urgh damn!
i'm so so so freaking tired now.
just got home not long ago and i'm here...
blogging b4 i head to the pillows!!!
transfering some stuff to the comp and
do some research b4 i zzz.....

HAPPIE NATIONAL DAY!!!!!!
how old is spore??? hahahaha
i wanted to go to this year's NDP cos it's supposed
to be like very nice....
SIGH!
i wanna go next year!
hee. anyway, drove past the padang and esplanade area.....
DAMN!!!! ALOT ALOT OF PEOPLE!!!!!
we wanted to stay till the fireworks......
but dun wanna get stuck in the jam man!
usually pple will leave after the fireworks....
so nah!!!!
NO FIREWORKS!!!!
but - we saw the jelly fishy thing that they put glowing
...... haa!
and there were LOAD AND LOADS of people sitting
at the padang and at the parliament area!!!!
SHESSH!!!!
wasn't in time to take photo.
haa. terrrrrible can!!!
like the WHOLE SPORE was there man!
hahahaha!

anyway, my day today started early... despite the
fact that i got WASTED last night man!
i was like.... quite bad la!
i was freaking high can!
and i ended up vomiting in the cab!!!!!
KAOZ. damn i'm shitty!!!!
headed down with sonia, pam, ailian, 3 more friends
and not forgetting shoong hong and jack.
the queue was FREAKING LONG!!!!
phuture, zouk and velvet - ALL LONG QUEUE~~~
BUTTTTTT - we're damn lucky!
we got there in time and cut queue and didn't even need to
queue!!! WAHAHAH!!!
i think i was SO HIGH i almost picked a fight with this
guy @ the dance floor...
cos he was being FREAKING IRRITATING.
when we were dancing he just cam beside us and danced
like those act cute...
then he left and came back again... and dunno say what
shit....... then when we decided to leave tt circle he pinched my
leg and walked off!!!!!
i freaking looked at him and pointed my middle finger and
stared at him then i walked away... i may have just pushed him
can!!!!! i was about to...... BUT... i need to control myself....
how can i do such a thing in public man!!!
wahahaha!!!!!
DAMN!!!!!!
such an ASS@!!!!!*&!!


so today - i woke up @ 12 and my day started.

1. flea market.
2. east coast makan and walk dog.

and on the way home i was alrdy yawning in the
car!!!! I'M LOUSY!!!!!!
hahahaha.

and tmr, i still have another round of zouk!!!
deployment parrrrtttttiiieeeeeee!!!!!
hehehehe.
cat can finally get deployed!!!
and so can mark and nicholas...
mark's supposed to go to JURONG ALSO!!!!....
but he doesn't wanna go there.... =( =( =(
sad... no kaki le!
=(
hopefully my shuai-ge @ jurong is nice......
hehehehe. he SEEEEEEMED nice @ st james....
LOL!!!

lets hope tmr will be fun! hee.
then sunday - i've got wakeboarding in the morning!!!!!
i can't wait!!!
i havent wakeboard for A LONG LONG TIME!!!!
i MISS IT!!!!!
i can't wait!!!!!!!!
hehehehehe.
gg with my colleagues.... yippie yeay yeay!!!!
hehehehe.
okok -
i've gotta go to zzz...

picstures below!!















































































THIS DOG JUST AIN'T SCARED BEING LEFT
ALONE!!!! THIS TOO-PID PUPPY DOESN'T
CARE!!!humpf!















and NO! i'm not strangling frostie!!!!
humpfffF!!!

you really wonder why is it always the
"wrong" people caring for you and being
nice to you.
*diaoz*
i guess that's life....
it's always so unfair....
*blehhhh*

i finally passed M9 today!!!!
i'm a happy happy happy girl!
i actually wanted to give up cos i felt like i didn't know
how to do many questions...
ENDED UP - - - i got like more than 88% for this paper can!
passing mark was 75% only!!!
shesssh!!!
my effort of answering 125 qns in 2hrs30mins did pay off...
i passed!!!!
i'm so so happy!

and YES YES YES! i passed PFC proficiency test too!!!
happy happy happy!!!!
actualy fail one....
then i went to carol and john to "TAO FEN"
hahaha!!!
well - some others did.. so i shld too right!!!
hee.

oh man.... i'm so tired....
SHIT...
i just keep yawning and yawning...
i think it's the whole load of studying on sunday, mon and tues!
shessh!!
IF NOT FOR M1B - I WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE
TO DEPLOY TO BRANCH ALRDY!!!!!
now still gotta pass M1B lor!!!
HUMPF!!!
i jz hope i pass on the 14th..... =( =( =(
then i can go branch le!!!!!
i need to pass by 18th!!!!!
i wanna go branch!!!
actually - i'm quite scared............
i'm excited... but i'm just freaking scared can!
i mean... it's the start of sales, targets and meeting people!
shit! and i've just got so comfy in my current position!
hehehehe.

man!
i think i need to go zzz soon...
i just can't stop yawning can!!
shitzzzz.....
gdnite people....
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........

MUACKS!!!

i'm so tired of studying...
just an hour of studying M9 and i'm feeling....
SIAN!!!!!
i'm seriously so tired.
why? i'm tired of studying, i'm tired of stress,
i'm tired of thinking, i'm tired of this and that
that it's so tiring!
understand???
nvm... i dun understand what i'm saying also....

i need a mood lifter.....
i need something to cheer me up.....
i need a hug.....
i need ............ BUTTER PRATA!!!!!!!!!
i wanna gobble it down......
i wanna eat many many pieces........
i wanna eat BUTTER PRATA!!!!!!!
=( =( =(

i'm also not sure why it can cheer me up...
but i always feel happy eating my butter prata....
=) smilez....

URGH!!!!
i'm freaking to the MAXXXXXX PISSED
OFFFFF can!!!!
i'm pissed with myself!!!!
i'm pissed with my paper!!!!
i'm just SO SO SO SO PISSED!!!!
2nd time taking M1B paper - and i flung AGAIN!!!
and @ what range - 70-74 AGAIN!!!!
(passing mark's 75.)
LIKE HELLO!!!!!
WHAT AM I DOING WRONG MAN!!!!
URGH!!!!!!!
am i SOOOO STUPID!!!??!! =( =(
i'm like fuming can!!!
at what...... i'm not sure myself.

1. probably myself - BUTTTT - i really did study can!!!!
2. probably at the fact i've paid a total of $172 for the 2 retests!!!
3. probably at the fact that i may be just 3, 2, or 1 mark away from the
passing mark!! and yet i still need to pay another $86/session!!!
4. probably because it's the 1st paper i failed even @ 2nd attempt!!??

URGH! i just need to *(#&$*^@#$&&@#$^(&*@#^$(*^#$&#^
everything out from my system can!!!!!
dunno if i'm suay or what la!
cat got an easier paper than the 1st time - while i got a harder paper
from the 1st time. BAKA!!!!!

i seriously just need to let off my steam......
freakingly irritated!!!!!!
and where's my complain buddy when i need him!!!?!
BAHH!!! not in spore!!!!
=( =( =(

ok........
i'm done complaining...........................
i think...............................
i think i go watch some TV and cool down before i go
study some more..................................................
cry cry cry cry cry..................