ok - i'm kinda pissed with somone. BUT... i can't really
name them. like come on right..why should you turn against
a friend's good day right. ok, maybe the word "turn against"
is kinda harsh - but i just don't understand! is it that hard
to reply a message?? even if u wanna reject the invitation
or suggestion"?? i really need to get this out... i dunno why.
just been in my system for a few days now. COME ON! you're
leaving so there won't be any of this next year right.
so can't you just be a little more compromising!?? now i doubt
the other would wanna talk about this topic again. cos maybe
you may have "brain-washed" that individual. may sound kinda
harsh and all, but it's TRUE!!! it's not that u're so damn busy
in life that you can spare a sec to reply a msg... or maybe just
one day of you life here in singapore b4 u actually go right!
*LOL* i really find it hard to get this outta me here - cos i
can't really say it out. hahaha! DUH!

heyhey! it's 751 and i'm still at work.
*yawn* well, i'm going down to zouk later for a
party by I.S magazine. cool eh! going drinking
AGAIN! like yesterday @ gus's birthday wasn't
enough man...shesh! i puked when i get back man!
cos i was having red wine, shots, sex on the beach,
martini and tequila sunrise! shit right! terribly mixed up!
hahah! oh well, going down tonight and hope that thing's
will be fine yea - have to turn up for work tmr @ 9am..
so hopefully i can wake up! hahah!
will show u the photo's of the birthday soon yea!
and hwee, soon you'll know who cindy ja, augusta and jeanne
is! haha! then u won't be clueless eh! the whole yogaffinity
team plus clients were there. haha!
i'm wearing the top i got from lilly and..it's quite ok.
a little big but it's alright.
thank God i have it in the locker with me or i'll be wearing
a t-shirt to zouk man! hahaha! alrighty man...
chaos!
hwee..tell me what time you're going to the gym yeap.

@ work as usual. i came @ 2 plus and i left here to
go and find lilly @ 330 and now i'm back here! 435!
hahaha! okok, i went galavanting for an hour....
but no one was there! hahaha!
had a chat with lilly and got a top from her. fucking
$59 man! shit! no money still buy! hahaha!
and she was like asking me why i'm quitting
my fucking good pay job man! hahahah! but oh well..
i hate the mundane and monotonous here....
had enuf! haha! oh well.. maybe i'll be working part time
at her place. like 4-5 hrs or so. then maybe on certain days
when i needn't go to the gym, i'll run about two places..
to work. quite alright right? haha! maybe....night time
telemarketeer??? haha! weird...i've always hated telemarketing!
oh well, most important is that you love your job yeah!
alrightzzz gotta chaos!

. me & my fucking toe .

ok - i'm really grossed out by my own toe man!
it's DEAD as i said.... and it's discoloured.. and one's
black! shessh! fuck fuck fuck! like major yuck man!
din see this coming man! urgh!
what am i to do man! urggggghhh!
HEY DEREL.....what did u do with ur's man!!???

i was telling you about the article in Her World right,
about where taitai's usually go to in Batam.
i'll list down the 3 they mentioned yea.

1. Martha Tilaar
- 1/2 clientele's are s'poreans.
- efficient, courteous and patient.
- popular treatment is the KENDEDES - usually performed after
massages anhd herbal soa, specially blended herbs are burnt in
an earthern pot and placed under a chair with a hole. (LOL)

2. Mustika Ratu
- 70% clientele's sporeans.
- popular treatments are cream bath, hair colouring, milk bath and
sea salt soak.
Hey! my mum recommends me this - cos their products are quite
known amongst the indonesian products and says the place is quite
good. Anyway, you can do hair colouring here eh!!

3. Madurani Traditional Massage
- $8/hr massage

prices are around this range:

- hair colouring $30 (shoulder length)
- hair treatment $15
- facial $30
- body scrub + body mask + herbal soak + massage $62

prices in s'pore are twice more ex la huh.
well, tell u more again yea!

hey hwee! so are we onzzz about our one day batam trip
on national day? i think it's a really great idea to relax and
get away from this busy city man! might as well right?
just a day. well, i've researched a lil' on it. you can go to this
link to check out afew of the spas they offer.

http://www.batamviewresort.com/Spa.html

update u again.

well, work is still very...torturing for me. i have to finish
till 8th august before i'm unleashed. i hate these contracts
and what ever! i'm not a damn confirmed staff dude!
oh whatever! i feel like just not turning up for work after the
1st aug! shessh!

like i know many are curious why i'm letting go a 1.5k salary
when all i do is just sit at the desk......
but it's just NOT my kind of job...get it???? yes..i'm saving up for
aus, like my own extra allowance and stuff, tts why i dun
wanna get a too-low-paid job, but i don't wanna get a job which
gives me pay and what do i do??? ROT!!???? seriously, not
my kinda job man! u wanna take over my place, u're welcome
to man! i hate a job that makes u sit there like a bloody potato
man! what kinda job is that man? and u sit there, talking &
gossiping with ur colleague! ehhhh??? enjoyable? NOT! i
just gotta find a job that i actually look forward to going to
every morning! i can't possibly wake up every morning
draging myself to work right! then i might as well quit!
i'd prefer to find myself enjoy the situation i'm in! i'd rather
go back to worrying about ordering, supplies and busy hours
man! with many colleagues to liven ur day and all! who cares
about being busy when u have nice, fun, great colleagues
right! miss cartel days! hahahah! here @ work, i only have ONE
colleague to talk to....AND a SO PRETENTIOUS KOREAN AMERICAN
BOSS! can anything beat that!???/ i'm looking forward to
seeing something beat that! so hwee - now u see, i'm not the
"go to work, nothing to do, rot" kinda person...like safra pabulum..
hahah! this atmosphere.....is FAR worse than safra pabulum..lemmi
tell u that! hahahah! guess i'm just dying for a challenge eh! hahah!
oh well... it's like how i look forward to going to the gym everytime!
i pay my bucks, i enjoy going to the gym no matter how tiring i
may get...and i'm STILL enjoying every bit! *smile*

i wanna do cardio kick!!!!!
but it's irritating me that it's only 1,3,5!! are they playing
tricks on pple who sign up for 2,4,6,7 classes!! urgh!!
lemmi tell you what it is...
it's a..... fat burning kick boxing class that focuses on
strength, power, balance & flexibility! urgh!
does that sound like fun or what man!
should ask pam how it is man!

alright, i had the first good conversation ever with
ms lilly koh. haha! imagine that. well, she ain't that
bad la huh. hmm..she changed alot that is. oh well,
let bygones be bygones eh. it was like a year back!
and she's gonna try convincing me to by the top that
she's selling for - $59!! geezz... dear girl, if you wanna
sell it in F.E.P, you gotta make sure the price isn't THAT
steep eh! target market in F.E.P man! but...depends
on which shop u sell it in too that is!

gonna go to the gym in the morning tmr. whao! haha!
hwee, this is what i have in mind....

1. 10.30 Body Combat
2. weights

unless if you wanna do ABT @ 920am. followed by combat
then weights. azrino's teaching ABT yeaps!
i just need to get to work by 230 yeap and i'm
fine! confirm with me by tonight yeap!

anyway, i'm eyeing for the O2 XDAII palm.!! when
i get pic's of it..i'll show u yeap!

 

oh hwee, if you check this - i'll be @ the gym at 330pm for
intro steps and then combat @ 5 alright?? good!

ok, i'm not sure if i'm relieved to be back or smthng else
ok...but..oh well! ok, it didn't go as well yea. i mean u're not
close to someone and i think some things shld stay that way!
haha! cos when u know him a lil better, u feel kinda....
"reverse!!" haha! i dunno..*shrugs* but whatever right...
i just think that things won't work out after all. 1 date says
it all for me. i'm not sure if i'm too quick too judge, as always,
but...certain stuff....urhh..*shrugs* sometimes i really think i'm
super superficial. like...i dunno. intellect and personality.

.intellect VS personality.
 
what if this A has a good range of intellectual knowledge and what
so ever like IQ, EQ, good spoken language and stuff but.... he's kind
of "bo chap" on certain things about u eventhough he tries hard
and stuff. and B doesn't have as much intellect as A but has a
much much better personality than B. i mean...who'd u go
for right?? you have to be on the same wavelength as someone
when u guys r together right? and he can't possibly start boring
you with all he lame corny jokes and stuff right...
whereas, you can't and wldn't wanna be with someone who...
doesn't really show much care and concern for u, even if he
DOES really care. so it's kinda confusing on who u'd actually decide
for! just hopefully, someone with both aspects wld walk by huh! haha!
shessh! oh well. experience gained. nothing lost and all's good!...i hope!