alright - time check - 435 am. i just got back
from playing pool at pot black. told you that i'm still
thinking if i should go down to meet steven right.....
yea, went down in the end cos jason sent me down.
so kinda right..... hehe=)
so i could watch my TV then still be intime to meet them=)

went down to pot black with kim, elynn, jason, steven and melvyn (steven's fren)
well, i can say that i'm the worst player among them. oh well...
can't blame myself - havent played it in ages!!!!!! eons maybe!
haven't been in touch with society...ok..not society, but
many things for a long long time... even the movies!!!
i wanna catch a show!!!! *sigh* it has been a loooong time....
so hwee, now u can start playing with me again. i won't be
able to trash you cos my skills have deproved tremendously!!!!!
it's really tremendous! think if i play billard now...it'll take an hour or so!
oh well..practice makes perfect again....think i need the regular
hours of playing again..hahah!

MSN is down again...what the heck! is it because of the rain????
it's really raining heavily outside, when we were at bedok..
it was terrrrrrible! could hardly see the road... @ orchard too!
poor jason had to drive us all back in the heavy rain.
very dangerous though.... terrible...

whats with the rainy rainy
days mr sky???? why are thou crying again??? who has made thee sad????
i shall avenge for thee! just please stop crying my poor dear sky.....

hahaha! STOP raining!! hahah! but actually..the rain makes sleep
nicer..hahah! maybe just don't rain when i'm outside ok! hahah!
anyway, it's time i get some sleep la huh....
really shag now.. been sleeping so late everyday that my eye bags
are detectable!! even under my specs!! yucksss!!

ALRIGHT!!!! today's the earliest day i got home!! serious!
i reached home at 720!!
oh man!! imagine thaT! hahah! i usually get home at 1+++.
yesterday was 1030+ and today is 7++...cool!
haha!

anyway, went down to zouk last wednesday....in the end,
elynn couldn't go in. reminded me of last time when i borrowed someone's
i/c. but that time i could go in like so many times b4 i got caught.
hahah! nowwwww i know how they felt last time...
*LOL*

went down to siglap...(for the first time) yesterday with jason
to have dinner @ cafe cartel. hmmm....my dessert took so long to
come ...and it wasn't really good - i think i should stick to the desserts
i USED to eat.... afraid that the NEW ones will be bad la huh..
like yesterday!

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i think i have a phobia...of GUYS!!!! serious! hahah!
not scared scared..but.... i'm having a phobia of liking guys!
i'm sick and tired of being attracted to the wrong kinda guy..
i know this is bad...but....FUCK!! haha! urgh! irritating the hell
outta me man! i think i'm never kiling any guy ever again!
wahahahahhahha!!! but i think it's impossible ...so mun...what the
heck! but i have to open a BIG BIG eye la...hmmm..
my friend told me something that i keep pondering on....
she said that i look too arrogant that's why guys are
intimidated...wahahahah!!!! seriously....what intimidation man!!????
stupid right..hahah! that's just cos they dunno me what right!!!
hahah! right hweeeeeeeee!!!!
ut what ever la...when he comes he comes.... i believe there
will be the one lor....no need to search so much..wahahh!
take my time to flip thru the pages....hahahah!

alright, i'm thinking if i should go down to secret garden to meet steven not...
but im so tired already....i think i shouldn't...
i'm too drained to go anywhere already....
serious...i fell asleep in jason's car on the way home and it was like only 10...
so it's kinda bad la huh...sows that im relli tired...but when
i got back..i was quite awake la huh..
haha!
alright...... i gotta chaos! wanna eat now...
taz!

well, well, i'm back again - woke up kinda late today.
oh man! 1.27pm! i totally forgot to wake up and i didn't
hear my alarm! luckily i'm not going out today. if not that
person would be so angry with me..hahah!
haven't been able to sleep in for some time, felt so good sleeping today..
heh.

well, going down to zouk after work - hope it'll be ok la huh..
it'll be the first time going down to zouk without the usual
chiong-ing kaki but instead my work mates. hope it'll be kinda cool la huh..

hmmm...i'm still in a dilemma if i should or should not work
at secret garden anymore... i feel like leaving..
but on the other hand.. i do not.. maybe cos it hasn't been
one month yet that's why. *sigh* hmm....i think i should just
stay on a while more and see how things go on.... yeaaaaap!

alright, it's time for me to go and eat now...
check out the kitchen time!! then i'll have to go iron
my clothes and go off to work.... work work..
haha! fun but tiring... killing my legs! haha!
alright.... chaos

i'm suffering from serious eye bag problems man..
it's terrible!!! hwee, i think you'll faint after seeing
what i've turned into...
i sleep so late every night, and i'm starting to drink more
and more... man! last time i only drink on occassions...
but now, it seems to be just a norm for me.... damn!
think soon my brain cells will be totally wiped out man!
drink drink drink, wipe wipe wipe....shesssh!

going down to zouk tmr....
oh well.... see.... told u i've been drinking way too much...
monday drink, tuesday drink, tmr drink... B4 monday was drinking...
ohhh man!

alright, it's time i go and tuck in..
kinda sleeeeepy now...
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hwee wrote::

the thoughts that constantly flowed thru my mind over the weekend:
1. mun's going to ozzie!!! =(
2. how am i going to survive the rest of the month with $20 in my wallet
3. if i shld keep leading her on
4. i will start studying after the recess week

alright.. so here i am.. ona tuesday morning..
after a day of constant rain and gloominess..
goodness.. singapore was flooded!! can u believe that?!
anyhow, today's bright and sunny!
yippPEeE!!!
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hey hwee, it's kinda sad that i'm leaving for oz next year right.
im also very sad that i have to leave cos i'm not prepared to
leave singapore behind... the whole place has memories...DUH!
my friends, my family, my luxury is all here!!! i can't bear to leave
singapore!!!! thus, i'm thinking if i should do my degree locally...
*sigh* but since i have the chance i thinki should go....
i'm in such a dilemma!!!! *help*

anyway, NEWS FLASH>>>>> secret garden was
flooded yesterday!!! hahahahahhaha!!! the back of secret garden that
is.... the water level got so high cos there was no drainage
around, and the water flowed in thru the gap below the door.
funny right! i've never experienced this b4 man!!!!
shessh!! even steven was stunned! hahahah!

alright, i'm off to watch my show -
be bac ltr! chaos!
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anyway hwee, devil's bar was ok la...maybe cos the crowd
wasn't there la huh.... kinda empty cos we went at ard 215, 45
mins b4 closing time. but the place is kinda big la huh...looks kinda big
when i saw it yest..haha! but i wasn't realllllly enjoying myself though,
cos my eyes were killing me! so dry! shessssh! made me sleepy sleepy.
okok!
chaos!

went down to devil's bar with jason, ronald, shirley and kim
after work and it was quite........ok la....
went to the R&B section la huh...not the techno side to chill.
was kinda tired already cos my contact lenses were drying up man....
terribloe! damn the lenses cos they terribly spoiled my night!
it was so dry it was making my eyes sleepy!

anyway, i had quite a lot to drink tonight. had 3 bacardi cranberry, abit of
the carlsberg and 2 lychee martini's. anyway, kinda bad la huh -
the place cheated my feelings!! the lychee martini had no lychee
inside it!! damn!!
i think i'll still to centro's and zouk's lychee martini. still the greatest!
got 3 lychee's in mine at centro! hahaha!

anyway, well........ i gotta chaoz.
so thats all i'll be blogging for now....
chaos

heyhey! i'm at work again!
now is "break" time again.ooohhh!!
it's atready 5pm!
i gotta go go ome....great right.
going down to indo chine @ opp boat quay tonight
yea!
alright....gtg lo off..chaoz

ok, took a love test and these are the interpretations!!!
kinda true la huh... hehehe
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1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she
loves you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do
anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.

well, learnt a few new things at work today -
working life is really complicated.....
oh well, that's all i can say - like a summary for what i learnt!
hahah!

anyway, i've decided to forget it all and give it up...
what's not mine, i'm not going to go beyond my limits to
go attain it. u can say that i'm not determined and i
give up easily.. but u noe what, i'm tired of falling in love with
the wrong people and since it's not possible then too bad la huh...
then it should end there and then! kinda sad telling myself
that but what the heck -

hey hweeeeeeee::

know what - i've learnt how to eat the salmon thing @ sakae!
the sashimi la huh.... haha! he taught me how to eat it! anyway,
it's not fishy and gooooey like what i thought it would be!
it's really quite nice! i'm not talking about the salmon that's on
top of the rice sushi..but the one on the premium plate.
surprisingly...i tried it! hahah! it was always a NO NO for me!!!
alright, next time we go for a sakae meeting.... i'm making you try it!
i don't care! hahaha! if mun can do it, so can you girl! haha!
know you for so long now, i think you'll be able to take it. it's kinda
tasteless - not tasteless tasteless - but not yucky feeling la huh...
=) oh well, a great time out. it was good - as i've learnt something eh!
not bad...

ok, i'm off to lunch! chaoz!

//i really wanna go over....but on the other hand - i do not want to...
what should i do???? it's all so 50-50!!! would i be stupid to reject the chance??
someone help me....//

*yawn* just woke up at long ago and it was all cos some calls.
put down the phone and i couldn't get back to sleep. sigh.
oh well....i dun wanna be a pig. it's already one! haha!

i wanna watch a movie!!!!!!! it's been eons since i watched one!
i wanted to watch along came polly...but i didn't. i wanted to watch
something's gotta give....and i still haven't watched it.. i wanted to
watch gothika..but missed it too. NOW, i wanna watch butterfly effect,
think i'll miss it again!! oh man! i feel like a mountain tortoise now!
even hwee who stays at her NTU dorm far off at boon lay watches
more shows than me!!!! *urgh* never mind... i'll go watch a movie one day.
hopefully on my off day! haha! working morning on monday!! tuesday's
my off day and night on wed's!! cool eh! morning, off then night. hehe!
but i'll be working full on friday...ahh...never mind! OT's good..haha!

watching MTV now... kinda boring.
sunday's shows are always boring...my goodness!
hey, know what! my favourite doctor show, that used to be telecasted
on channel 5 at 2pm is now back on but it's at 5am...........
oh man! saw it when i've ben staying up late these days.
but i think it's an encore. but even then, i still love watching the show.
it's a great show called strong medicine... i think.
heh - you can always count on me to watch TV! hehe. like my "son"
jason calls me - a TV addict! haha! still doesn't know why he calls
me mum..... maybe i forgot why..hehe! but oh well, he's short and cute
but dun be deceived. he still has his brains of a 29 even though he doesn't look 29!
ohhhh ya.......now i remember... it's cos my name is mun...so he justs insists
on calling me mum instead of mun..haha! funny right..i'm 20 and i'm his mum...
when he's older than me! hiaks!

saw this cool MTV by INCUBUS called megalomaniac. kinda cool...
heh - with all the funny graphics and anto-nazi signs and what some other
stuff inside.. heh. weird... has the words jesus inside as well. hehe - funny right.
not sure what they r trying to say though.
alright, i'm going off to shower then eat then go off to work again...
oh my..i hate a routined day! i wanna go back to what i was doing b4 working!!!!
i wanna slack, eat and go online and enjoy with my friends!!!!
i haven't gone clubbing in such a long time!!!! urgh!
all cause of work... darn!
alright, i'll end the complains here and spare your ears..or should i say eyes..heh
chaozz

i'm darn tired - but im still online..what the heck!
it;s now...lemmi see... 330am in spore. hehe...
*yawn* why am i awake when everyones asleep??

well, work today was good - eventhough it was busy,
it was still good. anyway, as i was commenting about
work b4 right... and i said that i'll come back to commenting
about work after a few more days - well, work's good now.
having a manager like steven's good. he's quite easy going and such.
well, this shows that u can't judge things / people just based
on the first time.... oh well...

anyway, had sakae sushi with jason @ suntec today.
ok, lemmi tell you. sakae @ suntec isn't that great. first,
the place is small and the atmosphere ain't good. secondly,
service kinda slow..haha! maybe im too demanding...
but oh well, i still prefer the all time favourite, sakae @ heereen!!!
bugies is also not bad - but wheelock.....oh my!
the service sucks...remember hwee??????????

hmmm...shall end my blog of the day now...i think im going off
to sleep now. really tired...
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