhh!!!!!
*bites finger nails*
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