it's saturday morning and i woke up @
10+. shessh!! i cldn't get to sleep ever since
7am. kept waking up every now and then
and i kept dreaming about school - stategic
marketing to be exact. shessh!
miss it?? haa!

yea.. can't believe i'm up la.
i thought the tons of medicine i took's gonna last
me till at least 12pm! but..... what the heck!
still feeling warm from yesterday's fever,
but alot better alrdy - throat's still sore...
cough and flu's still lingering...

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sometimes when you think of it,
it's really quite scary.
and you wish it's all just talk.
but you can't.
cause you've seen bits that haunt.
so what do you do?
*run*

i finally ordered my spectacles today!!
so happy!
gonna get it on tuesday!!
haha! so exciting!!!!
cos i can finally wear specs again!!!
i miss my specs!!!
but i still prefer my old purple pair....
*sigh*
the one i got was a maroon pair...
hee.
quite nice also la.
rectangular frames.
hee.

i'm dying.

i just feel like chopping off my nose.

i just feel like heating up the whole room.

i think i need alcohol.

haha! ya.. to make me feel warm man!! shessh!

*bbrrrrr*

but at least i feel alot better than just now.

more sleep.....

la la la!
i'm back from my dinner & my after-dinner plans.
haha!
met up with jason for dinner - mum no gd!
never cook dinner for me!
and again - i missed my "tong xing yuan"
HAHAHA!
never mind, cos i got to eat my
xian yu chao fan!!! wooohooooo!!
with chilli padi man and P.L!! haha!
u go guess what P.L means man!
hahah!! yummy man! but P.L. is fattening man!
hahaha! watch it! hee.
yea.. then we headed down to buckaroo @
andrew road for drinks.
(go find out where tt place is)
haha! i never knew that place existed till today
la!! when i've been there for like.... many times!
shessh!!
talked about alot of stuff - work... life... and all that stuff.
it was a good talk. =)
we'll talk again another time! haa!

i'm really quite bent on going to church this sunday.
hoping that i won't start falling asleep again -
but i MAY club on sat! oh man!
yea.. hwee's b'day - but not sure if we're clubbing.
*sigh*
really keen on going to God's house again though.
hee...

anyway - i'm re-thinking about buying the basket bag.
cos i really wanna get 2 GAP bags. shessh!
MUN!!!
a clutch that costs 30+ and a bag that costs like 89.
saw them online. urgh!! dilemma!
cos elise can get like 15% off the basket bags!!
ahhh!!!
ok mun.... you should not be greedy!!!!
sigh sigh -
we'll see how things go... hahah!
i need to start buying more clothes rather than bags and
shoes man! too many! haha

and finally - tomorrow's the last day of work....
OHHH BOY!!!!
haha! that's the end of boring work man!!
and well - when school starts - i'll see if i'd wanna work.

1. teach tuition?
2. get internship for experience?
3. simple study.....

LOL. we'll see!!
gotta get my beauty sleep...
toodle looooooooooooooooooooooooo!

nice!!?
it's a cross necklace from tiffany!
pretty pretty.

birthdays??

hwee seems to have difficulty planning her bday.
and my advice to you - just let it flow!
haha! easy to say right.
i mean - if u want it to be a blast - then go ahead
and do what u wanna do man! don't think about
being drunk - and ruining it and whatever shit la.
cos thinking about this and worrying about that -
just craps up everything la.
why worry so much!!??
it's just ONE day in ur life tt u're gonna turn 21,
and it's just ONE 21st celebration - so....
what the heck man!!
and i think everyone that gets wasted or whatever -
enjoyed their celebration.
don't let it turn out to be... "oh - i don't want it to be
this this this.... and then it'll end up like...
i dunno - something tt u may not like la."
that's just an advice -
but if u think u'll enjoy and still have a blast in
whatever suggestion you have - then GOOD!
cos it's ur 21st birthday babe! not ur friends!
so far - i'm cool with dinner on sat!
so... see ya then!!!

ciaos!

p/s: anyway, i was really joking about all the
kopitiam and "zhi cha" nonsense you know....
hee... just talking crap la. if you don't find it
funny - which i think so... then.. sooooweeee!!
=) =)

it's thursday!
haha - i skipped work today...
again... oh darn! haha!
i'm really quite a sucker.
once i hate something - it justs gets worse.
haha!
so next time - i cannot get any
tom, dick, harry kind of job already. or i'll die of
boredom during my job. i'd rather be super busy
and u pay me less la. but of course - not THAT
low. like.... if i know the market rate.. then i won't
wanna get any lower than that. haha!

let's take fish & co for example.
it pays quite low. so - i wouldn't wanna work there
la. cos even cartel starts their per hour pay @ $5!
yea... even bucks and beans pay low la.. haha!
i wouldn't go for anything less than $5 la.
quite.... this is what i mean by work alot and pay little.
hahaha!
and hwee -
i can't work already la. school schedule's VERY tight.
it's mon, tues, wed & fri man.
so.... la di da.... no work for me man! haha!

was taking a look @ the merchandising courses.
it's really quite cool - something that interests me la.
like on top of my degree i can do this crash course and
try out this area.
seems interesting - apparel, textile, bla bla bla. haha!

anywayzz..
i'm waiting for my pay man!! haha!
so many things i wanna buy... but it's only like... 300+ la!
hahah!
all my fault la... no comments. haha!
but anyway... better than no $$.. haha!
lets see what i'm gonna do with my money...
and let's see if i have $$ to save. haha!

1. pay for my birks.
2. pay my mum $65
(that's like $150 gone alrdy)
3. buy my basket bag
4. buy a pair of heels
5. the precious moments bible
(that's another $150 gone)

ok.. that's what i gotta do FIRST.
haha!


wow.... it's really quite sucky all my 4 modules are
seperated into 4 days man!
means - i've gotta go to school everyday except thurs.
shessh! compared to last sem's monday and tuesday
only. urgh!
hopefully i'll do good next sem. abit scared alrdy. haha!
another 4 mods man! *phew*

alright alright - mum's back from work!
wanna ask her for $ to make my specs man!
it broke into HALF.... yea...
so peepz - don't put ur specs inside ur bag ya!!
haha! better put it inside the specs box.
haha! or whatever u call it.
shessh! my pretty specs...
i can't live w/o em' man!
adios!

i survived work alone today!!!
wooohooooo!!!!
hahaha!
was tiring... but.. it's ok! i got over it.
and.... i configured my internet on my computer man!
shessh! smart mun! haha!
but i better re-configure it back man!
before that IT woman realises what my itchy
fingers have done! haha!
later she scold me again... OOOOPS!!!

anyway, headed down to Seoul Garden - taka after
work to celebrate joseph's b'day.
it was great man! ate alot! haha! really quite alot man!
haa! haven't eaten seoul garden for a long long time!
haha!
and then.... we took photos.... LOTS... haa!
as usualoy la huh... i think we took at least 50++ la!
like 4 of us only... 50++ .. haha!!
we're amazing man!!
oh man!! im uploading the photos now... and
my camera has 74 pictures to upload!! shessh!
and that's only mine! sijia also brought her cam! haha
well well.... the camera loves us.. haha!
esp with pretty girls like elise and sijia... ohhh boy is my
camera lucky! hahah!
and... i'm super full now. ok la.. not super - but i can't eat la..
hmmm... let me take that back. i can eat.. jz that...
no craving to eat. hahaha!!!
i'm always craving for food man! shessh!
what's wrong with me!!!!!
pregnant??!
wahah!

anyway, i met up with daph for lunch today and i
went to buy shoes during lunch time. haha!












nice right!!! i think it's nice!! hehe.
but it looks similar to the rest that i have.
i wanted to buy another pair....
which is also nice la...
but.... wa!! broke man! if i buy means... die la!
haha! 49.90...+ 39.90....
wa seh!!! cannot make it la!
i wanna buy clothes!!
haha! but i think i'm ALWAYS spending on accessories.
shoes... bags.... and other miscs...
haha! shessh!

haiz - anyway, why does it seem that many people
are having family problems now?
coincidence or what? my office - my friend - and a
beloved. *sigh*
tonight b4 i sleep - i'll pray to the Lord to keep them safe,
give them strength to face what's ahead and to keep a level
head. i really hope that things will be fine for them, but if not,
i really hope they'll have the strength and courage to continue
moving on. yea... it's easy for me to say right - but it's always
harder to do what u preach. same as me.
huizhen - i'm still that mouse. that mouse never got out of me.
i never had the courage to face what i was supposed
to...... it's really quite sad actually ... tt i did nothing about it.
but... we'll see.. we'll see.. what happens...

okok, photos of today will be up soon...
when i have time to resize and edit everything.
haha!
ciao!

I AM @ WORK!
haha! i configured the internet @ my work place man.
how smart am i. haha!
not very gd also.. suddenly they track my activities... DIE!!
it's like 45 mins before work ends...
haiz... sian!!
well... very dangerous to blog now..
so. tata!

it's a sunday night....
and i'm sad to sad i'm not looking forward to
tmr at all. *sigh*
cos it's work again!
a place where i can't keep my eyes OPEN.
sigh - all i know is that i'm not cut out to be
in a job that's desk bound. i need to be busy busy,
walking ard with stuff to do. haha!
and of course i must love the job la.. or every morning
it'll be dreadful man! haa!

anywayzzzz....
i went down to church today.
finally made my way down to church again with jason.
and i wanna go down to church again next week man!
and the week after too!!!
must try and make it a point to always go to church....
and not like 1-0 times a month. haha!!
it was fun... but i was dozing off for a while. i was
probably too tired due to yesterday's partying. haa!
we only reached home @ abt 5???
i forgot. haa!
yea.. went for prata @ thomson with jason after clubbing
and took a cab down to his place.
earlier in the day - we went for lunch @ seah imm, popped
by his work place and then went to play pool @ the same
place we went the other time with jo and jamie.
jalan sultan. i played like shit that day la.
shessh!! dunno what happened to me also.
haa!
probably the smell of the chicken wings!??!
haha! nah!
headed on to orchard towers with an additional sonia (haha!)
to eat dinner. with quite a view. haha!
ah guas!! haha! many many u noe la.. orchard towers.. famous for
"some" kind business. haha!
food wasn't that great - and.. it didn't match the pricing la.
haha! but.. oh well!
try try la.

anyway, really hope tmr will be gd @ work.
sigh.. haha! the pple behind and beside me are away!!
for just monday... so.. ya..
enjoy while i can. haha! if i can that is. hee.
okok - i'm gonna rot or slp now... stupid comp!
just re-booted it just now. super irritating.!!!