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Saturday, February 26, 2005

sometimes,
certain friends should
just be there temporarily.
they do you no good.

trust.
is something so fragile.
so precious.
once u break it,
it seldom pieces back.

think it's time i try,
enter the world of silence.
full of constrains.
all so contained.

it's natural,
it's practically life.
like breathing.
you feel you've gotta let it out.
you gotta talk.
you gotta bitch.
and you don't see how this
bitching can hit someone.
but it does.
consciously, or subconsciously.

**
there's something i have to say.
and it's gotta be here.
cos i have constrains.
whether you get this or not,
i'm still saying it.
doesn't mean you do it once,
you will get away with it everytime.
whatever you've done b4,
will catch up with you.
don't think you're too smart
just because you "win".
do not under estimate the
people around you.
cos they're all smarter than you are.
MUCH.
don't act like you need all the
TLC in the world,
cos the people you hurt,
need it much more than you do.
as i said B4,
i wish it could be said right @
ur face.
cos you disgust me.
so much i think tt word's just
too nice for you.
you bring out the bitch in me,
cos of the shit you cause and do.
and i think,
your previous nick,
should be directed at you.

**

~ { 2/26/2005 02:13:00 AM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

Thursday, February 24, 2005

i immerse myself in

jay's music;

white chocolate latte;

nescafe - cafe latte

and

salsa flavoured chips.

~ { 2/24/2005 08:02:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

it was humid as i walked home.
sticky.
i hate the weather.
and though it rained heavily B4,
the wind was still when i
walked home.

i seriously hate pple
who "attack" me with no sense,
reasonable logic or explanation.
u piss me off for no reason.
like wth are you to judge.
ok, im guilty of similar stances,
but i've changed - a little, not much.
but better than before.
but i still do get mad at people
who "attack" me.
yes.
w/o a doubt.
i don't know you.
vice versa. so stay away!
dedicated to a girl -
who has a big mouth.

it's driving me mad.
quite.
i need to stay away from them
for awhile.
or i won't be sane.
never will i do this to myself again.
it has to be earlier,
and better next time.
stupid exams........

~ { 2/24/2005 07:54:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

i finally see thru' all that pretence.
i don't wanna care why,
and i don't wanna know.
cause it's sick.
what you claim to be,
was never what you were.
i can be vile,
i can be vindictive,
i can be the biggest bitch,
but i choose not to be.
i can't bring myself to.
and God forgive you for whatever
wrong that you've done.
cause it's taking much endearing
for me to forgive.

it's time i chose my path wisely.

~ { 2/24/2005 02:05:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

my business stats paper ......
didn't go too well.
darn.
hmm... it wasn't really
very bad... but..
not on the good side.
ack!
*crosses fingers*
i'm hoping i'll do better for
management.
english's gotta be better
than maths. urk.

but for now....
let me recuperate and
get my deserved sleep.
i'm drained.
and when i wake up tmr,
it's gonna be another 2 days
of mugging like many, many
chapters.
*yawn*

time to sleep...................

~ { 2/22/2005 10:40:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;

Monday, February 21, 2005

i'm bogged.
by the so many things i have
to do and think about.
i have a paper tomorrow.
and i'm not done studying.
i need fresh air.
and i mean literally new.
i'm tired.
but i can't sleep.
i'm filled.
with coffee
- probably to the brim.
but i'm glad.
i'm glad that studying helps.
brings the unecessaries away.
and i'm glad.
i still have God to turn to.
i seriously do.

~ { 2/21/2005 10:57:00 PM }
phexz lingers thoughts;