it's a rainy saturday.
decided to sit in for the day -
and will just go out later @ night.
hee.

probably heading down to the PC show
only tmr before church. haha!
yeayy!! i'm going to church!
i'm a happy happy girl!!!!
hee....
gotta go back to church man! hee....

haha. i don't know if i should congratulate
sonia tan or not. haa.
everything's so vague and surreal right
girl! haa!!!
well, seriously just give it time.
and you won't know how i'd be till you've tried.
haa.
maybe i should tell that to myself too...
wahahah!!!
urrmm... urgh.
haa. never mind. time will tell.......
i'm enjoying my life right now.
feeling pretty cool about everything. haa!
and idiot josh was asking me why i'm not attached
and am i dating a whole lot of pple again...? haa!
*BISH!!!*
i never did that lor you dudu!!!!
i wouldn't consider my status to be dating someone
unless i think that there WOULD be an outcome
dating that person and if i feel the chemistry
going two way la........ wahahah!!!
really!
if not - i'll just name it - "casually going out"
cos i dunno abt the other party la - but i'm going out with
a clear conscience, nothing in mind and as
purely friends... wahaha!!!
dunno what i'm crapping about.
actually i don't like to waste my time on people
i know i won't like... wahahah!!!
*faint*
i just had to tell them no no!! haa!
now hwee - now you know why i cannot just
TRY and give it time......
cos sometimes i think no matter how you TRY to like
someone that you initially think you won't like.....
there's no point.
but sometimes i really wonder what kinda people
i attract. haa.
seems to be a weirdest kind. wahaha!
maybe not weird la.... but not the expected kind.
hmmm.....
but sonia commented that "they ARE YOUR kind!!!"
hmm...
am i in denial or do i not know what kinda people
i like / attract?? wahaha!!!
hahaha!
maybe only an outside party can see better.
hahaha!


i'll let the Lord decide my path.
that's really the best way.
cos He'll want the best for me in what i do. =)
and of course the same to all believers as well. *hee*
i'll consult Him first before making any decision.

chris's trying to get me to go to a catholic church...
wahaha!!! and i said no no .....
come to the rock with me!!! hahaha!
clarence... if you're reading.....---->
nooo... i'm not psycho-ing him to go!!! hahaha!
he psycho-ed me to go to ur daddy's church
first ah!! hahaha!
i think YOU should go to church with your daddy,
then he'll prob go to church tgt with u and
ur dad - then maybe, only maybe i'd go. wahaha!!

i really think i'm addicted to Lacuna's Celebrate the
Summer. shessh! it's niceeee! hee.
actually addicted to techno for now - cos it's so much
more upbeat than the mellow songs. haa!!
darn.
and yea... r&b too.. haa!
i love my ipod. haa! many many songs! haa!!!!

Christmas is coming......
and... i don't know what to do...
*sigh*
my darlings are attached....
hmm.... should be. haa.
wonder how Christmas this year would be
like.......
potluck at erin's?? haa! but dunno if this
hwee would be inseperable from her bf. haa
they're lucky stuck together man.... shessh. haa!
church + dinner?
oh ya... daph's bday over the weekend.
haa.
la la la... we'll see la.
still like... 1 mth from now. haa!
don't need to wonder too much. haa!

alrightie... i'm gonna head for the TV again....
before I have my dinner, get ready...
and head out!!
sweeeeet!!!

it's another tiring day....
ahhhhhhhhh!!!!
yesterday i was SOOO tired that i slept with
my TV on and my hp beside me.
dangerous. imagine if i hit my phone and it
flew to the ground???
HEART ACHE! haa!
but my mum came in later on and she
offed my TV and she asked me to put my hp
properly if not later drop and spoil i'll ask for
a new one... hahaha!!!

anyway, went down to look see for laptops
with jia and clarence. well, quite a pointless
look since i went and left the place still set on
2 laptops. haa! the acer OR the ibook.
urgh... but the idiot part about acer is that.....
IT'S CD COMBO DRIVE IS EXTERNAL!!!!
BASKET!!!!
hahahah!!!
which laptop has an external cd drive man!
shessh!!!
that's what's stopping me from getting the acer
la. if not it'll be great cos it's small and chio chio
and light. hahaha!
think i'll probably get the ibook in the end.
hee.
hwee says i'm duped to think that ibook is
in a world of it's own!!! hahaha!!
okay hwee... i'm listening... hee.

anywayzzzzzz........
i'm soooooooo happy about my STM project!!
hahah!!!
got a distinction for it man!! A!!! woohoooo!!!
hahaha!!!
or if 80 is a HD... even better!! hahah!
28/35. yea man!! damn happy! hahaha!!
praise the Lord!!!
and talking about praising the Lord,
today while we were waiting for a lot @ the
roadside, i prayed that there will be a lot -
and true enough, in less than 5 mins,
sijia spotted a guy going to his car!!!!
hallelujah!!
hahaha!!
see - if you put your faith in Him, he will show
you the way. ok... period.

just got off the phone with josh.
so gd to hear from him.
updated me about how he is now & bla bla bla...
he's really quite busy nowadays with his work.
having 2 mths holiday - but doesn't seem to
be like having hols man!
he's working almost everyday!!
or should i say everyday!
will like.... LATE! haa!
doing his shows @ the esplanade and stuff....
from 9am till what.... 10 plus 11??
shessh!
hardworking man you!
you really have the stamina to go on ah!
energizer bunny!!!!
hahaha!
hopefully he turns up at ailian's bday instead
of go to work... LOL!!!

talking about ailian - the world is SUPER small la.
chris knows ailian's ex bf leon... and also my ex bf.
baaa!!!!!
wtf!
that's damn weird la.
shessh.
and he told me that clarence and sijia just kept
giving me and him one kinda look......
*beep*
hahaha!
those two ah... esp sijia ah.....
i must go *kiap* her mouth alrdy.
if not alot of nonsense gonna come out from
her mouth already...
hahahah!!!

sigh anyway,
i think i've been spending too much money already.
think better don't spend sooo much... ahaha!
jia lat man.....
hopefully possible. hee.
alrightie...
i'm gonna retire to my bed again and hopefully
i don't doze off leaving my TV on and
my hp on my bed. haa!
don't want it to drop man! shessh!

tmr's another day........
stay home and rest??
wahaha!!
ciao!

i cut my finger while wakeboarding....
booohooo.....
pain.....

i decided to come out of my bed cos my
msn kept beeping and beeping...
hahaha.
urghh... so decided to blog too.

I MISS CHURCH!!!! ahhh!!!!
i need to go this sunday man!!
i have to!!!
i pray almost every night -
and despite drifting from church for
so long - the Lord never left my side.
=)

i'm still quite clueless with my ipod. haa!
i hate the fact that i need to manually categorise
my music in itunes in genres.
seriously shit! can i just shift them into the
different genre folders!!!!
urgh!
irritating. finding songs are a chore when using
i-tunes.
the normal music folder's easier.
haa!
even windows media player is easier.
haa!
but never mind.. i still like my ipod...
CHIOOOOOO ahhh!! hahaha!!
my favourite WHITE!!
hee...

anyway, i'm gonna watch harry potter soon..
hee!!! can't wait!!!!!!
i wanna watch ha r r y p o t t e r!!!!
heee...
what other shows huh...
i forgot... don't remember what's showing also.
watched this chinese dragon squad show that
day cos it featured my darling shawn yue. haa!
he's soooooo cute. haa!!!
i dunno why i don't say ang moh's are cute -
but it's always asians... haha!
i dun myself bragging about how gd looking
brad pitt is though.... but brag about how
much i think shawn yue and julian hee is cute....
hahahaha!!!!!
MUNSIEEE.... hee...
and i still think mr yang looks abit like shawn yue..
hahaha!!!
i told him once... and he was like.. wow!
"he's more gd looking la!"
haha - DUH! just resemblence ma... gd enough!! haha

mun shouts: where's my supper!!!!! LOL...
time check... 1125.
LA LA LA......
grin...

sigh....
ok la... i think i'll retire to my bed again to watch
TV.... hahaha!! im tired man!
ate like just ONE meal today la...
i wonder how i survived my day wakeboarding w/o
food man!!!!
hahaha!

24th november.

i'm tired.....
i've been going out everyday since my first day
of my holiday... hahaha!
well, gotta enjoy myself before i start
school again next week right. shessh.
one week holiday....
blehhhh.....

wakeboarded again today with justin, ben, pam
and debra. yeap, debra came today. hahaha.
well, the improvement for the day award goes
to the 2 guys man!!!
justin finally landed nicely for his 360.
quite a few times la. ben also improved alot
from the last time! even justin said so... hahaha.
the previous time his kept letting go of the handle
when turning the 360, today, he did more 360's than
justin!!!! whaooo!!! GOOD!!!
so yes yes, they both did well today... *claps*

me..... i dunno.. i thought my run was shorter than
other days. not sure why though. *sigh*
but well, i didn't deprove that's for sure...
but i didn't feel like i improved a lot.
maybe cos it was a short run la.. haiz.
but oh well.. maybe i did improve a bit..
a LIL bit la..
haa.
for pamela and debra... well for pam..
maybe she hasn't done it in a while la...
think ill be like her if i stop for some time...
hahaha!!
for deb - this is my first time seeing her wakeboard...
so dunno... hee.

later on justin sent us out and we all
went home...
or should i say me and deb went home...
pam went to watch harry potter!!
well, today's just wakeboarding.. and that was
it. tired already...... *dead*
haha. my tummy still hurts when i sneeze....
*urgh*

i feel tired that i feel lazy to go out tmr...
URGH!!!
but i wanna... or shld i say i should go la...
hahaha!
okay.....
ciao!
i'm gonna retire to my bed already.....
ahhhhhhhh..............................

22nd november.

ohhhh man!!!!!
SHAG!!!!!
went wakeboarding with ange, justin, jack,
justin's uncle mahmut and this new guy TK.
TK looks like ADRIAN!!!!! SHESSH!!!!
angel --> u go my friendster see this guy
ADRIAN. same same face!!!! hahaha.
small eyed + fair + black haired also!!
shessh! too many people resemble my friends.
hahahaha!!! anywayz...
i did my utmost best while wakeboarding today
and it's so darn tiring.
well, i'm quite satisfied with my performance today
and i'm sure i'll ache terribly tmr. *ouch*
hahaha.
but i still enjoyed every single bit of it. hee..
angel didn't do as good today and was quite
disappointed... well girl, we all have our days ok!
one day it'll be my turn to be shitty. remember that
day.... my first set was shit! got out of the wake
once only and fell! LOL!!

anyway, chris said he wanted to wakeboard too..
hahaha!
cooool!!! hee. should go tell marcus soon.
was looking at the blind-spot mirror of the boat and
i realised justin also looks like "felix-the-turtle"!!!
hahahaha!!! shessh!
but i have to say, eventhough he resembles alot
of felix, felix still looks better. wahahah!!
maybe the more "si wen" type. haa!
cos felix has no tattoos!! haha! dunno la,
they resemble each other quite a lot in the way the talk also.
LOL.
oh whatever.

anyway, casting was shitty today.......
my malay sucked.
yes... HALF PASS kind.
shessh!!
i had to pause to think about my sentence / word.
WA KAO!!!!!
just shoooot me!
can forget about the event already la.
but the hyman guy not bad looking leh.
though abit short.
no no.. no small eyes.
haa. just the better looking guy amongst all
the others. hee.

alrightie.
im going to go .... find supper. haa!
everyone today complaining about my weight.
jack, marcus and justin.
i still needed to give justin half of my lunch la.
just cldn't eat. sigh.
but dinner was nice though.
punggol mee goreng (minus beansprouts)!!!!
aahahahhaha!!!
favourite!
no no.. not craving for it. haa!
urgh... im craving for cold sashimi now....
shit!
haaaa!!!!
and some jalan kayu prata?
urgh!
people tmr working very early... so no supper today.
8am need to reach office instead of the usual 930.
i'll still be zzzzzzzzzzzing man! hahaha!
okay.... i'm going for my food hunt and TV enjoyment.
hahaha!
ciao!

tomorrow's monday -
can't wait! hee.
it's a brand new week with loads of
activities lined up!!!
wooohoooo!!!
and tomorrow, meeting my dear girl in
the noon for a movie & more shopping.
hahaha!!
yes yes... i'll go watch hunting tmr!!
woohoooo!!!
then later on head home... watch TV!!
hee...
my 7pm and 9pm show...
TV ADDICT!!!
then prob go chill @ night...?? hahaha!
tt girl is finally going to watch emily rose
with her darling tmr! aiyoo!
thought she watched it on sat. haa!

i can't wait for tuesday.... ahhh!!!!!
going wakeboarding again!!
wooohooooooooo!!!!
miss it man! hahaha!
dunno why im so addicted to it man!
heeee.....
and now, i'm craving for.......
mandarin top of the M high tea buffet
and pheonix garden cafe lunch buffet.
DARN!!!!
hahaha!
with all the talk of food and daph's bday
planning.... i'm beginning to get hungry.
hahaha! i'm craving for many things actually.
chocolate... jalan kayu prata... somerset
mee goreng...haagen dazs fondue...snackworld
zhi cha...sushi + sashimi!!!!!
urghhh!!!!
but for now... i just want some toasted cheese
bread. haa!
which.... i don't have anymore bread!!
drats! my daddy never buy bread! hahahah!

alrightie. i've had a good day....
and now, i'm going to look forward to ending my
day. sleeping AGAIN. wahaha!!!
nighty nite all!
*hugs*

*yawn yawn*
i went for supper @ 3am yesterday.
when i was watching my chinese movie
@ 2+++ and was about to zzzz....
i got dragged out by my stupid friend
and also my hungry stomach.
reached home only about 4 plus.....
boy.....
tired.
stayed home almost the whole day and
i got dragged out when i'm about to go
la la land. darn interesting eh.

thoughts of perth....

was asking rita too about perth.
weighing my odds and i think a studio
apartment would be best for me and sijia.
i'm just scared of going there.
really... serious.
i'm the kind that like to stay in my comfort
zone. seldom of the try new things and
adapt to a new environment kind.
that's why i never went there alone.
sigh. i'm really one kinda girl right.
and imagine. me and sijia there.
no one to take care of me -
and i gotta takecare of her. we gotta actually
take care of each other there la.
sigh. and with the aborginals there -
my mum's scaring me man!!!
she's telling me i must becareful..
cannot walk ard myself...
bla bla bla..
and rita was telling me about the break-in's.
sigh......
i'm really praying things will be okay
when i'm there.
cos when i'm there - the other sporeans
i know are back here already!!!
just tt those who are in aus aren't in perth!!
so many in melbourne and sydney.
sigh.
sigh. i must step out of this fear man......
independence!!!! hahaha!!
urghh!! scared! hee.
nevermind... i still have time to think....
but i really wanna go!! just... lil afraid.
hee.

the post below - about my heart.
haha!
is true to a certian extent.
hee.
and yes - i want a stable and intense lover!
*ding ding ding* correct!
and pls... bring along honesty with that
stable and intense lover....
perfect combination. LOL!!!

okay - lunch time!
yes.. i better eat more....
=(

Your Heart Is Red

You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart. Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person! Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense What you bring to relationships: Honesty

got this off sabbie's site. =)

(X) Smoked a cigarette.
( ) Smoked a cigar.
(X) Made out with a member of the same sex.
( ) Crashed a friend's car.
( ) Stolen a car.
(X) Been in love
( ) Been dumped. ---> didn't feel like it.
(X) Shoplifted.
( ) Been fired.
( ) Been in a fist fight.
( ) Snuck out of your parents' house.
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
( ) Been arrested.
( ) Made out with a stranger.
( ) Gone on a blind date.
(X) Lied to a friend.
( ) Had a crush on a teacher.
(X) Skipped school.
( ) Slept with a co-worker.
( ) Seen someone die.
( ) Been to Korea.
( ) Been to Mexico.
(X) Been on a plane.
( ) Thrown up in a bar. --> thrown up in club toilet... yes!
( ) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire.
(X) Eaten sushi. ---> yuuummmm!
( ) Been snowboarding.
( ) Been moshing at a concert.
( ) Been in an abusive relationship.
(X) Taken painkillers.
(X) Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by.
( ) Made a snow angel.
( ) Had a tea party.
(X) Flown a kite.
(X) Built a sand castle.
( ) Gone puddle jumping.
( ) Played dress up.
( ) Jumped into a pile of leaves.
( ) Gone sledding.
(X) Cheated while playing a game.
(X) Been lonely.
(X) Fallen asleep at work/school.
(X) Used a fake ID.
(X) Watched the sun set.
( ) Felt an earthquake.
( ) Touched a snake.
(X) Been tickled.
( ) Been robbed.
( ) Robbed someone.
(X) Been misunderstood.
( ) Pet a reindeer/goat.
(X) Won a contest.
( ) Ran a red light.
( ) Been suspended from school.
(X) Had detention.
( ) Been in a car accident.
( ) Had braces.
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night.
(X) Had deja vu.
( ) Danced in the moonlight.
(X) Hated the way you look.
( ) Witnessed a crime.
( ) Pole danced.
(X) Questioned your heart.
(X) Been obsessed with Post-It notes.
( ) Squished barefoot through the mud.
(X) Been lost.
(X) Been to the opposite side of the country.
( ) Swam in the ocean.
(X) Felt like dying.
(X) Cried yourself to sleep.
(X) Played cops and robbers.
(X) Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers.
(X) Sung karaoke.
(X) Paid for a meal with only coins.
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't.
(X) Made prank phone calls.
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose.
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
( ) Kissed in the rain.
( ) Written a letter to Santa Claus.
( ) Been kissed under mistletoe.
(X) Watched the sun set with someone you cared about.
(X) Blown bubbles.
(X) Made a bonfire on the beach.
( ) Crashed a party.
( ) Have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people.
(X) Gone roller-skating / blading.
(X) Had a wish come true.
(X) Worn pearls.
( ) Jumped off a bridge.
( ) Screamed "penis" in class.
( ) Ate dog food.
( ) Told a complete stranger you loved them.
(X) Sang in the shower.
( ) Have a little black dress.
( ) Had sex in a park.
(X) Had a dream that you married someone.
( ) Glued your hand to something. --> do fingers count? haa
( ) Got your tongue stuck to a pole.
( ) Kissed a fish.
(X) Worn the opposite sexes clothes.
( ) Been a cheerleader.
(X) Sat on a roof top.
( ) Had sex at a church.
(X) Screamed at the top of your lungs.
( ) Done a one-handed cartwheel.
(X) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours.
(X) Stayed up all night.
( ) Not taken a shower for a week.
( ) Pick and ate an apple right off the tree.
(X) Climbed a tree.
( ) Had a tree house.
(X) Are scared to watch scary movies alone.
( ) Believe in ghosts. --> but i'm sure scared..... =/
( ) Have more then 30 pairs of shoes. --> almost there.. haa!
(X) Worn a really ugly outfit to school.
( ) Gone streaking.
( ) Played ding-dong-ditch
(X) Played chicken.
( ) Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on.
(X) Been told you're hot by a complete stranger.
( ) Broken a bone.
(X) Been easily amused.
( ) Caught a fish then ate it.
( ) Made porn.
( ) Caught a butterfly.
(X) Laughed so hard you cried.
(X) Cried so hard you laughed.
( ) Had someone moon/flash you.
(X) Cheated on a test.
(X) Forgotten someone's name.
(X) Slept naked.
( ) French braided someone's hair.
( ) Gone skinny dipping in a pool.
( ) Been kicked out of your house.

just finished watching 'i am sam'.
it's really the greatest movie.
i love this show.
so touching. =)
makes me cry each time.
i'm such an emo.

daphne said this when she say
my ex. "i notice a similarity between
them. they all have small eyes"
haa! *sigh*
haa! dunno why small eyes attract
me... but yea....
and not only guys with small eyes -
but i think girls with small eyes
are pretty too!
not all.. but some la. haa!
oh whatever! it just happens that the
people i like have small eyes what right.....
*hee*

wanted to go change my blogskin again.
but it seems that there ain't any nice
skins around.... =(
so sianz......
me and my chocolates.
and now, i'm really craving for some man....
urgh!!!
i wanna eat fondue....... =(
urkkK!!!

slow saturday.
it seems to be that everyone's out except
me. hahaha!
i'm just... too lazy to go make and
accept plans.. wahahah!!!
was playing the xbox half the day,
watching TV,
went for dinner for awhile... *hee*,
then came home and .......
watched more TV.
tempted to go down to winebar,
but i'm just feeling too lazy to go anywhere
far. LOL.
so i'll just stick to home sweet home.
la la la.
probably just head out tmr. haa.
i miss wakeboarding already.
so weird right.
urgh. it just allows you to be free.
so you'll stop thinking so much.
some more there's gd company. hee.
i wanna wakeboard!!
anyway sabbie - thanks for the email!
really appreciate it. think i'd
choose don watts. think it's something that
we're looking for. more private. haa!
but we're looking at somewhere where
we can have an individual kitchen.
don't really like to share share kinda thing
you know. wahaha!!!
we're unsociable people. wahaha!!!
if we're confirmed going - we shld be there
1 mth before term 2 starts. which is in july la.
so we can get settled down. hee. ahhh!!
so excited! hope nothing gets in the way of
our plans this time. LOL!!
and yup i saw evan yeong @ winebar yest.
haha!! she said sandy was around too -
but i didn't see her. hee. when will you be back?
maybe can meet up for some drinks or we
can go wakeboard man! hahaha!

alrightie.... i'm gonna chill on my bed. haa.
*yawn*
gdnite. ciao.