the two cousins that i love the most are here to stay!
hmm..not here to stay and not very little anymore.
one's pri 6 and one's primary 4. not very little anymore...
heh - they used to be so cute and adorable when younger!
but they can be quite a nuisance you know - cos they're staying
in my room and all - my privacy's gone for one night and
i'm deprived of watching my favourite shows yesterday!!!
ya and till now i don't get my privacy - actually it's kinda
surprising i'm hoping for them to leave!! hahah! mean right!
and i'm writing this under their noses! they're just behind me..
playing with my digi camera!!! PLEASE don't spoil it!!
and the other one's using my hp to take potos!!!
=X =/

hwee!!! i can't believe that cindy's g/f was actually together
at her birthday dinner with the family!!! i mean..........
is she making everything known and conspicuos?? shessh!
but oh well.....
you know your mindset about letting cindy rot her life
away till she finally wakes up one day to actually think she
has wasted her life away?? i mean it does sound very ignorant
and mean to say this to ur sis - but it may really be true!
cause there's another of that species in my own home!!!
my bro that is! i mean seriously - i think he's worse than
cindy! he's stubborn, doesn't listen to my mum, dad or me!
i mean i know how it feels to have wasted time and i don't
want it to happen to him, but it seems that he's turning a
deaf ear to all of this! there's alot going on with him actually..
he's just really stubborn and in his own bloody world. wish
i could break that glass ball covering him so he'd wake up!!

well, nothing much we can do about our siblings if they wanna
turn a deaf ear right hwee.... anyway, how's your spine?
have you gone for your first physio session??
well if you need someone to go with gimme a call yea! i'll make
time for you yeap! never thought this would happen to you man..
poor girl. hope things will be fine for u ok!!!

back at blogger - i seriously find that my life's getting
boring day by day! firstly....i wake up everyday, with no aim!
how bad is that!!! ok next, i hardly go out, so i'm mosty at
home! *urgh* that's the worse constrain! thirdly.... i have
nothing to do at home! unless you want me to be the home
maid that is!! (but that beats doing nothing right?? haha)
and....i have nothing to blog!!! the internet's getting more
and more boring...cos i practically switch it on for like more
than 8 hrs, read on what's new bla bla bla.....get's kinda DRY!
when i have a job....i'm sick of the pressure pressing on my head,
and when i'm out of it, i find that i've nothing to do and i'm
dying to get a job again! shesssh! actually hearing jason with
so much pressure and workload...make me somewhat envious!!!
you know, at least he has something to do!! what i'm doing now
was what he was doing last time!! (but longer than me that is)
but he has a car - so he can go out whenever he wants right!
sigh sigh sigh - ok, i'm going down to SSDC later to apply for
basic theory!! so atleast i have something to do rather than rot....

i could study for it!!! frankly i miss studying - been quite some
time since i've like studying for exams!!! think actually the next
time i'll be studying for exams or something may actually be in oz!
well, hopefully that is. haha!! i mean ya, i should enjoy as much
before i go there and start mugging - but.... i find it so meaningless,
to just wake up everytday with no aim!like oh ok...time to bathe -
on my lappy - check my mail and read the news - when i get bored,
i go start reading a book or something. shessh!

drats! whatever - hopefully i'll find something to do soon. haha!

stayed home the WHOLE day! not including going down
to buy 2 btls of saline! hehe - yea, was staying home
doing some research about accomodation in aus and
stuff - was reading my half finished book -(N.P)
remember that japanese book i bought. I mean written
by a jap author that is. yea - it's really interesting.
the more you read it, the more it unveals - and facts
are getting more and more interesting!

was asked to go down to indochine today - but kinda
late already - so decided not to go down. kinda late already
la huh - ate just a meal today. and guess what my ONE meal
was.... MAGGI noodle!!! shessh! talk about nutriet! haha!
mum didn't cook, i didn't go out and the food downstairs
ain't very tempting! more like nored of it man!
so that's all i had! and i'm still 46kg! so this goes to
show....if you don't eat, it doesnt mean you'll lose weight!
hahahaha!!

you won't guess what i saw at the optician today......
SHU QI brand CONTACT LENSES!!!!! DAMN!!!!!
what in the world is going on man!! ok, personally,
i think it's disgusting. i mean seriously. first J.Lo with
her "GLOW" perfume that smells like LITTLE INDIA!
and then CELINE DION with the perfume CELINE with her
on the swing in the ad of it! i mean seriously......
*urk* can't they just stick to brands - i mean like names of
people in THE profession!! how much publicity can
a star get! hah! i'm still cool with the calvin klein's and JPG's...
and the HUGO and ralph lauren! aiks! i mean like, yea so they are TV stars
or movie stars or singers what not...i still stand that they should
stick to their forte. hahah! i was like staring @ that Shu Qi brand
contact lenses man! and some chinese wording on the box of it. =X
heh - oh well...... changing times as you said it! just my own perception
on things - heh...

i'm mad about lancome products - man...used to be clinique.
now lancome. cos i think lancome is gd for my skin! hehe
try it!

//gonna apply for deakin tmr//

went down to IDP again today to double check with the
counsellors. well, this counsellor is much (x10) better
than the other one that kept PROMOTING uni of canberra!
guess who i saw at IDP today..... FIONA CHIA!!!
still as pretty as ever that girl!! hahaha! well, she
got quite a few offer letters - she just finished poly.
told me that she's thinking about Murdoch, Monash and Curtin.
and guess what....the course she's taking is abt the same
as mine! gdness! hahaha! all along the advertising, marketing &
communications line. and evangeline yeong is going to monash!!
EVAN YEONG! hehe - okok..
now i just gotta make up my mind - RMIT or Deakin.
BUT......western aus has gd schools to - with my courses!
but i find that it's just tooo far away! shessh!
and it's sooo hard to travel in perth! you like need a car there
man to get around! *sigh*....... but oh well, if many pple can
do it why can't i right? .......
oh well, that's for me to think abt.

ohh..finally got my cheque of my balance pay today man!
got more than i expected man! hahahah! cos they counted
1 1/2 days annual leave! cool eh! $100 more on top of what
i got! eh...today got home early and i could finally catch daddy's
girls!! haha! first episode for me man! haha!
to think of it - if i go to RMIT.....i have to stay there for
4-5 years! oh mannn.......
that's as long as a double degree!

Well, I stayed home the whole day - sending my resumes online
and preparing resumes to send to companies. Haha!!
Welll......let's just hope someone actually replies!!
*crosses fingers* got quite alot of open positions
in today's papers!

supposed to go down to novena for an interview for
interiot design sales consultant @ novena but changed my
mind when the woman who picked up my phone's VERY RUDE!
*urgh* surprisingly, busy jason called me for lunch!
but oh well, i wasn't at novena! haha! anyway...he was @
changi!!!! oh man! poor guy keeps getting screwed everyday...
heh...oh well.. work after being in the force i guess is that
way..haha! well, will give myself at month to find a job, then
i'll just surrender to the internship"lobangs" that hwee gave me!
wanna save money for aus man...so can't really rely on internships!

alright - watching "Bend it Like Beckham" on TV now..
ooOoohh...i didn't know the show was actually like
around this line..haha! thought it was diff! heh - found
this irish guy (the coach) damn guy..haha! not so damn damn...
just cute la huh..

anywayzz...went down to yaney's wedding today. a
colleague @ secret garden. actually she works for esther,
just that she's called down when we are short of staff.
she looked so pretty! (like duh! how can u not look pretty
on your wedding day right!!) haha! yea, know what, every
bride cries on their wedding day. ok, like of all the
weddings that i've went to that is. hmmm....wonder how the
feeling is like..heh. anywayzz....staff of estabelle and
secret garden both came down. Norma, Siti, Esther and afew
other aunties i don't know and our S.G group!! yeap, esther
came down with natalie and her maid. wonder where tiffany
was! hehe -

ooHhh...my show just ended!! it's quite a nice show and all
you know. the title sounds lame and what not..but it is
a nice show and all. fighting tradition and all. for me i think,
i've really fought tradition...man! haha...by myself that is!
not sure if my parents will come out of it. but i'm sure they
will...just not totally! hahaa!

after the wedding, went to causeway and slacked at orange julius.
haha! rot rot rot and drank my favourite strawberry banana drink!
yumMmmMmm.... hopefully i can go down for an interview tmr.
haha! HOPEFULLY! then i can start saving for aus!

*photos updated!!*