1st march 06

happy birthday joshie!

heh. it's josh's birthday today!
happy birthday! i think he turns.... 25...
haa!
old alrdy!!! hee...

anyway..
went to wakeboard in the morning today
with justin, jasmie and angel.
not bad.. justin could do 2 backrolls today.
i think it's a backroll... wahah!
and me..... hai.
i think my first set was alot better than my
second set.
is it the driver??? wahaha!!
i'm TRYING to push the blame la!!! haha!
when i'm the lousy one... wahahah!!
sigh... but today was alot better than when i
went out with joseph and charlie. probably
starting to learn from my mistakes.
haa...
but no ah... today threw the handle afew times when
i was trying to perfect my jump.... DAMN.
very irritating can......!!!!
was abit stressed today actually - cos i was trying
to do better and better each time that i think
too much in my head... YEA!! think stuff like....
"oh ok...so when do i pop and when do i kick.....?"
haa.. and alot more thinking la huh....

but overall, today was quite ok...
i managed to stick to edging all the way to the wake
and stand straighter when jumping.
all thanks to my prayers to the Lord.
hahaha!!
ya... believe it or not... i pray when i'm in the sea
man. almost everytime before i move off!!!
LOL!!!

going back home after work - YAWN!!!!
everyday when i get home... i never fail to feel
like falling asleep alrdy... WAHAHA!!!
seriously man!
everyday when i get home... i'm SUPER tired....
*yawn*
and after i shower... i just feel like zzzzzz str8 away....
terrrrrible man!!!!
I AM WEAKKKKKKK!!!!
hahahahahaha!!!!
weaklinggg!!!
hee.

okay la.. i pray that Pauline will have a slot for me to cut
my hair when i go down to the shop....
cos she's not answering her hp and i don't have the shop's
namecard with me!!! aiks!!!!
irritatingg..!!
later waste my time go down. haa
ok la... me go watch some TV first before they come back...
but i still cannot go.... =(
cos i need to wait for transport.
sigh....

what is said about me.

If you are a Turtle :

You are near to perfect and nice at heart.
The examples of your kindness are always
circulated in groups of people.
You, too, love peace.
You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a
person who is in the wrong. You are loved
due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back.
People love the way you always treat them.
You can give, give and give love, and the
best part is that you do not expect it back in return.
You are generous enough.
Seeing things in a practical light is what
remains the best trait of you guys.

haa. you sure are right about the give give give part.
i sure can give to the person i love.
probably the result of love.....
and well, i do not wish to talk behind someone's back
la.. but if the person can take it - then why not.
i'm sure everyone wld love that right.
but not everyone can take suggestions or feedback.
i for one... can to a certain extent... but obviously
not for every aspect.

SMRT, Cabs & Buses.

stupid public transports!!!
this morning when i was going to work..
the train jammed - or there's something
wrong with the train before me.
and it totally slowled my train!!!
imagine this.... 805 and i was still
stuck in the train - not even reaching
yishun yet!!!
BASKET!!!
waste my time leh....

and i had to catch the bus that goes directly
to punggol @ 804am!!! shessh!
ok, nvm... try 965 that brings me to sengkang.
thank God!!! when i reached the bus stop...
965 just arrived!!!!
yea... so happy/ cos i prayed to God and said...

"please Lord. don't let me miss my shuttle
Lord... or Justin will scold me!!!!"

wahahaha!!!
but actually - i had already msged him to give
me a lift from punggol if i miss the shuttle la...
hee hee.
but good for me - i didn't miss the bus.
i actually arrive right on time.
*SMILESSSS*

ok.. that's SMRT for you.
now, CABS! was so tempted to take a cab....
BUT!!!!! no cabs in sight!! how to take!!!!
sickening leh!!
seriously irritating....

and then... buses....
hmmm...
actually nothing to complain about buses.
other than that slow 85. haa!

better not happen to me again tmr....
or i'll write in a complain letter to SMRT!!
hahaha!
remember... i'm such a complain queeeen!!
hehehehe.

anywaysss...
went down to msia yesterday to buy dvd's
and eat dinner after work. wahahaha!!!
so funny right. drove to my house to get my
passport then headed down to causeway.
no jam!!! hee. took abt 10 mins or so to pass through
the causeway.
went to sentosa to eat seafood - then tried the zhu
chang fen there also... BUT NOT NICE!!
i still wanna go back to the LAO DI FANG
to eat zhu chang fen!!!!!!
hahha!! still waiting for that day to come...
hee

okay la.. time to head for the toilet already.
wanna pee pee alrdy....
weather today's VERY VERY VERY hot man!!!!
sickening!
lucky im not wakeboarding today...
or i'll be come CHARCOAL!!!!!!!!!
eeeeks!!!!
hope tmr it won't be that way... cos i don't
wanna turn black!!!
hahaha!
think better pack tonight... won't be going
home early tmr night also.. wahaha!

CIAOS!

ok... i'm freaking colddddd........
*brrrrrr*

anyway... im just a couple of days
away from...... BKK!!! woohooo!!! need
to write a list down of things i need to
buy for my trip there... LOL!!!

1. mini toothpaste
2. hair / shampoo condition in small btls.
3. my hair revitaliser
..........
what else do i need....
hmmm......
don't wanna go there and realise...
SHIT!!! i forgot to bring *****!!!!!
LOL!!!

ok.. i gotta go...
but in my next post... i'm gonna complain about
the damn public transports!!!!!!
SMRT and CABS!!!!
hahahaha!!!

27th february daily bread.


i have learnt:
Whatever challenge or opportunity we face,
there is security and peace in His everlasting arms.

"...The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath
are the everlasting arms"
(Deuteronomy 33:26-27).

FEMALE magazine article.

let me refer to this article i read in FEMALE
magazine.

"You've gotta have heart"
Maya Calica says listening to your heart can help
make the best decisions in your life.

HMMM..... in my case - i beg to differ. LOL.
well, i don't totally not agree with that
saying - but ya, just look at me you'll understand
why listening to your heart is wrong.
i mean - why i say i beg to differ.
it's not wrong to follow your heart - but like
what sonia says - see the results of all the occassions
you followed your heart and weigh them.
if it's good then follow ahead. if not...
it's time to change right?

for me, i'd rather i love/like the person before
i enter the r/s ... rather than having to
"pei yang gan qing" in the end.
i don't believe in that.... cos i feel it NEVER
works for me. if i don't see myself with you,
i don't think i ever will.
seems that i usually rather hold on to someone
i feel dearly for, rather than go ahead with someone
new and see where things can go from there.
*sigh*
............. unless if i like the person that is...
hahaha! then different la.
i won't date someone i don't like. serious!!!
no chance at all!!
i must have a good first impression of him and
be able to see myself with him - then i'll go out
with him. if not i won't be comfortable at all.
LOL!!!!
yea... and that's the reason why i don't give all guys
a chance. wahaha!!!
am i superficial or what man!!
but first impressions matter what!!!
WAHAHA!!!
unless you really grow on me la... hahaha!
hmm...
*shrugs*

alrightie... i think i'm gonna read my daily
bread ... *yawn*
feeling tired actually......
sigh.
i'm FOREVER tired.

im jaded.
i'm confused.
i'm .... actually just plain tired.

yesterday was also another tiring day.
and i ended up not going home @
the end of the day. hmmm...
and today, i'm @ work at 9.
was a little late today - about 930.
but it seems okay - cos justin sent me.
maybe it's just a weekday, that's all.

anyway, happy birthday jack.
paiseh. forgot if it was today or tmr.
it's just the end of february confusion.
heh.

and yes! i wanna go home to watch
desperate housewives!!!!
i have to watch desperate housewives! think
it's like the greatest show now man!
hahahaha!
must watch it every week man.
SIGH - talk about TV!!!!!
i've been missing the 9pm lawyer HK show man.
this feels shitty man. aiks!

my eyes are gonna close....
damn.

good morning sunshine.

changed again.
nicer?
LOL

new makeover for my blog cos i'm bored on
a sunday at work.
quite a slow sunday i have to say.
BAH!!!
how do u find it???
actually i only like the colours.....
that's why.

am i paranoid or am i really getting a little fat?
*SIGH*
i think i am. my thighs are getting bigger...
flabbier.
sick.

took more photos just now.
lol. how could i get through a weekend w/o taking
pics on my phone right? hee.
actually im quite jaded.
worked from tues to sunday and gotta work all
the way from mon to wed.

i wanna cut my hair man.
yea.. cut the back... so it won't be so thick.
*sigh*
think i have been doing too much to my hair
this month. haa!
rebond, dye, makeover... wth!
orh.. i mean jan. haa!
but ever since the new year.. my hair has gone
through quite a lot of changes. and now..
i wanna go cut it abit more.
the back i mean... no more front. wahaha!

luke and celeste are swimming.... so i have little
entertainment today.... or shld i say...
entertainment was from morning to ..... 1 plus and then.....
yea... now's 245...
they'll come back mun... don't fret.
LOL.
bought the two kids chocolates and cashew nuts
today and they finished them all in one day!!
shesssh!!!
after that forced them to drink more water..
or they'll get sick. haha!
i feel like a mother can!!!
so naggy!!!
siao liao!!!!!!
liek my mum. hahaha!
was watching them swim just now and was
laughing and talking at them from a far and
it just made me have a feel of "me watching my kids
swimming".....
BASKET!!!!!
i feel damn old suddenly.. hahaha!!!!
jia lat! feeling very paternal already.
hahaha!


wanted to buy food to eat for lunch... BUT...
seems that there is very little food at the malay
stall. thinking of eating from ponggol seafood...
but.... i think it's just too much.
sigh!!!!!!
wait for her goreng pisang la huh!!
keep me full!!
actually... i'm quite full... just that i wanna have something to
munch la huh.
the last time i ate was breakfast.
had quite a heavy one actually.
mee goreng with chicken wing, potato and
egg. WTH!!!
alot right!! cos i didn't know she gave chicken wing
and egg - so i asked for potato.
hahaha!!! ALOT man!!
but i finished it. hee

~break!!! go buy goreng pisang... BRB~

ok back!!! with 3 pcs of goreng pisang! hahaha!
think i'll eat one first. haa!
then maybe leave 2 for the kids.
see if they want. =)

yeayy!! think i'll be going riding before my
trip down to BKK man!
haha!
it's riding + chionging before i go BKK!
hahaha!!
quite fun ah! then when i reach BKK...
go chiong again during that night. haha!
confirm plus chop one!
must bring them go bed supperclub.
WooohooO!!!
must also go to the chill room....
WHICH I DIDN'T GO THE LAST TIME!!!!
seriously... IDIOTIC.....
go holiday, go to the place... but never check it out
thoroughly. not like it's spore right!!
haa!
whatever!!
i'll get a chance this time.. hahaha!!


okay okay... end of blog.
will update more pics again!
ciao!

ahhh yes yes! all the pics all at one! just felt like posting all the pics up... wahahah!!! not all... but those recent ones. *lol* see my new specs and my "weekend entertainment"!!!! hahaha!