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Friday, February 18, 2005

and again.

i'm stuck in my most feared situation.

why does it always have to

happen to someone you don't feel for?

and why does it happen once and again?

is being nice a crime?

cause if it's going to bring me misery,

i wouldn't wanna be miss nice anymore.

cause in the end,

the price of being nice just ain't worth it.


~ { 2/18/2005 03:00:00 AM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

Thursday, February 17, 2005

the questions are running
around me again.
like what is it man!?
it's not my choice to STAY
single and i don't set my
expectations to high!
neither am i THAT choosy
too!

i just haven't found the
one i can connect with,
who'll take my breath away!
i mean seriously, i've met
alot of pple, some not
for me, some nice ones
and whatnot... but probably
none that has left a very
deep impression on me.
and there's more to that
word deep. haa!

ok, probably not none,
but maybe those few
that did, nvr reciprocated
my liking. wahaha!
yea.. it always works tt way
for me. but.. wth right.
probably never got a chance
to know these pple better la
huh... but.. if the time comes,
it'll come right...!??
possibly not mine yet.
i'm not a BIG believer of
fate, but i think it works in
it's own ways la huh...
so nuff said.

~ { 2/17/2005 10:16:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

it just struck me.
slow, but hard.
the time has come,
and the time's now.
they just have to untwine.
that's the enlightenment,
and that's the only way.
it's hard.
painful.
just like cutting a part from you.
cos you're letting a part of you go.
a part not meant to be.



~ { 2/17/2005 10:04:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

Monday, February 14, 2005

it was bitter.
but it had to go thru' that path.
the light has shown,
the path is bright.
but it blinds.
still blinded.
period.

~ { 2/14/2005 04:02:00 AM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

wish i told how i feel,
maybe he'd be here...

i pretend im glad u went away
but im dying inside but no one
knows but me.

like a clown i put on a show
pain is real even if no one knows
im crying inside but nobody knows
it but me.

why didn't i say the things i needed
to say,
how i could let my pain don't get away
now my world's just tumbling down

and i'm missing you.
no one knows but me.

carry a smile when im broken in 2.
and i'm no body w/o someone like u.
trembling inside but no one knows.

my heart is calling you
and nobody knows it but me.
million words cldnt say just how i feel
a million years frm now u know,
i'll be loving u still.

~ { 2/14/2005 03:57:00 AM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

was @ blacks last night -
celebrating sonia's birthday.
haha!
and WOW... was it something.. haha!
i havent drank so much in a while
now.. haha! and my head was
literally spinning... YUP!
didn't puke much la.. haha!
but it was fun... and funny..
haha!! yeapp!
hwee was funny and so was
sonia!! hahah! heh - well, we
had fun la huh.. hee.

well well, let's see what'll
happen on derelyn's birthday next...
haha!!

========

i try to say goodbye and i choke
try to walk away and i stumble
i try to hide it, it clear
my world crumbles when u're not near

~ { 2/14/2005 03:45:00 AM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

Sunday, February 13, 2005

and this is what's said about me!
seriously quite true! man....

Your positive traits:
You are open minded enough to
date outside your typical "type"
... successfully!
You are diplomatic - and likely
to end a fight instead of dragging
things out.You are easily loyal
and faithful, but only for the
right person.

Your negative traits:
You're a bit gullible, and partners
take advantage of you.
You still may not know it.You
find it difficult to decide where to
go to dinner, what movie to watch,
who to date...You have to be in a
relationship, or else you just
don't feel like yourself.

Your ideal partner:
A smooth talker who enjoys
socializing as much as you to.
Someone classy and cultured who
knows which wine to order with
dinner.Is beautiful to you - although
not necessarily attractive in the
traditional sense.

Your dating style:
Romantic. If your date comes
bearing flowers, wine, and poetry...
well, your heart soars.

Your seduction style:
Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as
important as your own.
Soft and sensual - you don't like anything
to be rough.
Extravagant ... your fantasy involves
staying at a five star hotel with your love.

~ { 2/13/2005 03:05:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;