yawn.... i give up i give up...........................
i'm not fated with numbers!!!!!!
URGH!!!!

07JAN05

boy am i full! just eaten my lunch and i'm waiting
for my food to digest b4 i start working on my
biz stats again. darn!!!!!

tomorrow's the test and i relli think i ain't prepared!
*urgh* i totally am i not... i studied toooo little
yesterday cos i was feeli queezy the whole day
after sooo much puking after like a long long time.
so let's say... i kinda wasted yesterday.
next time..... i HAVE to eat b4 drinking....
it's a major must must!!!

urgh! i'm pissed at my phone... cos i dunno how
to use the IR to transfer pics to my laptop!
i mean.. i can transfer stuff from my laptop to my hp...
but.. i can't seem to do it the other way round!!!
*bish*
and i dunno how to use the mp3 transfer from laptop
to hp! urghhH!! it's so irritating. i couldnt do it on my
V200 now i cant do it to my 6170. aiks!!!!
*bish bish bish*

i'm looking forward to sunday! yeayyy!!
cos i may go to church with sha!
yeayyy!!! i asked her to go to the rock -
wahah! probably go down after class....
cos miss hwee can't accompany me =(
it's ok, we'll go next sunday ok dearie!

alrighty...... i feel that my food's somewhat....digested..
haha! time to start studying... alrighty!
ciao!

.030105.

there's so much i need to do... but i'm still
stuck in my own wonderland.
i'm tired of statistics! urghhh!! i need
motivation! darnnn.....
and i have like a project on belgium to
hand in next week...
and a stats test this sat....
my oh my.........
and i'm stuck at chapter 8!!!!! urghh!!
stupid normal distribution!
and that stupid poisson and binomial!
hhahahaha!
i need coffee! i wanna go coffee bean
to study! hahaha!
no... i think i should go to starbucks!
hmm... coffee there's nicer! and i have
a starbuck's voucher! wahahah!
ok! i found a partner!
yuppie! going to study!!
ciaosss!

well hwee, let's just say maybe u can't get my point
and i can't get yours. and probably... some day some
how... we'd look back to realise, reminisce about this
and probably laugh about it and think about how
strongly we opposed each other. heh.
never thought that things would go to such extremes
and what not...
but after reading what u wrote, i emphatize with u on
what u had to go thru. seriously, if came back to ask for
help (if it's not too late) i'll help, no matter how angry i was.
and i'm sure sonia will too...
probably u could save a little. but not much too la,
cos after doing costing.... we still gotta spend alot.
ok, that aside......
you thought that june and vincent somewhat looked down
on you?? your response to the email made me feel
u did that to me. like... u were somewhat stating that
u were the only efficient and level headed one among the 3.
some where along that line.
and yes.... i feel with my heart while u with ur head....
that's what makes us so different and somewhat
the cause of this whole stupid thing.
well, whatever it is, it's a lesson to be learnt.
i didn't have a much much better new year than you too
with all these depressing moments.
=/
may God bless our friendship and may it withstand
whatever shortcomings we're gonna face.

020105 - it's weird typing 05 instead of 04!

second day of 2005.... and i'm down with the flu.....
*ahhhhhh chooooooooo!!!!*
major!!! it's been pouring and pouring!
darn!
the weather's such a pull factor to sleep... wahahah!
like the bed's pulling me to like.... cuddle with my
pillows and watch TV!!!!
but i know, if i'm gonna continue doing that,
i won't get up to study... wahahah!
just taking some time off to blog...... *yawn*
cos i can't concentrate with bloody running nose!
it's in times like this i wish i could just chop of my nose
but still live. urghhh!!!

i dunno... but i somewhat feel like nothing much has been
going right these couple of days.... darn!
i hope it isn't some bad omen! shesssh!
haha! felix was like.... CHOY!!!!!
ooopsss.... but that's how i seriously feel....

first it's this bloody business thingy - which the worst
nightmare all my friends said would happen ... happened!
like.... *BEEP*
whatever....
and for that day.... i slept with anger....
AND.... the next day... i woke up with anger.......!!!!!
yes... sounds like... duh... but ya.....
and i was still in bed!
sonia called and told me bla bla bla........
WA!!!! i almost erupted!!!!
but i think i was still abit blurry.....
urghhh!!!!
i tell u.... THAT WOMAN's A MAJOR BIATCH!
with a major capitalised B!
QUEEN OF MEDIACORPSE, MEDIAWRECKS!
damn!! like i never knew ignoring her would even
result in things like this!
i think she's the only friend that i wish i could
end ties with.... seriously had enuf of her.
should i even call her a friend???
she's a major fake-o man! i finally know how
pam and sonia feel......
like MUN GOT BLINDED BY HER!!!!
sonia didn't like her... but i just thought she was
harmless la... but wth right!!!
i have to go out with "piggy" to go hear more stuff!!
aiyoooooo.........
this woman ahh..... seriously wolf in sheep's clothing....
like a meh meh on the OUTSIDE... but very poisonous
inside. darn!
wish i could just call and ask her wth's her agenda....
but..... i can't...... so here i am.... bitching about her! hahaha!
no choice!!

don't know why..... but i've been having the mood swings man...
like i get easily agitated and irritated by people.
and i'd simply just ignore or sneer at them.
mun ah mun... haha! yea... tt happens when im havin a mood
swing.. haha!
and i don't think u'd wanna try some of them.
hehe. but i'll try not to do it to pple i care =)
think vincent got a taste of that... wahahah!!!
oooooopsss!

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

haha! my mum always sang me this song when i
was young. hee.... probably trying to tell me something
eh... wahahhah!!!
well, it's back to my books!
ciao!