Saturday, March 12, 2005

my black umbrella*.
it's helps cover me.
from all the shit in life.
if only it was real.
and if only it would.

~ { 3/12/2005 06:28:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

things are going to change,
it's all just so surreal.
and i don't seem to understand.
what have i done?
what have i become?
the skepticality hardens me.
and i can't continue this way.
it isn't helping.
nothing's changing my perception.
though i wish somethng could.
i've drowned,
and i can't surface.
i hate those who have deluded me.
but i'm trying Lord.
i'm trying my best.
i'm heading to that light i see.
i'm still on my way.

~ { 3/12/2005 05:17:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

i wish i had a house,
and in that house,
i wish i had 2 big tress.
and tied to those to big tress,
is a hammock.
and on that hammock,
will be me,
with my book.
under the two big trees,
blocking me from the sun.
and beside me,
will be my baileys drink.
loads.
yumm yumm....

*dreams*

swing...........
and fall.

~ { 3/12/2005 05:06:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

let's report 11th Mar 05.

went down to meet bert
and ernie and not forgetting
sonia @ suntec after they
headed for the IT exhibit.
psstt.... i like ernie's new
camera!!!!! jealous!!!
*ack*

i wanna get my 256MB SD card!!
*sigh*

anyway, yea....
and later on @ night, played
mahjong. *yawnyawn*
my contacts nearly popped
out @ while playing!
it was so dry!!
so uncomfortable.
but.... i had my share of winnings..
luckily i didn't waste my time
there, with my eyes feeling
so uncomfortable and all.

and now......
i just woke up not long ago from
my 6 hr slp.
i don't understand why i
auntomatically wake up after
6 hrs. not gd!

~ { 3/12/2005 04:20:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

Friday, March 11, 2005

yummmmmmmyyy.................

~ { 3/11/2005 01:01:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

whoop de dooopy//

i can't believe myself -
i woke up @ 10+
(which is so unusual esp when
i slept at 3+ last morn)
and i was bored,
so i did household chores!

oh my. auntie in the making.
haa!
and i willingly did them!
usually my mum has to force
my to do some chores.
haa! think she'll be amazed
when she gets home.
woo.....

luckily my nails didn't get ruined.

i'm bored of my tagboard music.
i'm still fuguring ways i can insert
music w/o going to that imusic thingy
which gives me many inevitable
pop-ups.
so guys - tahan with this midi first.
haa!

~ { 3/11/2005 12:10:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

zhong yu kan kai ai hui bu lai
er ni zhong shi tai wan ming bai
zui hou cai ba hua shuo kai
ku zhe jiu wo liu xia lai

zhong yu kan kai ai hui bu lai
wo men mian qian tai duo zhu ai
ni de shou jue fang bu kai
ning yuan mei qu xi qiu wo bei li kai

my han yin pin yu isn't the greatest,
and i think there's quite a few mistakes,
but it doesn't really matter.
i'm infactuated with this song -
zhou jie lun's Dao Dai.
avid fan of his songs.
brighten's my day no matter how
sad the song can be.

~ { 3/11/2005 01:21:00 AM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

i think i have pretty
painted red nails with
a butterfly on each.

*la la la*

i'm on a shopping spree -
of reckless buying.
*help*

~ { 3/11/2005 01:15:00 AM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

Thursday, March 10, 2005

u are seriously,
the great pretender.
*ponders*

~ { 3/10/2005 03:06:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

la la la

~ { 3/10/2005 03:01:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

.fainting.

i'm dying.
waiting for 3pm for my
lunch appointment.
went drinking on an empty
stomach last night - and i
got super high.
now....
im dying for food.
*help*

~ { 3/10/2005 02:56:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

touched by an angel.

watching touched by an angel
never fails to touch my heart.
it helps me think and relate
to what happens in reality.
and .... it makes me cry.
yes yes.
the show makes me cry. haa!
am i emo or what. shit.
but the endings are great.
when people accept the help
of God and realise their
mistakes.
happy endings with happy smiles
on everyone's face. =)

~ { 3/09/2005 06:14:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

after a talk with friend
'H' after my shopping
spree....

i'm seriously sick of
"the-great-pretenders".
generally.
maybe just too much
experience from getting
"hit" by these people.
some people just can't see
what they're doing is
sometimes just utterly
disgusting.
and utterly contradicting
to what they voice out.
they say one thing -
but is he/she fit to say that
when he/she does the exact
same thing as the thing she
"despises"?
weird.
what's going thru' the head's
of these people.
do they underestimate the ones
ard them thinking they're
stupid or do they just speak
w/o thinking - which is dumb.
i really wonder when they'll
wake up.
you just don't know if u should
pity them or should we despise
them?
oh hell.

and there are those that -
say one thing, but do another.
another pretender @ work.
like just what's your agenda
and who do think i am?
your idiot?
guess again.
it really gets on your nerves.
allowing people to think u're stupid.
when u're plain not.
and all u can do is - s w a l l o w.
uh huh.
it's shit.
and all i can say is - shit happens.
like wth.

~ { 3/08/2005 12:54:00 AM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

Monday, March 07, 2005

to a friend of mine
that just wrote a
journal.

well, God believes in you and
has plans for you.
so believe in Him. He works in
mysterious ways.
and life - can be full of
shit + surprises.
you just gotta sit and do some
soul searching on what you
want out of life & work towards
what you want.
but don't let that impede all fun
in life though. haa. wldn't
be the same w/o the fun and
shit tt goes on in life.

~ { 3/07/2005 11:20:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

great.
i just realised that i'm gonna
miss "desperate housewives"
every monday night.
cos i end school only @ 10pm.
this is no good..................
*frowns*

anyway, today's
retail mktg & dist was like...
weird.
there were many R.O.C's!
shitty. and my group work.....
has TWO R.O.C's in it!
darn it. we couldn't choose
our group mates.
i really hope they'll be useful you
know... seriously it's not
that i'm biased or smthng...
i'm just.... you know... ehhh...
whatever!

well, school from 2-10....
is tiring.
seriously tiring & esp for my eyes.
drying contacts.
*sigh*
i have to do this every monday
and tuesday.
let's hope i can go thru' this well.

anyway, i'm taking marketing research
tmr noon, and i seriously HOPE
that there will not be tooooo many
R.O.C's again. seriously!
*crosses fingers*
if not i'm changing to night class.
haa! but i'm too lazy to go to school
too many days - thus my cramming
of subs in 2 days. haa!

ok, i've got to get down to
doing my stuff + watch "Las Vegas"
haha!

im SO tired...

~ { 3/07/2005 10:56:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

i've been awake since 10am.
WOW!
mun seldom wakes up early...
and here she is.
was awake @ 8am yest and
today @ 10am.
amazing!

*spin,spin,spin*

i just realised the heavy workload
tt sch has loaded unto me this
semester.
i have literally 6 (disintegrated)
projects to do! *wehhh*
and i was still thinking of working
part time at wilson's (fren)
place. guess i gotta give that
a miss. cos there's no way i can
fit that in when projects and
exams are due.
i feel the stress eventhough sch has
just started. man....
i better start going for classes +
intensive lessons regularly.
haa!
seriously, last sem was....
alot of fun*
uh huh, too much in fact that
i got blinded by fun. haa!
but i studied la - last mins.
that's why i practically stressed out
to the utter brim.
deserved it la. wth.

ok! i'm going to get ready....
chaos!

~ { 3/07/2005 10:32:00 AM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

my current comfort food's
oreo cookies.
i eat one piece every night.
oh no. *shakes head*

~ { 3/07/2005 12:02:00 AM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

Sunday, March 06, 2005

i went shopping after school
today. haha!
shessh! i bought :

1. jeans
2. a belt (sadly none tt i really eyed for)
3. 2 tops
4. perfume

*laughs*
yarr!! too stressed, so go buy
buy, buy!!
i wanted to buy shoes and a bag
but i just couldn't find one
that i REALLY wanted!
*urgh*
i think i may get this perticular
pair of shoes... but still
contemplating.
i need to go alter my jeans
though...
kinda long.. haha! not very...
but a lil too long. haa!

school was fun today.
haa!
cos there was hands on and stuff.
and there's this irritating guy
with a loud voice.
*eeek*
gonna be in the same monday
class as me and elise.
oh goodness! i don't wanna see
him.... find him... lame!
haha!
and i hate lame guys.
lame + corny.
*eeek*

anyway, i think i'm off to sleep.
i'm seriously tired after all the
working of the brain + the
studying.... *yawn*

~ { 3/06/2005 11:22:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

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